How Do I Feel
What do I feel?
I feel nothing
It's empty
Something's missing
I made it go
I caused it to be lost
Unlikely to be found
Still a connection
But not as strong
Or as whole
But it's there
What do I feel?
I feel guilty
For causing pain
To someone so close
Yet so far away
It couldn't be helped
It had to happen
I couldn't go on
The way I was
Things had changed
But he remained the same
What do I feel?
Confused
Confused about everything
How I feel
What I should do
What's going to happen
Where the time will go
On what I used to do
On what is there no longer
It's gone
How do I feel?
Empty.