November 2003
November 30
I don't know what to feel.. Mixed emotions? Happy.. Sad.. Yeah, I love him but there are a lot of complications. I don't know why i cry over him.. I don't know why I long for him. I don't know if i'm acting pathetic, silly or I'm just plain stupid when it comes to loving someone so much. =c Damn it.. I love him.. But there's something wrong. But hey, I don't give a damn! Right or wrong.. I don't care. The only thing I care for is him. And I'm sure in what i feel.. I love him. I love him because he's the guy who brought back the smile in my face after my "oh-so-down" days. After all the heartaches and headaches Mark gave me.. Here I am again, ready to get hurt for the sake of love. I love you sooo much my baby Karlo. � I thought of this a couple of times already and now I'm sure that I want Karlo to finally be mine. So there, I'm already Karlo's girlfriend?! Ack! And I'm sooo happy and contented with him. In a way sad, coz I know there's something wrong. Haaay.. *sigh* Hope this sh*t will get fixed in time. Hehe.. Hey, not what you're thinking. I'm not the 2nd girlfriend or anythin. Ok? Ugh.. So, how's my day? Went fine and kinduh boring. I woke up 12:00 PM coz I was on the phone with Karlo til 4:00 AM. Yeap, after that took a bath then went to my eye doctor to get my new eye glasses. Yuh, so that in case my contax would tear off again, I would be able to see. Lolz! Then went home.. did nothing.. bum! Ahaha.. Hafta go now, my baby's askin me to sleep early! As usual.. Hehe.. <3 <3 <3
November 29
Yay! I'm back once again! Alive and kickin! Ehek! I already changed my layout. Thank you sooo much Roji! I owe this to you. Ack! Drama! Ahaha.. Sorry for not blogging for almost a month, I guess. I was too busy with my school works and all that. And besides, there's nothin to blog about. Nothin really special happened. Hehe.. Except for school activities.. Like my extemporanous speech, the theater festival, musical broadway, etc. We're celebrating the English month. Err.. what else? Ehehe.. Oh yeah, Mark called me up.. I forgot when exactly. It's just this week. When my little sister found out that he called me up, she got really mad! Ahaha.. I got a little sermon from her coz she hates Mark to death. Lolz! Why would she hafta hate Mark? I wonder. Ahaha.. Enough.. My day was boring! Ugh.. Woke up at around 8:30. Pretty early for a Saturday eh? Oh well.. After breakfast, took a bath, then I already went online. Yuh, I was online for 5 straight hours. Hehe.. Checking my friendster, yahoo, etc. Hehe.. Then I went to the dentist with my mum and my sister. Ack! My braces suck hell big time! Ahaha.. Then we went shopping. I bought 4 pairs of socks from Nike, a bag from Girbaud, Hello Kitty hanky and cotton candy from Tickles. I'm like a kid! Ahaha.. After that, we went to Karate Kid to eat then went home. That's it for today.. �