Sit and talk just for a while, even though it hurts i make myself smile.
I say i love you but you just dont care, it doesnt even matter that i was always there
Sometimes i just sit and stare, try to find the love again in your eyes.
Try to find it but its never there.
It doesnt matter what i do, I'll still never get a chance with you.
Still i try to hold my head up and be strong
But i dont think i can handle this very long
All i think about is death and suicide
and what life would be like with you by my side.
A tear is slowly running away from my eye
The world is a blur now as i slowly die.