| I DON'T |
| How do I tell him that I'm not interested in him? That I'm not ready to try at love again? I don't want to hurt him like I've been hurt before And I don't believe in love anymore! I don't want to tell him, hoping he'll tell me, Or maybe soon - he'll finally see! I don't want to use him - I don't believe in that I've not let anyone know that I'm still sad! I don't know how to change my lifestyle But, lately, I've gotten kinda wild! It's hurting me so much to see my ex tonight Because deep down - I still want him in my life! I'm pretty out of it, so I may not say it right I'm usually not this way - that's not what I'm like! James and Michael are different, but, yet they're the same I've gotta tell him soon because I'm tired of playin' this game! Before we met, I was hoping it might work out, But, right now, I just wanna wander about! I don't know how to say it without hurting him I'm just not ready to play the love game - maybe never again!!! Patricia Gail Wilson (18 1/2) March 21, 1998 |