[and im sorry for my lack of confidence
and for my weakness
and the guilt
and the shame
and the pain
for the sound that scared you last nite
my cup smashing to pieces
the sound that i make
screaming in my head
for all my sad poetry
for all that i am worth
i am nothing
i am who i am now
because of you
and to you i swear
i love you i love you
i love you... goodnight]