My life can't get any worse right now....

thursday morning I had went to the doctor(emergency room for people who don't have a primary health physican) After stay there for hours (I didn't get home til 3PM) they told me that I have a stomach virus and gave me more powerful meds to break my fever. I was ready to  rest. Then as soon as I walked in the door I noticed that an item was missing(A very expensive item). I had to do a double take because I thought I was loosing my mind. But the truth had settle in. So I called the police. An 1 hour and a half later they came and asked questions and did their report (they didn't really seem to care. I took police studies before so I know how things are).Then the two cops left.

But the story doesn't end there. I not going to give too much away for my saftey but it ended with me down at the precinct for 3 hours but the detectives was surportive when I told them what happened (and after they confirmed my story). It was a case of self-defense. So I won't get in trouble.

I called and told my cuisins what happened. "Girl ARE YOU CRAZY????!!!! WHY ARE YOU STILL OVER THERE???!! YOU NEED TO LEAVE!" She exclaimed. I told her that I'll be alright.  Then my cuisin started to say that that person could of been down with  some powerful gang and his people could come after me. I thought she was just over reacting at the time. After talking to her for some 10 mintues I hung up the phone. About and over later I got serveral calls from my other cuisins and from my uncle. They all said the same thing that I should leave my apartment for a while until things "cool down". I felt that I would be a coward if I leave. I've been though worse. But then I started to think, we had lost enough people in my family. My mother died when I was 7. Then my aunt died at 50 in december 2001. Then my grandmother died on her 85th birthday on augest 23 2001  at 3:30PM (I tried to save her with CPR but I couldn't). So the last oldest person left in our immedite family is my uncle, which who is my last grandmother's son. If grandma was still alive today, she'll be worried about me. So I decided to stay with my cuisins for awhile So I packed up 2 weeks worth of clothes, got all the stuff I'll need and left. I'm there right now. The wi-fi signal is a little bit weak here  so sometimes I get knocked off line. My uncle is going to check my mailbox every two weeks so I won't have to go back to the apartment. I don't know how long I'm going to stay away. But I know one thing. As soon as I get a job in which I making enough money to live in a nicer place I'm moving out of that section 8 apartment.

On a positive note I went to see ultraviolet today. It's a mix of underworld/kill bill/Hero(becuase of all of the bright colors. It reminded me of skittles)/matrix. The speical effects were a b- because sometimes it looked really choppy and computer animatedish.  Actting b-. Fighting scenes A-. So that's my movie review. 

"Don't judge a thing until you look inside it"

Tigoness