HOW I FEEL
I don't know where to begin to describe how I feel
I still love my ex-boyfriend and, somehow, I always will!!
He's deep in my heart and I care for him alot
Nothing or nobody could ever make me stop!
I know I love him now more than I should
I regret not talking to him all that I could!
I'm shy and in more ways than one
And because of that - he's come and he's gone!
We're still friends but how long will this last?
He's moving on with his life but I can't let go of the past!

He asked me alot of questions last night
Somehow, I think, he tried to make it right!
He told me he still loved me and cared about me
But if he does - how could he ever leave?
We could have made it work if we'd stood by each other
Because oh how I believed that we were made for one another!
He said, in his book, I deserve to be treated like a queen,
While he was talking, the tears I cried were never seen!
He gave me a hug and wished me luck and happiness
And that didn't make me love him any less!

I believe God made our hearts to beat as one
And I don't plan on resting until the job is done!!

Patricia Gail Wilson (18 1/2)
March 22, 1998
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