| Friday, August 19, 1999
Valondra and Antoinette sat and watched the Backstreet Boys rehearse for their show that night. They were having *NSync as a special guest that night and they all were just hanging around. Lillie, Rachel, and Farah were out enjoying the beautiful scenery and stopping at the local McDonald�s to get everyone a bite to eat. �I�m really having fun this summer, Toni,� Valondra said. �We get to travel the country, be with our best friends, and to top it off we�re with a bunch of hot guys.� �Yep, it�s really great,� Antoinette said sarcastically. �Are you still bumming over your breakup with Alex?� Valondra asked. �Remember, Toni, you�re the one that called it quits and not him.� �I know, but he hardly speaks to me now and I feel like it�s all my fault. What should I do?� �Well just give him time to think about what happened and see what happens. You two broke up, what, two weeks ago. Some people just need a little longer to get on with their lives and I guess Alex is one of them.� �Maybe I need someone to help me get over Alex.� �You could do that, but don�t you think it�s a little soon?� �I guess so, but it�s driving me nuts being here with Alex and not having it the way it use to be.� �Then why the hell did you breakup with him?� �I don�t know. I guess it just wasn�t working out like we thought it was.� Valondra looked at her. �Ok, I really didn�t think it was working at all.� �Why not?� �I don�t know. He�s just not what I�m looking for.� �Right.� �He�s a great guy and all, but just not for me.� �If you say. It�s your choice.� She grinned. �So who do you think is for you?� Antoinette smiled and said, �Justin or JC.� �I�ll hook ya up, Toni. Which one first?� �I don�t care. It doesn�t have to be Justin or JC.� �Alright, whatever guy comes over first that�s who you�re hooking up with.� �Ok, if you say so.� Valondra smiled and Nickolas started walking over to them. �Except Nick Carter, because he�s mine and off the market.� �Uh huh.� Nickolas sat down between the two girls and gave Valondra a kiss. �Are you talking about me?� Nickolas asked. �No,� Valondra said. �What gives you that idea?� �Nothing,� Nickolas said. �Just that I heard my name mentioned in your conversation.� �Really, Nick, we weren�t talking about you,� Valondra assured him. �So don�t argue with me, because you�re not going to win.� �Don�t give me that shit,� Nickolas said. �What were ya saying?� �Nothing,� Valondra replied. �We were just talking about Toni and Alex�s breakup. It wasn�t about you.� He just looked at her. �Gees, Nickolas, get over it. All I said was that you were off the market and she couldn�t have you.� �So you were talking about me,� Nickolas said. �Chill, Carter,� Antoinette rebutted. �It was just a sentence.� �Right,� Nickolas said looking back at Valondra. �Ugh, Nick, just leave it go already,� Valondra said, as she saw Joshua. �Hey, JC, come here. I need you.� �Sure,� Joshua said walking over to her. �What�s up?� �Go ahead and change the subject,� Nickolas said. �I don�t care.� �Oh quit being a baby, Nick,� Valondra said. �Anyway, JC, I was wondering if you would like to go out with�� �Not with you,� Nickolas said. �No, Bonehead,� Valondra began, �with Toni.� �Yeah sure,� Joshua replied. �We can do that.� He looked at Antoinette and smiled. �When we leave.� �Do ya hear that, Toni?� Valondra asked and Antoinette ignored them. �Uh, Toni, earth to Antoinette.� Antoinette just sat there in her own little world until Valondra slapped her leg. �Ouch,� was what came out of Antoinette�s mouth, as she looked at Valondra. �What the hell do you want?� �You just missed the conversation didn�t you?� Valondra asked, as Nickolas kissed her neck. �Yeah sorry,� Antoinette apologized. �What�d I miss?� �Me asking JC to go out with you and him saying �yes�,� Valondra replied, as Nickolas continued kissing her neck. �Stop it, you.� She pushed his head away. �Didn�t I say I�d hook ya up?� �Yeah, I guess so,� Antoinette said. �I guess I should say thanks.� �It would be nice,� Valondra stated, as Nickolas started kissing her neck again. �Thank you,� Antoinette said getting up. �Where are ya going?� Valondra asked. �For a walk,� Antoinette said. �Ya don�t have far to walk unless ya leave,� Nickolas said, as Antoinette walked away. �Nick, leave her go,� Valondra said. �She has a lot on her mind.� �What is your problem with me today, Loni?� Nickolas asked, as Joshua walked away. �Every little thing I say you have a smart cocky comeback.� �You can tell Toni is still bumming over her breakup with Alex and it looks like you really don�t care about her feelings,� Valondra rebutted. �You�ve been acting like this the past few days.� �Acting like what?� �Just like you�re acting now; not caring what others are going through or what they�re thinking. Right now you�re not caring what I think or what my friends feel. If you can�t accept my friends then you can�t accept me. That�s all I have to say.� She got up and Nickolas pulled her down onto his lap. She didn�t bother looking at him and he said, �I�m sorry, Loni. I wasn�t trying to hurt you or your friends. I was just doing it for fun; ya know trying to lighten the mood. I�m sorry if I hurt their feelings. Forgive me?� �It�s not their feelings you�re hurting, Baby, it�s mine. I don�t even know if you�re hurting them. I care very much about my friends and care what others think and say that involve them.� �I�m sorry, Loni D.� He wrapped his arms around her and she looked at him. �I really am. Am I forgiven?� �I don�t know. If I do that means we�ll kiss and make up and if I don�t it would mean we say we�ll still be friends, go our separate ways, and don�t kiss. I think I�ll go with�� �Which is it? Yes or no?� �I think I will just because�� Before she could finish Nickolas kissed her. After the kiss Nickolas asked, �You�re staying with me because?� �Could you do that kissing thing again, because I don�t think I got it right the first time?� �Anytime.� He pulled her closer to him and kissed her again. �Why are you staying with me?� �Because you�re a great kisser and extremely sexy.� She straddled him and put her arms around him, as she kissed him again. CHAPTER 2 HOME |