Sunshine and Josephine sat in Howard�s parlor and waited for their pizza to come. Josephine took a few days off to visit Sunshine and apologize for not keeping her secret. They just sat there a few moments in silence when Howard walked in.
�I thought you were going to find your own place, Sunn?� Josephine questioned.
�I�m looking,� Sunshine said. �I�m still living with Kev though.�
�I told her she could move in here, but she refuses,� Howard stated.
�Because I don�t want to,� Sunshine said. �Kevin doesn�t mind me staying with him. I was thinking about moving in with Bradley actually. You should see his place. He�s got this massive theatre in his house. It�s so cool. He�s even got this gigantic pool and a hot tub and all this other cool stuff that people like us can�t afford.�
�Cool,� Josephine said.
�You just stay with Kevin,� Howard said sitting beside Sunshine and she looked at him. �I just want to make sure that she�s safe and Brad lives on the other side of town.�
�And nothing�s going to happen, because he has this killer security system,� Sunshine said.
�At least he cares,� Josephine said.
�How long are you here for yet?� Howard asked Josephine, as Sunshine hit him.
�I leave in the morning,� Josephine replied. �So you can have Sunn all to yourself then.�
�Good,� Howard smirked.
�You�re being a real jerk,� Sunshine said to Howard. �So get out of here.�
�Fine I�m going,� Howard said kissing her cheek, but not leaving
Sunshine looked at him, as Josephine laughed and Sunshine said, �I thought you were leaving.�
�In about ten minutes,� Howard said. �That�s when I have to meet my brother. I want to spend a couple minutes with you because you�ll probably be gone when I get back.�
�Oh well,� Sunshine said.
�He�s just being nice, because he wants a piece,� Josephine said.
�Well he ain�t getting anything,� Sunshine said, as the doorbell rang. �That�s probably the pizza. I�ll be back.� Sunshine got up and left the room, as Howard watched.
�Howie, I need to say something to you,� Josephine said, as Howard looked at her. �I didn�t want to say anything in front of Sunn.�
�What�s on your mind?� Howard asked.
�I know you�re with Sunn, but I�ve been thinking and I think you should know that my feelings for you never stopped,� Josephine said. �Did yours stop for me?�
Howard looked at her a second then said, �To be honest, no, but after we kissed you never said anything to me after that and I thought you were mad at me. After you started talking to me again I figured you fell I love with Alex so I decided to move on and I found myself with Sunn. I�m very happy and I think she is too.�
Josephine sighed and said, �I still��
�I know what you�re going to say, Josephine,� Howard said cutting her off. �It�s sweet, but it�s not going to change my feelings for Sunn.�
�Pizza�s here,� Sunshine said stepping into the parlor interrupting Josephine and Howard�s conversation.
�Smells good,� Howard said, as Sunshine set the pizza on the coffee table.
�Do you want some, D?� Sunshine asked.
�I�ll have a piece then I�m going to go,� Howard replied.
�I�ll be right back,� Sunshine said leaving the room again.
�Does this change how you feel about me now?� Josephine asked.
�No it doesn�t,� Howard said.
�We can eat now,� Sunshine stated walking back into the parlor with paper plates and napkins.
�What kind did ya get?� Howard asked, as Sunshine opened the pizza box.
�Half cheese for Jo and half pepperoni, ham, and sausage for me,� Sunshine replied putting a piece on a plate and handing it to Josephine. �What kind would you like?�
�Cheese please,� Howard said. �What will you ladies be doing tonight?�
�Girl stuff,� Josephine and Sunshine said simultaneously.
�Alright so don�t tell me,� Howard replied, as the girls laughed.
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Sunshine walked out onto the front porch that same night and sat on the swing. She watched the few cars that went by and sighed. She was in a real messy situation. She was with Howard, but had feelings for Nickolas and as she spent time with Bradley a part of her was beginning to feel something for him. Why couldn�t life be simple? She knew she didn�t have any romantic feelings for Howard so that wasn�t a real problem really. But she had strong romantic feelings for Nickolas and then Bradley got thrown in there somehow. She just wanted life to be simple again. Simple like it was before she met Nickolas and everyone else. Just a few more months she�d be off to Australia away from all this and have a clear piece of mind for awhile. She sat there for a few minutes more drinking her water then got up and went to go back inside.
She went to open the door when she heard, �Sunnie.� She looked and saw Nickolas walking onto the porch.
�Do you know what time it is?�
�Yeah.� He smiled.
�What are you doing here?�
�I was hoping we could talk.�
�About what?�
�That day in L.A. when I called you a liar.� She looked at him. �I wanted to apologize.�
�Oh.�
�I didn�t mean to piss ya off or anything. I was just��
�Being an ass.�
�Yeah.� He smiled and she took his hand.
�C�mon; we�ll go outback.� She pulled him inside and they walked to the back porch. They sat side by side on the bench and looked at each other. �Do you always stalk people in the middle of the night?�
�Just you.� She grinned.
�I guess I should feel honored.�
�Yeah.�
�Ok I do.� They laughed. �If you�re waiting for me to accept your apology then you have a long time to wait.� He looked at her. �I�m serious.� He continued looking at her. �I do want to apologize though for the way I�ve been acting and shit. And for the way I kissed Howie in front of you. I was confused and I hated myself and I wanted you to hate me.�
�I could never hate you.� She smiled. �What�s going on with Brad Fischetti though?�
�Why does everyone keep asking me that? We�re just friends and nothing more.�
�Right.� He smirked. �Do you run to him to when you�re horny?� She elbowed him. �Oiy! Sorry.�
�Yeah; Brad and I are just friends. He�s, like, the only friend I got right now that won�t share my secrets with anyone.�
�Why? Who�s doing that?�
�The girls. I told Josephine something in confidence and she told the others.�
�What�d you tell her?�
�Well she asked if you and I were having sex and I told her no and that we just satisfy each other in other ways, ya know.�
�Uh-huh.�
�And she goes and tells Danielle and Danielle tells Destiny and Venus.� Nickolas took her water. �And then the other day Danielle tells me that Josephine said she wouldn�t mind giving you a blowjob.� Nickolas spit the water out and Sunshine looked at him.
�No offense to Josephine or anything, but I don�t want her mouth anywhere near my dick.� Sunshine grinned. �Just yours.�
�Josephine said to look at your feet, because they say the bigger the feet the more the meat.�
�What do you think?� They looked at each other.
�So�who is �Do I Have To Cry For You� about?�
�You�re not avoiding this question.�
�And I asked you a question.�
�And you�re not getting an answer.�
�And neither are you.�
�What do ya think? Is the myth truth? The bigger the feet the more the meat. Does size really matter?� She just looked at him. �C�mon, Sunnie. I want to know. I have to know in case I need to invest in Austin Powers Penis Enlarger.� She laughed and shook her head.
�When we shag I�ll give ya all the answers ya want. Until then we shouldn�t even be having this convo.�
�Why not? Because of Howie.� She nodded. �You have no feelings for him anyway so why does it matter.�
�It doesn�t really. I just like annoying the hell out of you.�
�Uh-huh.� They sat there in silence a few moments. �I�m horny.� She looked at him and he smiled. �Please.� She shook her head. �Please, Su--.� He didn�t finish, as she put her hand in his pants and grabbed his penis. �Oh, yeah.� She straddled him, but kept her hand in his pants and kissed him.
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