Worthless
by Cirrus Kain

Why love?
Why am I cursed?
Why can I feel?
I pour my heart out to you
I am vulerable to you
And for what?
Every word
Every promise
Every time I cry myself to sleep
It all means nothing
All day I find myself
Wishing
That things were different
That you looked at me
The way you look at her
Anything, anything, anything
I would give it to you
I would sacrifice it for you
But does it matter?
Everything would turn to shit
Once it passed from my hands
Nothing, nothing, nothing
In any currency
By any measure
The worth of my love,
Adoration, and suffering
Is nothing