�I don�t know what to tell you, Deej,� MyKenna said.
�What would you do?�
�Hell if I know. I�d probably do the same thing you are.�
�That helps.�
�You love Nick right?�
�Yes; more than anything.�
�It�s a start then.� Dakota left out a disgusted sigh and looked at MyKenna. �Ya can�t keep ignoring him.�
�Maybe if I didn�t witness him cheating it�d be a lot simpler ya know.� MyKenna nodded. �That kiss witnessed between you and Nick is nothing to what happened last night.� MyKenna looked at her. �I should�ve just stayed in New York and came home today like planned.�
�Why did ya come home early?� Dakota looked at her. �DJ? What is it?�
�Nothing.�
�Don�t lie to me. What�s wrong?� Dakota shook her head and got off the bed. �I know you well enough to know when something�s wrong. What is it?� Dakota walked out on the balcony and MyKenna joined her. �Did something happen in New York during the promoting and stuff?� Dakota shook her head. �Well something made ya come home early. So what was it?� Dakota looked at her and MyKenna raised an eyebrow.
�We were going to have twins.�
�Excuse me?�
�Yeah; I was excited so I came home to share the news with Nick. I couldn�t wait to tell him. We created 2 babies out of love for each other and I just couldn�t wait to tell him. I postponed a photo shoot that was for yesterday and I came home.�
�Well that�s good news. You should tell him.�
�Ya can�t tell someone something when there ain�t anything to tell them, Kenna.�
�What do ya mean? You�re having Nick�s babies.�
�Not anymore and it�s all his fault.� MyKenna looked at her. �Because of him neither one of us will be parents.�
�I�m sorry, Deej.� Dakota shrugged.
�The doc called me in New York the other day and told me we were having twins. I then find out this morning that it ain�t going to happen now. What can ya do, ya know? Shit happens.�
�Maybe ya should tell him.�
�What would it change? Nothing. He stopped it from happening.�
�Maybe he�ll actually think about what he did to you and why you�re not forgiving him right away.� Dakota shook her head. �DJ, you got to��
�I ain�t telling him.�
�He has a right know.�
�The only thing he has a right to know is that he�s a murderer. He killed our babies because he�s a sick bastard. He got what he wanted from me and he was satisfied so that was it. He doesn�t want me and never did.� MyKenna shook her head. �The moment he met that Tiffany is the day he decided he didn�t want me anymore and took her home while I was away.�
�Nick loves you.�
�Not like he used to. His love for me died when he took her home.�
�How can you say that after all he�s trying to do in getting you to at least talk to him?�
�How can you stand here and defend his ass after what he did to your best friend? You are no better than Nick.� She took a deep breath. �God, you guys are lucky I forgave you for that damn kiss, but I can not forgive Nickolas for what he just did to me. Everyone I talked to so far is saying �forgive him, because he loves you�. It�s you and Nick�s whole family, besides Aaron. If you guys were in my shoes you wouldn�t be saying to forgive him. Seriously you wouldn�t. Until you are in this situation you people shouldn�t tell me to forgive him.�
�You asked us what you should do.�
�But I don�t want to hear �forgive him�. God knows I can�t.�
�God knows you can, because you love him.�
�I hate him.�
�No you don�t, DJ. If you hated him you wouldn�t be this upset.� Dakota looked at her. �This shows you�everyone how much Nick means to you. And I hope it shows Nick how much he means to you.� Dakota shook her head.
�How can he mean anything to me now?� MyKenna sighed.
�You guys have gone through so much and managed to stay together.�
�He never cheated on me before. I can�t�I just��
�Want to rip his heart out and stomp all over it like he just did to you.� Dakota nodded. �I�ll hold him down while you do it.� Dakota chuckled for a second.
�Sounds like the right thing to do right now, but I don�t know.� She sighed. �I can�t hurt him like he can hurt me.�
�I don�t think he does it deliberately, DJ. I think he�s just trying to hard to keep you happy.�
�Is that why he cheated? To keep me happy?�
�I can�t tell you why he cheated. I do wish I could though.� Dakota looked at her. �What?�
�You can?�
�How? I don�t know why.�
�You can find out for me. He won�t tell me, but I�m sure he�ll tell you. You guys get along great.�
�Our friendship ain�t like yours and Aaron�s, DJ. We don�t tell each other everything.�
�Then start.�
�Excuse me?�
�Start getting a very close friendship with Nick like Aaron and I have. It�s the only way I�ll find out why he cheated on me.� MyKenna looked at her. �I got to know and if this is my only way to find out then so be it.�
�Why don�t ya talk to Jane instead? I�m sure she�ll have a better chance at getting the truth than me. Or you can even ask him yourself.�
�I did and he won�t tell me. He doesn�t want to hurt me anymore than he already has. But he is hurting me by not telling me why he cheated.� She shook her head. �Ugh! I just want to know why? Is that so hard?�
�Of course not.�
�Then why is it? I just want to know why the man I love cheated on me. That�s all I want and nothing more. We were going to have a baby and he does this. Why?�
�Maybe you should just give Nick some time. I�m sure he has a very good reason.�
�He better or else I�ll never ever forgive his ass.� Dakota sat down and MyKenna just looked at her.
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