Wonderings
by .:Miki-chan:. Added: 9.8.04

Author's Note: This is something I found in a journal. I wrote it about my
first boyfriend before I started to go out with him. It almost make me want to puke.
You have been warned.

Do you think of me before you
Sleep at night? A bright day together
In the park alone, nothing but a tarp?
Your girlfriend is far away,
What happens when you break up someday?

I can tell you like me, but how
Often do you think of me?
Every second of everyday?
So close yet so far away.

If we danced, would she be mad?
Does she still love you?
I can't sleep without thinking of you.
You said once I give you dirty thoughts.
Are you being nice, or oh so sincere
When we talk and you call me dear?

Do you think of me and you
Eating a lunch packed for two?