Night
Terrors
Wakened
in the darkened hour
hearing
silent screams
She
trembles with a blinding fear
that
now fills her dreams.
She
sees a vision all too real
of
a helpless little girl
Taken
from her innocence
into
her shattered world.
Memories
of the trusted hand
flashbacks
in her mind
Are
but fractured segments
of
another place and time.
Tear
stains on the pillow
footsteps
down the hall
Crying
out into the night
locked
behind the bedroom door.
The
faceless image before her
games
she didn't understand
Drawings
of a mouthless child
with
no arms or hands.
The
terror of her childhood dreams
that
haunts her mind today
Still
lingers in the memory
of
a time so far away.
She
closes her tear-filled eyes
to
block out all the pain
She
doesn't want to remember
or
to feel that way again.
The
images of the painful past
that
come to her at night
Stalk
her in the darkened hours
till
the morning light.
©
Christina
17th
April, 2001
"This
is a dark poem about the fragmented memories of incestual abuse haunting
one's dreams....from the tears on the pillow to the drawings of a mouthless
child. The pain, the horror and the innocence of a child enduring
such torment that stalk the memories in nightmares of years to come
~
aptly titled Night Terrors. Based on those who have
experienced this abuse and repressed the memories, this poem is dedicated
to all victims of child sexual abuse."