Blue November Sky

blue november sky
a memory so brilliant and clear
rolling down a luscious green slope
I am a girl without fear

but I am allowed no insanity
I cannot let down my facade
so I deny that perfect hill
I cannot let you think I am odd

I do not cry anymore
I choose not to remember days past
For the days get colder and harsher
and my few blue skies never last

blue november sky
a memory so faded and pale
even memory is fading fast
as dark clouds ride in on a gale

happiness is gone
desperation fills my soul
I need my blue november sky
to remember a time I was whole

winter is fast approaching
my sky will never stay
I have to be perfect all the time
or I too will fade away

my blue november sky is gone
as is everything for which I cared
I may seem to have it all together
but I'm just a little girl who's scared