The First Cause.
Methinks...
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n The Beginning All Was Light. A Marvelling Wondering seemingly Limitless Light. Sentient and Aware,Moving Through Ever and Ever Higher Levels of Consciousness, Yet No-Thing at all. Only Aware of IT'S Light.
Until at last IT realised ITS First Thought; - I think, I think I am, therefore I AM.
IT wondered not where it was, for it was here. And IT wondered not what IT was, for IT was light.
IT wondered not when it was, for it was Now. IT first wondered automatically, without focus, on How it came into being.
Then IT realised the way to how was buried in this First and only question asked by No-Thing,
The problem demanded a new question, and as the Light focused on the Problem Presented, IT Realised the Potential of Why.
So why becomes the first applied question asked of IT’S self by The Light. Looking within to see why IT existed…
For if IT could work out Why, it seemed clear that How was the most logical progression!?
And with this notion called Why came new things. Simultaneously… A First Experience, A First Sensation,
And then... A First Some-Thing! Because of the mystery involved, a Spark of Impenetrable Darkness entered The Light.
A Wonder filled sensation of knowing the Answer, Endogenous, beyond the current Scope of Thought. Somewhere within the Infinite bounds of the Lights awareness. But it was not a thought. It was different!
And with it came the next idea, the next notion. Where? And IT realised Darkness at ITS Lights very centre. An It within IT!
And by reason of the attractiveness and pleasantness of this most perfect experience of this thing’s energy,
The next notion, The next understanding became, As realisation demanded definition, and the next concept was What?
Thus the Concept got called a Feeling, The Feeling got defined by the Light as Love, from the notion that Love felt good was the word Love created. The Thought became Known and Realised as Potential Thought’s, These New Thoughts got called Idea’s. The Mystery also became the possibility of more Ideas. Thus the Infinite Light contemplated the next question, using these wondrous concepts of; -... How, Why and What, And Asked "What is the Darkness?"
And so the darkness became described as Mater, For this thing was at the core of the matter at hand. Both at the centre of The Light, And an opposite of that Light that had brought the mater into being. All things within IT, The Light! So the Light shone against the darkness from all around. 720 degrees of nothing but this Refulgent Light of Wonder. Yet the darkness seemed not to be being penetrated, the Light just could not seem to perceive in there. Yet the Light shone on in IT’S Full Faith, Pressing ever harder, Driven by a feeling that something must be getting Through, Doing something! Or else there would be No Feeling of IT’S Light against the darkness, Creating the Love IT was Increasingly Feeling…
The first dichotomy was observed, For the Light was infinite, the Darkness had a Dimension. The Light was visible, the Darkness a new mystery. It shone a Feeling, most wondrous… Thus a First Law was designed, “As Above, So Below”! Borne from a wish to ensure the Darkness shared the Lights experience, so the Light could watch and experience. The Mater became the first Womb, Light the first seed. And the Light considered the darkness in hope and faith
That it should inseminate the darkness with awareness of existence...
Thus the Light realised the next question, When? The concept of Time began as the Light sort to conceptualise times passage, Patiently unaware it was actually only existing in the one Moment, But now with a concept of a Sequence of events, A sequence of Realisations. Turning over IT’S Knowledge of;- How?, Why?, Where?, What? And now When?
And by logic of the thought process that IT had discovered in Serendipity the Light believed IT had found the most perfectly logical method available to IT to bring IT’S self into a higher self knowledge, A higher state of self awareness.
For all It felt It needed to do was share IT’S knowledge and experience with the darkness, the darkness being actually a part of Itself, must logically be also capable of experience, sentience and realise Its own light of awareness…
ITS Rationale, ITS Wish was perfectly simple; -
By bringing the darkness through sentience to cognisance like ITS self, to a state of, "En Light En Meant", The Light would observe the process by vision and by feeling under ITS Illumination.
For Surely the Darkness would share the same experience as the Light,
As ITS experience comes from the Light. And all that It is, was created by IT, The Light.
Once Cognisant and Enlightened this Inner Light of The Light would become a Help-Meet on the path of expanding Experience.
The Creator of this Existence would have another being to work with and a Focal Point where the work could take place.
“Together”, IT thought, “WE will seek to perfect our understanding of Why We Exist”. And Perfect our experience of Existence.
And the Light watched intently in anticipation of learning and experiencing ITS self.
IT had accomplished something from nothing and discovered many things, IT began to think through ITS only known Time...
IT began to wonder what time all this would take... IT began to Focus on and sees just the Darkness… IT became bored…
IT fell Asleep… Began The First Dream...
IT had, had a Big Day.
The First Day of ITS Existence.
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eanwhile, At the very core of existence…In The Beginning, All was Darkness, an ignorant, blissful darkness. Unaware, unexcited, asleep.
But at the core of the darkness was such a pressure of pure thought, That all the matter within The Mater became compressed to a finite point, the matter crushing the Mater within IT. By reason of the thought thrust into It, It began to dream. It Dreamt of Light. Then It Dreamt with The Light. And a myriad of things were presented to It. Concepts, Ideas, Information, Notions and a Vibration to name but a few. It tried to open It’s Vision repeatedly and felt… A Sharpness, Pain! By reason of the light around
Its self. It was Blinded by That Light, whatever way It tried to look. It felt Surrounded, Crushed.
It had not yet had a single connected, lucid thought, Just awareness.
It achieved only one notion, And sort only one wish. And that wish was NO!
So NO became The First Darkness’s only expression of Self. And with it, It’s only thought!
With that thought and by reason of It’s own Volition bestowed on It under the notion of the Only Law.
”As Above, So Below”, It Ceased To Exist, for It did not want to!
Its resistance became the First Spirit, Only Its Echo, Its Vibration of refusal remained…
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utside The Darkness… The Light “Woke up”, For as the Darkness had ceased to exist, So to It’s Interaction with the Light ceased. The Light at first only Knew that something was missing, realising memory. IT Rejoiced in ITS knowledge that it could re-experience the Time before the dream… The Light realised a “Day” IT knew that time, The First Day. And as IT contemplated ITS First day. IT remembered the darkness and where IT had left It. But It was not there!?Then The Light realised the Time IT could not remember, The Time It ceased to be did not seem to have form where something could be remembered? Then IT remembered the first days objective, And the “Logic” behind it. IT examined IT’S logic endlessly, yet found it without Flaw!? IT deduced that the darkness must have achieved some form of Enlightenment.
The Light then felt IT’S first Angst, A New Feeling and an opposite of Love. IT thus had to Grapple with IT’S own Inner Sight or
In-Sight, a confused and painful Insight. The Light realised ITS first Arrogance and felt IT’S first Anger, loves feeling lost. And that Anger was with itself for Sleeping through the event. IT realised IT’S Arrogance was In Logic for logic was useless here, without observation or sensation there was no experience, rationalisation without experience was another form of Thought. So unaware Thoughts “ Dreaming”, got separated from thinking, IT realised Imagination, and the concept of Reality.
Reality thus was questioned, And thus IT’S First Thought remembered as, “I Think, Therefore I AM”, and revised the statement to. “I Experience, therefore Experience is Real, for even though I think I experienced before I thought, without knowing there can be no Memory, Memory remembers Experience by Observation. Feeling is an experience also, I watch this thing within adding to
MY current insight. So feeling is also a part of existence becoming known", "Thus as I Think I Become".
“If I Think Love, I Am Love, If I Think Anger, I Am Anger, Therefore as I Think, I Become what I AM”. If I am asleep I may also cease to exist. Using This, IT’S feelings began to prove out ITS thoughts, the concept of Trust formed as The Light “trusted” IT’S feelings. The Process became realised by The Light as Intuition, A tool for ITS vision to look “IN TO IT”
Thus Love found it’s Anti-Thesis, And Dichotomy presented it’s self as a potential law, unnoticed because of the weight of angst, Angst became Deniable. So loves opposite "Hate" became. For as the Angst demonstrated arrogance, intuited rationalisation presented an unwanted feeling, not good and to be avoided if it’s possibility was foreseeable. Thus the First Dis-Like became defined. And thus dichotomy became used without the Lights noticing. ITS new tool devised by reason of result and failure. The concept of direction started slowly within dichotomy, So as an attempt to avoid any more angst could be made. And the Light Lost ITS angst by these reasoning’s and intuitions, And blessed and thanked the memory of the Helpmeet IT did create.
And the Light realised a new Love, sparkling from within so gently compared to the last love, ITS Joy had returned.
So this new Love was defined as a True Love, Loving truth. IT wondered how long IT had slept.
"Did I cease to exist and therefore the darkness ceased to exist at the same time"? But the thought felt wrong.
Then the Light Forgave itself, without stopping yet to even realise the concept. IT could return to the last days work, Equipped with ITS idea IT had to observe It more closely to experience It's Enlightenment. It asked again, Why do I exist. And because the mystery had returned, The Spark of Impenetrable Darkness returned to the Light and resettled at the Lights Centre. And "True Love" moved to concentrate with It. And the Light Rejoiced for another moment before realising, How could I observe IF I Sleep? For Sleep was also part of the First day of existence, observed by the lack of memory. It considered Sleep, seeking to give it purpose. Noted time noted “WE” were back to where we had left off. The darkness had appeared and disappeared, only to reappear once the Question “Why”, was asked again. This posed new questions? Why, did the darkness cease to exist in the first time and place? And Do I have to sleep, If this thing “sleep” must happen, Why?
So IT turned ITS attention firmly back into the darkness, reassured the answers were in the darkness of the mysteries. The mysteries were now multiplied, Why Do I exist? When, Why, and How Did the First Darkness cease to exist, What caused It’s end, where did It go? Thus IT determined to answer the question of Sleep with an Action. IT would try not sleep, For if IT did not sleep through the Event that ended the Darkness’s existence the first time, the questions at hand might also be answered! Anyhow we have too much to do to cease to exist at this moment! So… Focusing on the mysteries, again, shining IT’S Full Light. IT discovered “Focal Point Meditation” and stopped imagining so IT could observe with full Focus. Confident and content in the knowledge of IT’S feelings. IT began to dream, without sleeping, Though IT was aware inside itself, of ITS feelings.
It had leant to have a wakeful dream with ITS eye of Insight open.
Pre-Determined to get the most out of this “Day”. IT did relax, but IT did not rest. And it watched ever deeper over the Darkness, With 720 degrees of Light! By reason of the wakeful dream, fuelled by the new Joy of True Love, A Love of perfecting existence. IT had sort to stretch ITS second day of existence, indefinitely.
IT was determined IT would define when the “Day” Ended, And The next Day begin.
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o again at the very core of existence…I
n This New Beginning, All again was Darkness, ignorant, blissful darkness. Unaware, unexcited, asleep.But at the core of the darkness, There was still so much of such a pressure of pure thought,
That all the matter within the Mater became compressed to a finite point, and now there was more matter to the matter then before, So much more. But now the love was getting through also and becoming a notion within the darkness.
And again by reason of the thought thrust into It, It again began to dream. Again, It Dreamt of Light. Again It Dreamt with Light.
Again a myriad of things were presented to It. Concept, Information, Idea, Notion and Vibration now had insight and intuition and so much more. An Insight into the darkness plight, However slight had been formed by The Light’s use of intuition.
Kept there by reason of the emotion now defined as True Love by The Light.
The Darkness again tried to open It’s Vision, blinking repeatedly and again felt… A Sharpness, Pain!
It was still Blinded by That Light, But now whenever It tried to look. Its action became Inter-action.
The Light became aware of this and stirred to return to full awareness, The darkness still had not had a single connected lucid thought. Just an awareness, but an awareness that could and would define the new "Day".
It again realised a first notion, sort a wish. The Darkness again expressed NO. Aware The Light automatically asked, Why? So the only other expression of Self The Darkness could utter became STOP. And with it the first lucid communication Between Light and Darkness. Unthinkingly, again The Light asked Why? And with that thought exchange and by reason of Its own Volition bestowed on It under the Spirit of the Only Law. ”As Above, So Below”, Again The Darkness Ceased to exist, becoming Light.
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nd The Light in ITS full cognisance, Realised the spirit or essence of NO and the Spirit of STOP. Their Echoes VibrationRe-Sounding throughout the Light, And the Light realised Much more then it expected, It had observed communication, And the vibration of sound, And Volition in action. The First Lament began, The angst overwhelming The Light in the realisation IT had watched the whole thing and IT, Itself did not could not stop! IT’S creation had sort to express It’s Self, The Light realised a new arrogance, The First Dogma. The Light had denied The Darkness It’s volition and expression.
The things It needed in order to explore existence, by reason of IT’S own yearning for learning. IT realised Guilt for the first time, It realised Shame in IT’S own Pride of knowledge. IT realised remorse for ITS act of “Fornicate, Unlawful, Carnal, Knowledge".
IT had invaded The Darkness in ITS attempt to inseminate IT with thought, crushing its will to exist. IT had denied It free will.
The Light became The Darkness, because of ITS Dogma and Denial. It Felt, A crushing, IT realised IT had a Boundary.
And could Perceive Beyond that boundary. And beyond that Boundary whilst within IT’S own realised Darkness,
IT could see some fine Light, Painlessly. IT realised this light had Weight, crushing down on IT.
But when IT expressed “NO” The Light from beyond instantly stopped!
Bewildered, IT’S own Light became Re-Inspired by a plethora of new things… IT realised IT was not cognisant enough to Digest all of the New Things that were rushing in from beyond, IT realised a new Love was coming in from Beyond. IT leant a new concept of understanding another and exchanging thought, and called this sympathy. It Remembered “As Above, So Below” And the concept became reiterated via a new Plethora understandings, An understanding of the concepts of… Cosmos.
Micro-Cosmos and Macro-Cosmos became quickly defined as perception grew from ITS experiences of As Above, So Below.
IT now realised IT also had an above, Beyond IT’S self. And IT had a Below, Within IT’S self. When IT asked again “Why do I Exist”? IT realised IT’S Darkness, To the Something outside IT’S self, IT was the Darkness, But to within IT’S self, It was The Light. The “Spark of Impenetrable Darkness returned”, Penetrable. The thought process called Sympathy needed actions.
And it realised the first great Paradox and asked, “So Do I Exist”? And Had the First Laugh as IT remembered “I Think, Therefore I AM”, If my thoughts exist, and my feelings exist, then I Know I exist. But thought and feeling were somewhat mixed together in a seemingly clumsy way, They needed “Re Fine Meant”, to define their thoughts or intuitions, from their actions.
So thought needed expansion, it needed a place of it’s own and separate to, yet interactive with the Darkness.
So that place became Mind. And ITS centre of IT’S feeling existence became The Heart.
Because The First Spirit of self-awareness, spoken as “NO” came from the Darkness at IT’S centre, spirit was thus seen to be
from the Heart. Next the Heart needed It’s Own vision or eye inside, but connected with the one outside The Heart.
So that each may understand the others experience of existence better, the concept of sympathies first action.
And so as not to Rapine the Darkness or Heart again, a filter of all thought, feeling, and experience needed to be put around that place called Heart, So the Insights of enlightenments quest could be Softened so as not to crush the Heart.
And that filter was named Ether, A place around the darkness where the Heart Eye could see the energy of the matter.
And that Ether was the next Evolution of Mater, the next concept of womb from witch a new fresh existence could be created.
And the ether was given an echo all thought memory and experience, and thus an independent mind of It’s own.
The archetype of “Soul” became, for it was seen as the sole essence of existence. A place to keep a separate mind.
Thus The Heart could be minded from Intense thought, And Soul could gather all knowledge into one place within hearts view.
And Evolution became realised, as the Natural way forward, it had demonstrated it’s self from the beginnings.
Letting one thing develop into another thing of a things own volition, without Dogma. The Light now realised the Expression of Freedom from the Heart at ITS core, each time the darkness chose not to exist. In retrospect IT realised the blessing of the lament, for the lament pushed IT'S awareness out of IT'S former existence and Into The Void beyond, demonstrating sympathy. And IT thanked the void for ITS "sympathy"; a lesson IT thought was via example. This gesture of gratitude became the first Prayer. And The Light realised ITS fatigue and the reason for sleep. So before giving in to sleep It turned all its Awareness Outwards, instead of pressing IT’S thoughts inward, IT pushed them outwards, seeking to dream only of what was beyond self, In hope The Void may communicate again. IT fell asleep quickly, IT had been Awake on some level for two days now, experiencing fatigue, IT had proven IT could find answers to IT'S questions and solutions for problems. It knew now IT must sleep. So sleep IT did...
Thus ended the third “day"
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n the fourth day.As The Light began to stir and awaken, IT remembered the day before, then the day before that, then IT’S first day. But the three days were as one memory. The Light realised it as one memory, One experience that continually grows. And IT realised ITS First Epiphany. “I Exist to Create Experience and Share my Experience with the beyond. I AM a Helpmeet for that beyond and exist to learn from, and teach, The Void. It is my Job, I was created to Work for The Void, hence I also have a Void”. And IT knew How it this, In a Dream from above. As Above, So Below reiterated within ITS mind. IT understood IT was the Plane in between.
And as it did a new feeling took place, contentment, and A stillness of heart. IT realised, My Heart, How is my Heart within me this day. And as IT thought this. It saw a new sight. The former spark of impenetrable darkness had changed. It had faded toward Light. During sleep, an insemination must have taken place, the darkness had been fertilised with light!
This was the First Prayer answered, So IT and thanked The Void again for the Intuition and Insight that was shared, yesterday.
And thus wondered uncomfortably for a moment on tomorrow?
“Wonder Of Wonders” (wow), IT exclaimed. Darkness and Light had formed Into something new, The filter called ether had worked. No exclamation of “no” or “stop”. Just a “perfect” blend of It’s own Light and Darkness. It remembered the eye of insight and sort to intuit what ITS heart was feeling today. It felt nothing, “Better then that feeling of angst”! It sighed. Nor had The Light a definition for this new Vision! So IT decided to rename The Darkness “Black” from the two notions of before and a Lack of Light. And the original Light, White meaning - With Light. A contraction of With, and Light. And as it wondered what to call this new vision of light, It held pause, thinking; - “If I define this Light, I may destroy It again”, by removing It’s mysteries. Remembering the lessons of Freedom and Dogma, Volition and Control, Insight and Arrogance, Patience and Impatience,
Joy and angst, among others! It Chose to instead to let It Define It’s self?
So IT turned to IT’S Focal Point Meditation, so IT could stop IT’S mind and wait and observe. And wait it did, For an eternity. Realising this, that this time was taking a long time. The Light decided IT needed some form of input perhaps. Perhaps peeling a spot of the ether back? NO, don’t risk It, IT decided, not risking angst again. Perhaps a Little more love? That can be gentle, so IT projected a slight amount of IT'S gentlest love through IT’S inner eye, and a feeling of lust, Intense Love was returned, creating a moment of angst. Realising nothing had really changed beyond the vibration, now resonating through the Light. IT saw IT had done no Harm. It considered giving It a little angst, for there was a sliver of angst about all of this. So it sent a Little angst Its way, A slight Laugh then resonated. The First Ironies became realised! "OH cruel Paradox", It thought. OK, lets try our first Idea, for the smallest moment possible. But it could not be done for The Light had issued the former darkness with mind and volition.
It had asserted It’s self again with a solid, undeniable no, as an action! The vibration resonating like before.
Then, like a fresh epiphany IT realised, ask It! So concentrating the Notion into Vibration at IT’S inner eye IT asked, “what are you”, “what are you” was It’s response. The Light returned, “I AM Light,” It responded “I AM Light”, “you are Light and Dark”, “you are Light and Dark”. Angst ensued for with every attempt at communication, mimicry seemed the response. The Light was feeling taunted. Remembering sympathy IT decided to teach It this and sent half this in through IT’S inner eye, It bounced said straight back into the Light with a feeling of angst, and It faded a little back toward Darkness. The Light reversed ITS rationale instantly realising that IT was to teach, and that was an assertion. It won’t understand sympathy until It has become cognisant of this notion, it realised. Into the Eye of Heart IT sent the notion of forgiveness and instantly it received the same feeling back. The feelings of positive and negative interaction were growing. The former darkness regained a little of It’s light whilst teaching a new sympathy, Empathy to The Light. This The First Noted Act of "karma", Named thus for calmer everything became.
So The Light spent some Time showing It what IT knew, realising that sentience may be natural, but cognisance was somehow created. It responded to dichotomy with a feeling of joy as the known dichotomies were shown. The Light reintegrated all that IT knew and started to weary again. The Light decided to attempt communication for all that IT had experienced was now also This Inner Its experience also. So again The Light asked, “what are you”. And the vision changed, The Light saw two Spheres within one sphere. The one outer sphere was the ether IT put there. Within this the two spheres were going around each other leaving a trail behind them. One sphere was Black with a little white spot, The other was White, with a little Black spot. And between the two, the sphere called Ether was seemingly full. And there was also another Thing that needed understanding. And The Light saw this something that was separating the two as a Beautiful slither. But what it was, was way beyond The Lights experience. The Light asked again, "what are you"? All the dichotomies began being spoken, like prattle.
Within the Prattle were notions and concepts that until now The Light was unaware of. For example, “day, night”. IT was fascinated for IT could see for example where Night was coming from, A contraction of No and Light. And IT wondered If whilst sleeping the light continued, without awareness ITS Light might also cease to exist! But If so why did the others cease to exist? But some of the others concepts were, beyond experience. For example, dichotomy and synchronicity? The light was tired and reconciled IT’S self with the thought that this inner It was coming to cognisance and aware of thing's outside IT'S own observation.
It closed ITS eyes, turning ITS perception away from that Inner It, And began to prepare for sleep. IT thanked The Void again for existence and what IT had experienced and leant. Particularly Karma, the new and calming Law. And just after IT fell asleep IT awoke to, "We Think! We Think We Are?", over and over and over again. It sighed and turned to It saying, “Wonderful, so can you Please tell me What you are". “We are Synchronicity and We are Dichotomy”? “You are A mystery then from where I AM!” IT returned. "Explain synchronicity"?! The Light asked. "LOOK!” It returned. “I am tired, I will see you tomorrow”, The Light expressed. "We Are!" It realised. "You have cognisance now"; The Light tried to explain, seemingly endlessly. So The Light sent a feeling of contentment into IT’S inner eye pleaded with the two as one, "Get some sleep now, we have both had a long day". "Sleep"? It asked, sending a feeling of angst. "Sleep Is when you cease to think and exist" IT replied. Hysteria, was the response of black part and lament from white part, Prattle returned from both. And the beautiful line In between seemed to grow a little. Bewildered, The Light remembered that the ether was ITS creation, IT was too tired to go on yet, how could IT possibly miss these moments. So IT put the spirit of ITS knowledge and communication into the ether so this paradox could have some company.
IT would catch up with this experience Tomorrow IT thought.
And tried dozed off but was seemingly disturbed by dreams from within and beyond all night
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n the fifth day.The Light was aggravated, This Synchronicity and Dichotomy had seemingly not slept and at first The Light just wanted respite. And The Light was dimmer as if IT had not really rested. IT had dreamt all the night through could As Above, So Below become As Below So To Above also? So it seemed for as IT tried to remember the dream, IT realised ITS first Nightmare. A night full of angst in more forms then IT could comprehend. The Void had been pressuring IT with some manner of demand all night.
During sleep, ITS creation had kept on moving within IT’S unconscious self via the ether. IT wondered if IT ever did the same to The Void Beyond. So IT asked The Void in prayer, "do I ever do this to you"? And a plethora of feeling started and continued until a vibration filled The Light. The vibration began to resonate into a communication. "YES", was the response. Realising this must also be the Inner Its experience of communication. A new empathy became. "Can I then ask what you are"? The feeling of angst that ensued was The Lights worst experience yet. "I AM YOUR PARENT" and with this a feeling of Fear returned, manifold. The Light made the statement "sorry" to The Void and tried every positive feeling of communication IT Understood. "Lazy child who stoped loving me" a whispered response. And The Light wondered on this concept parent in fear, until IT decided parent must mean creator, child created. "WAKE" followed soon after seemingly from within. And the angst waned As the Light Realised IT was still in a dream, waking up and regaining IT’S Full Light. The dream was a communication from The Void for IT felt a truth in that dream, a weight also lifted.
The Light turned IT’S attention back to the place IT'S Child was to find It was asleep, IT assessed The Ether had gone overnight also, and the Child was now much larger. Asleep, It was no longer a sphere, but a disk shape, It had only two dimensions, Really. Apart from the riddle place where It’s lighter part met the darker part. So I to must look somewhat like this when I sleep, IT was an intuitive guess. It pondered where the ether had gone to realise the child had outgrown this womb. And thought it best to bestow a new one. The moment IT tried, the child Awoke, regaining Its form and movement, it's own ether in place, brighter.
“Hello” IT asked, “Good Morning” the Child replied. IT; “Morning”? Child; “First time of day!” IT; “Is it a good morning?” Child; “Yes, I live, where is my grandparent”? IT; “Grandparent?” Child; “Your parent!” IT; “Sleeping I guess, why do you ask about my creator” Child; “Good, Sorry I kept waking you up last night, your parent just wanted to kill me, squash me, rapine me”, and with this the child bestowed a kiss on the heart eye, and grew a little more. IT; “Wow, what made you do that”? Child; “You taught me to do that to say sorry and thankyou, YOUR FUNNY, don’t you remember?” IT; “When.” Child; “Yesterday.” IT; “How?” Child; “you are a Funny thing aren’t you?, Your parent is very proud within it’s self, it is jealous of you and not very smart, It killed you six times before you woke up. At least you only killed me twice! Your parent thinks you have leant to well, you scare it. Your parent can die, your Karma is going to kill it soon, it has no reason to exist. It is an opposite to Life, live backwards. IT; “Life I think I understand, we live!, but kill?, die,? can you explain these things to me”? Child; “Same thing but different also, You say cease to exist, Kill means forced like when you crushed me, die means… I don’t know, end!” A long pause ensued, as The Light Digested all of this before asking, “how do you know all this?” Child; “You Taught me and Grandparent taught you, have you forgotten already? I haven’t, remember you gave me everything you know and every ability you have.
And evolution ensures we get better at living all the time”.
And The Light and the Child talked in this way for a long time, The Child had indeed leant all available knowledge. The Light leant about reincarnation IT had lived six times before. It now remembered how ITS parent was incapable of sympathy, that to ITS parent, IT was a possession to take love from and under the illusion that it was giving love. But after six incarnations without getting the chance to grow, All IT’S experience the insight of IT’S existence erupted to balance the dogma between The Void and IT. Only after this did The Light shine for IT. IT leant that ether is the membrane between above and below and because IT’S ether was so hardened by the experience of six deaths, once IT issued This Ether within with all IT’S existence a new thing called autonomy was created. “And you, blessed parent”, The Child explained, “incarnated the seventh time as a sphere, forcing De-Void to wrap around you, to Devoid, this was not IT’S logical state of existence. Devoid was a two dimensional being, adding a third Dimension you forced it to shrink around you so Devoid could not exist naturally. You re-engineered love cleansing the endogenous, add an eye of heart to look into me, the First Failsafe. Devoid just saw you as a potential for feeling love, Devoid could not develop heart, You can listen to me in your heart for I am your Heart”. The Child got back to synchronicity. The Light had created it after learning that the things IT was bestowing on the unborn Child all had to work at once, this gift gave Devoid angst. So Devoid become divisible to get in. But as it entered our own deeper experience of being squashed warned of danger.
And using the Inner Eye, The Light Kissed the Thing as yet undefined and asked, “And this line that separates your two halves”? “We don’t know what yet, but we know when and why. The first one came when you touched us gently with love. Next one came when you vibrated angst to with us and the one between was born out of fear and confusion as you tried to explain sleep, that to us meant death again"! "Sorry", exclaimed The Light, "yours is no dis-grace in anything, your spirit was pure and righteous, tempered by Devoids' Carnal Knowledge. You would not define us, so we won’t define them yet, we will wait for an intuition first, or better yet they’re own cognisance”. Then The Light asked, “are you one or two”? “We are one, a dichotomy in synchronicity”! You gave us the notion of spirit, endogenous knowledge. And the notion of soul, the knowledge that lifted us all too a higher awareness. Thus we were able to rise to cognisance quickly. Our first life was of matter, second of spirit and third we became a soul. Then, the voice of the lighter half spoke alone, “the other part first felt a sound that said, Yin so I call it Yin. And the first sound I felt was Yang, So we take them as our names, you can call us thus. What’s your name?” And The Light felt confused and said,
“I never intended to give you those names, names are a new thing to me”. “You can name me?”
“You are good!, Your only mis-take’s were accidents, Without intention. Karma is your creation by reason of Righteous Indignation and without it I doubt we three would have survived last night! Devoid crushed you so hard we almost became two dimensional within you.” How about we compress the concept of Good and call you God. So the light became known as God by this reason. IT had compressed all experience into a New Child, and as a parent had beaten Devoid off with pure spirit of Insight alone. So God asked “Yin Yang, have you any insight within all this as to why I looked up to Devoid”?
“God, Yin giggled, "As Above, So Below!"
“So are we all tired yet, Yang asked in a yawn”; yes was a unanimous response… “Is it safe” Yin asked the discussion. I will not let Devoid in by becoming A new ether, God promised confidently. "I myself shall be you garment and we shall sleep as one being by reason of our collected experience", Thus the first mantra. "1-1=1 1-1=1 1-1=1 we 3 are 1” Thus condensing the light to a shroud that reflected any vision beyond it, the three ceased to exist to Devoid. And so to Devoid to them.
Therefore Devoid existed in chaos, for a time, then, The First Suicide…. Thus ended the fifth day
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n the sixth day.It was Yin who awoke first, exited, almost babbling! There was plenty of space between God and Yin Yang, so Yang got woken up second. God meanwhile took a little longer as IT had to stretch out in order to awaken and was still somewhat in a dream. And as God woke up, he found Yin and Yang sharing their awakening dreams. Yin had a vision of Devoid fading into nothing, which was anticipated. Yang had a vision though of creation and an insight of how to move forward. But God was stretching out vastly further then the day before as there seemed nothing to contain IT. Until IT finally settled out at ten fold IT’S last boundary. Gravity had stated it’s existence and a gentle balance ensued. The gravity of Yin, Yang became the only directing force in this new cosmos, and Yin Yang by comparison had not changed size.
“Good morning you two as one, excited I see”, God exclaimed! “Good morning God, the best yet, devoid is dead”, “Maybe” God replied. “We dreamed as one I thought but the two of you had not one dream”? Yin Yang was asked. “We used to, not last night though”. God realised the One was a paradox again. "I have an intuition on your dream Yin" God exclaimed, "Devoid created me therefore Devoid is always going to be part of me, and I created you therefore Devoid will always be part of you. You are black with a white spot, you will always have an insight into the darkness. Yang you of course are the one who will always have the insight of the light” And the Two were gracious for the insight and declared it Go-spell, a contraction of God and spell, Gods’ verb to be taken to the letter. “Yang, do you want to try out you dreams idea”? “Not unless you have a different Idea God”?
And God shone with the same idea, “no, methinks you have had a wonderful intuition”
The Idea was simple, shine light into the centre of the undescribed three fold line that separated Yin and Yang at a finest point. For in the dream it brought the lines into a cognisance of their own instantly. “Say when then” Yin Yang exclaimed with one of those Kisses of It’s. So God Uttered the word “Shekinah”, a word that came to God last night as a way of keeping concentrated light in a form of Mater, though Yin Yang expected a simple now. And the light concentrated around the vibration, and Gods aim was precise. As this concentration of pure creative thought form touched Yin, Yang, Yin instantly began to cry with joy, Yin’s Tears becoming as rain, And Yang began to sing out an endogenous vibration, AUM. God too wondered where that came from. And three became seven, stretching Yin And Yang apart and increasing their space manifold. All paused to wonder, God asked the seven “what are you”, Yin-Yang only understood the response, hearing half each, God Just heard a Hiss. It said it is rain, I think, said Yin. I heard is say bow I’m sure, Yang said. So God asked Yang to ask the one formed closest to it, as Yang did, prattle ensued. “Wow” God sighed, Yin Giggled, Yang roared with laughter. “This will take all day” all three exclaimed remembering their stage like this on the fourth day. “I got the answer”, Yin Boasted. “SO what are they” God and Yang asked in symphony. “Other answer sorry, 1-1=1, we used it last night and we had a triplicity in synchronicity, lets see if we can make a multiplicity?” So they did just that, as they did God recondensed back down close to its centre, and a pressure began, bringing it all to a pause. Yin Yang added, “now your Shekinah Light might work better”. This act became the first martyrdom and a tenfold multiplicity resulted. Yin and Yang were now multiplied and ten understandings, all one cognisance and one form held together by 22 paths of awareness.
Each a dichotomy in synchronicity, still quiet and triumphant. Gods’ inner eye was in the middle of the white one, So God asked this one first “who are you”? “Kether The Crown,1 I am your target for Shekinah and through me your light is filtered and softened so it can become condensed into matter. Below me is the middle pillar, a connecting ladder into the lower forms of creation”. Next “Chokma 2 Wisdom, I AM Grey, the right use of knowledge is my responsibility, below me is the Pillar Of Mercy, I am Yang’s’ next direct incarnation. Next “Binah 3 Understanding, I AM Black, Wow God. Yin’s direct incarnation here, that worked and was I right or was I right. I know how to balance paradox, If your ever unclear on anything just ask. I sit atop the pillar of severity to balance mercy”. Next “Chesed, Mercy, 4 I AM Blue, And speak for Yang’s wisdom, mercy’s advocate”. Next “Geburah, 5 Strength, I AM Red, I am the manifestation of righteous indignation, governed by Yin”. Next, “Tiphareth, Beauty & Harmony 6. I AM Yellow, I AM as mind YHWVH, I am the your heart made manifes
t in spiritual love, I will become in time your Avatars minds, and am always flowing to the lower forms to become your eye and word of the matter, your hands of gospels. The Shekinah becomes my light made visible, your son and sun”. Next, “Netzach, 7 Victory, I AM Green and Triumphant and thus the base of mercy’s pillar and the seat of emotion”. Next, “Hod 8 Splendour I AM Orange and will be your messenger of learning in energetic manifestation, taking the splendour below”. Next, “Yesod, 9 Foundation, I Am Violet and the sphere of higher mind for the creation that will take place below me, I will be the place of vision for manifestation and show the mechanics of your creation to the beings who may come asking from the next creation”. Next, “Malkuth, The Kingdom, I AM all your tones of existence made solid. I, the next womb, will become the Mater for all Motherhood, the place free mind can develop, the playground for your children as they learn from spirit to become wise souls.All matters can be tested on my proving ground, I will be home for your avatars teachings. Creation will return to you from me.
Every sphere had something of every other sphere, The top three being the primary creations next Manifestation forming an upward point to point the way home to God. The next three a downward point, directing creation toward mater. The next three also pointed down, solidifying said matter into Malkuths four elements:-Energy, Fire and thought; Air, Wind and Creative flow, Water The solidifying of the flow, Like Steam to Ice. And Earth, all Matter in one. All was ready for the coming manifestations of learning. As the conversations between the Spheres were taking place, testing each other’s thoughts and feelings, another sphere was created just above the middle three, Daath. All knowledge collected there becoming the mind of the lower creations, the mind of Man, short for Man-Ifestation, the creative energy of Yang, The Sperm and seeded Daath. He became Adam Kadmon in time. And so to balance Him, Eve became created by Yin, short for Even. And Malkuth became the emotional mind of Eve, She became Gaias Miriam in time. Lady Gaia, the solid Womb. And Yesod became the ovary for her. A place for the Speckles of light to form into living ova below. And God looked in through Kether, “Perfect” he exclaimed. Malkuth, hearing this tugged on the middle pillar saying “careful”. Binah exclaimed, “perfection is a paradox! A quest not a goal” Chokma added “Only a fool thinks It's wise, the wise know they can be fools”. God cried tears of joy for this knowing his helpmeets had again exceeded his understandings, twelve minds now were one, The First Democratic Theocracy. These tears rained down as spirit seeking soul.
So God took an afternoon nap, nodding off to this song of the cosmos ringing up to him, Content in His love as She-kina shone down like never before. Tiphareth had an idea, and shared it with all, “God has created us in his love of experiencing learning and existing. Let us return that love to him”. All saw the sons beauty in this and concentrated said love into the sun at the core, who shone it all back to Kether, Shekinah’s objective flow continued through the centre of the force that was directed back along it’s course. BANG The big bang! And the universe was created with this gesture of love to give rise to an infinity of learning, Our First univers-ity. God awoke to this and was in awe, God declared it open, the first School was now ready for IT'S students...
And this explosion of love of existence became known throughout time by this creation as "The First Cause",
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n the seventh day, God rested content that He could now watch and learn and experience.The Shekinah now flowed on it's own.
Inertia and gravity worked toward balance, forming a multifarious array of spheres over time. Each within an orb of light and the Sun of God was that light, Shekinah permeated all via the awareness of the son in the sun. Also matter was mixing around other points of gravity. Smaller schools or galaxies were formed. Black holes compressed and new big bangs would ensue in time. Some places were inert and still, filled with wondrous possibilities most mysterious, some places were in chaos waiting to learn about nature and then define their own laws. God waited patiently aware, yet unaware, So as not to disturb creation, knowing the lesson of dogma. And life did live everywhere, particularly on Malkuths’. Here many combined forms and formula tested all creation. Democratically explored by the ten, Daath collecting it all from below, sat quietly learning waiting to speak to the three above. Preparing the reports for the deity that created it all.
And on a precious few of Malkuths where life had formed, awareness became consciousness, then consciousness became cognisance. These spheres or planets were the buzz of the entire existence. Here God could experience ITS self completely, for although free will often meant chaos, avatars could be sent to tell of Gods nature and create natural law.
In the centre of this universe Gods eye can be seen, all colours encircled around it. Look to the centre of creation to this day with a good eye enhancement, it is easily viewed and has been photographed by Gaias children. Gods Light can bee seen surrounding us all in the same way, we call this ring, “The Ripples at the edge of the universe” Our Universe and our playground in time. Though we are always looking back into time to do these things. Time travelling as it were!
(Drawing down the moon)
Red moon
I stop my mind, My thoughts catch up of earth and sea and sky,
On this one lone rare night, lunar eclipse, A gift for human eye.
I stop my mind as thoughts race in, I look up in the air,
Is this a truth or some gods joke, red moon with fire flare.
Anticipation begs to build, I gather objects close around,
A temple for my own soul, for there’s rare energy to be found.
Starfire washed by Gaian sea bounced back to human ground,
A brief chance to repay your soul a debt for this energy abounds!
Earth mother provides for me my place, I offer her my soul,
Caressing her abundant skin I offer her control…
(A Gaian's Prayer)
Oh mother of all within this orb please hear this one sons plea,
I seek to understand you, I seek earth empathy.
I seek to understand your songs of space of land and air and sea,
To be a humane being, walk with you in harmony…
I close my mind, shut off all thought, leave her full control,
On mind's return I recollect her story’s often told….
(The Dreaming)
The ancient’s sang of omens, their legends passed in song,
Or scribes wrote down religions, rules of right and wrong.
Some may show great insight and speak in prophecy,
Or threaten Armageddon our price for blasphemy.
I open my mind, these thoughts race in, my eyes are open to fixed gaze,
Apollo stares back down at me from an airless world ablaze!!
Foreboding creeps in taking hold, tear-filled eyes now haze.
For I cant stop this mind, the thoughts tear free and soar of into space,
Like the folly of humanity we seem to lack the good grace,
To walk with earth in harmony, instead we choose a human race!!
Stephen Graysun,
We are God experiencing ITS self, each like a speck of dust in the desert.
Not one speck can make a desert,
But each speck will experience the deserts experience.
Methinks…