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Do
You Know....?
Do
you know what it's like to live with fear?
To
be afraid every day of your life, and to know you can't escape from the
the source of your fear?
Do
you know what it's like to struggle for acceptance, and find only
criticism
and condemnation instead?
Do
you know what it's like to wake in the morning and know that nothing
you
do today will be right?
Do
you know what it's like to wake in the morning and KNOW that today you
will be hit. To know that if today is a "good" day, you'll only get
a couple of slaps across the face, and if it's a bad day, you could find
a hand around your neck, shutting off your windpipe until you pass out.
Do
you know what it's like to hear words such as "you're useless", "you're
stupid",
"no-one will ever love you", and to hear these words so often you
believe
them?
Do
you know what it's like to feel as if every breath you draw is a waste
of
oxygen.
To feel as if suicide is the only option, but be too afraid to do it.
Do you know what it feels like to think you are so useless you can't even
kill yourself?
Do
you know what it is like to reach for help, only to find none, and then
find
things are actually worse because the one causing your pain now holds
another
grudge against you?
If
you answered no, then you are lucky,
because
it means you have never been abused
If
you answered yes, then I pray you have had the courage and strength to
turn
your life around, and find all the beauty and goodness buried deep
inside
you.
Because it IS there, no matter what anyone else tells you.
The healing road is long and hard, but it is worth the journey.
If
you know of anyone who is being abused, Please, Please do something
to help them. Don't leave them to suffer, that only makes you
as guilty as the abuser. Let the abuser know that what they
are doing is wrong, and let the abused know someone cares for them, and
thinks they are a worthwhile person.
Written
By A Child-Abuse Survivor,
who
wishes to remain anonymous

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