THE
SCOTSMAN S2 - Interview - November 8th 2000
Cover Story: Pretty Polly -- PJ Harvey Cleans Up
Her Act SHINE ON HARVEY'S MOON Bridport's famously angst ridden
supersiren PJ Harvey still sings about love and loss and melancholy, but
with a
new warmth and balance. Her raw edges, however, are still intact she tells
Rachel Newsome Crazy, Madwoman, Screaming siren. Hysterical harpy with
a
metaphorical pistol to her head. It's easy to parody PJ Harvey as a woman
possessed. A pale-skinned, dark-haired, she-wolf howling at the moon -
all the
signifiers are there. The self-loathing bleeding from Rid Of Me; the waxing
and
waning physique; the recurring nightmares of being trapped in a coffin
- a
classic eating disorder dream; the depressions; the therapy sessions; Freud,
no doubt, would have had a field day with the seemingly perpetual
pre-menstrual Polly Harvey.
But let's not forget that in a kind of inspired existential double bluff,
Polly got
there first by setting out to parody herself. Dallying with image and the
visual
side of things (she did, after all, do an art foundation course and still
experiments with photography), Polly made herself up with clownish streaks
of
red lipstick, skulked on stage in that bright pink catsuit - revealing
every bone in
her severely skinny body - and contrived to pose as a modern day Ophelia
drowning in despair on the cover of To Bring You My Love.
But since then, of course, there's been the therapy, the transitional fourth
album, Is This Desire?, marking the tapering out of a long bout of depression
and the quiet death of the tortured artist known as PJ Harvey.
But without the angst where does that leave the art? Would therapy have
produced a calmer, more balanced PJ Harvey - content but no longer charged?
Would she be left as a damp as the coastal rain drizzling over her Devonshire
hometown of Bridport the day of a secret gig to showcase her new album,
Stories from The City, Stories From The Sea?
Civilised and relaxed, with friends of the family standing around in baggy
tie-dye
trousers and kids scooting between their legs, the stage at Bridport arts
centre
seems more set for a craft fair prize-giving or a classical recital than
a fiery
performance from the town's resident siren. People chat and stand around
smoking pipes and the only thing missing is a row of armchairs.
Which is just as well because Polly Harvey wants to dance. She wants to
swivel on the three-inch metal stiletto heel of her Julien MacDonald boots
and
shimmer in her glittering sequinned micro-mini skirt. She wants to shake
her
glossy "because-I'm-worth-it" salon-teased hair and cast her cares to the
Devil,
because all of a sudden nothing else can compete with the blast of hyper-reality
that is Big Exit. Because "baby, baby, ain't it true, I'm immortal when
I'm with
you".
Swapping her guitar for a tambourine and back again, Polly still sings
of love
and loss and of being haunted by melancholy as she taps and shakes and
shimmies through her new album but there is something different, something
warm like a sunny day on the beach, something more like a lighter shad
of
pale, rather than a darker hue of night. Could it be that Polly Harvey
has
lightened up? This isn't so much Poor Polly as Pretty Polly. Still brooding,
still
at times belligerent but also brave and beautiful. This is Zen Polly who
now
talks of "giving and receiving", "insight" and "outsight", serenely transcending
pain as she languishes through We Float. This is Ironic Polly who likes
to let it
all hang out because "I used to think that love was so complex but all
I want to
do is just see you undress" on This Is Love.
So is it love? Is it that Polly has finally found something, if not tangible,
then
certainly strong and empowering to hang on to, following the end of her
much
publicised relationship with Nick Cave? Is it love that's helped to put
things in
perspective, to pull herself together? "I wasn't sure. I'm not really sure
now,
either", Polly frowns and stares long and hard at the teapot on the table
before
her. "It seems to get harder as you get older. Maybe when you've been through
it a few times already, you start to recognise all the signs and you're
much
more wary and protective about it all, especially if you've been hurt in
the past."
It's the afternoon following the gig the night before and Polly is sitting
in one of
her locals, the quiet friendly pub where she does most of her interviews.
That is,
when she does do interviews.
You can see why Polly Harvey doesn't like talking about herself. It's all
there in
the lyrics, the heartache, the anguish, all her guts spilled out. But that's
where
she prefers to keep it, the suggestion of there always being something
else
becoming part of all the intrigue. Indeed Polly arrives to the interview
early to
give herself some quiet time to meditate and focus her mind. Polly is all
for
meditation and tries to do it at least once a day.
"It's about making time to sit still and entering your head," she explains,
"Maybe just looking out of a window."
Mentally delineating what it is she does and does not think, what she will
and
won't say, what you get is a psychological peepshow, shrouded and shadowy,
full of glimpses into what lurks behind her steady almond eyes and firm
smile.
So for example she will say of her allegorical lyrics, that, yes, she is
inspired
by the Bible, that she has a "healthy fascination" with it all. That she
enjoys
"investigating and reading about these things and I have my own ideas about
all
those things", while fiddling all the while with a tiny cross on a chain
around her
neck.
Polly may be as uncertain as to the a priori existence of God as she is
about
matters of the heart but one thing she's keen to reiterate is that, yes,
she has
changed, and she is fairly certain that it's all for the better. It may
or may not be
love but it's definitely about having climbed to a mental plateau from
where she
can survey the view with a new sense of balance through therapy, through
friends, through family and, she suggests, through the simple ebb and flow
of
living. Through hitting 30 and seeing babies born and friends die, that
kind of
thing. "Right up to 1995, it was very much a case of putting on a persona
to
perform because I needed it at the time," she muses.
"I don't buy into the myth of having to be a tortured artist in order to
write. It
frustrates me no end that to hear people say that, especially because I
could
have easily gone down that route. I was certainly well on the way to
self-destruct for many years but managed to turn it around.
"The times I've been depressed are times when everything has seemed out
of
balance and everything becomes weighted on you and inside of you. I've
found
that my horizons have been opened by being well. That there's so much to
write
about because I'm able to receive information about what's going on around
me
instead of being sealed off in this shell where you don't actually feel
that much,
you're just numb."
So now Polly has found herself a mental room with a view, how does it feel?
How does Bleak Polly compare with Brave Polly? How do all those references
to depression and eating disorders compare with the Polly who is now learning
African drumming and attending life-drawing classes at the arts centre,
where
she's also planning songwriting workshops for local kids with her friend
and
neighbour Billy Bragg? How does it compare to the Polly who has taken up
writing poetry ("I find it liberating because there's no guidelines or
structural or
emotional rules. Through poetry I'm a lot more open, less introspective
and
more outward looking")?
"I feel like I inhabit my skin and body much more these days. When I'm
sat
here talking to you, I'm really here. Before, I would appear in person
but I was
never really there. It's almost like being able to look in at yourself
from the
outside all the time. And I felt like that for years, not really knowing
who you
are. I feel very real these days."
But for all the talk of "balance" and "perspective", the chaos and emotional
extremities are still there on Stories... There's the dazed and confused
duet
with Thom Yorke, This Mess We're In. There's the wild imagery of horses
running across the beach on Horses In My Dreams, the 24-hour stream of
neon
lights and noise on The Whores Hustle and The Hustlers Whore inspired by
the
streets of New York, where most of the album was created.
"I was first there working on a film with Hal Hartley," Polly elaborates
on her
Manhattan love affair. "But even though I was so busy, I was having to
write
because of all the energy of the place coming off into me - people you
see on
the streets and subways, mad men and women muttering to themselves,
visions of Blade Runner. I felt energised by it - not just writing, but
personally I
needed a shake up.
"I love chaos, I love the extremities in my life. I have to be very ordered
for my
work, but chaos creates a very different kind of stimulation which I really
need.
The whole experience was hard work but very happy and productive. I don't
think I've ever enjoyed making a record so much."
Lust-for-life Polly, rather than Lacklustre Polly, never mind the therapy
speak
and the new-found tranquillity, thank goodness for Polly Harvey's raw edges.
-- Rachel Newsome
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