The warm feeling of urine
spilling into the diaper was more then Ariel could bear. She started groaning
loudly with pleasure as she rolled on the plastic sheet of the crib. Her hand
slid down the front of her diaper and she began to massauge her clitorius. The
feeling was amazing, never had her sexual desire been so strongly met as when
she had soaked that diaper. The feeling of thick padding between her legs was
enough to make her masturbate but when she had soaked the diapers, it had been
pure ecstasy.
The twenty year old college student finally fell asleep with a feeling of fullfillment
for once in her life. Her sex life had never been that great, boys just didn't
interest her too much. All her life as a child she had always thought how great
it might be to wear diapers, it was nothing taught to her. From her earliest
memories she could remember wishing that she still wore them. The offered a
sense of security and something else that she couldn't quite place. All she
knew for certain was that she liked them.
Her dreams were filled with warm imaginations of meeting a woman lover who could
take care of her and nurse her like the baby she wanted to be. She dreamed of
going places in her diapers and baby clothes. She dreamed of being fed from
bottles and playing silly little games that babies played. If there could truly
be one thing better then what she had felt as she had drifted off to sleep then
it would be the dreams she now dreamt.
Ariel was a drama major with hopes of one day becoming a model or actor and
she had the body to do it. Recently, she had been corresponding with one of
the large diaper websites and she had finally landed a job as a diaper model.
The company preferred girls who were themselves ABs and they supplied her with
clothes and diapers that fit her and the sallary was great, she had plenty of
money flowing in to keep up with her lavish fantasies but on those dark nights
when she was at home, sitting on her couch, in nothing but a diaper and plastic
pants, sucking a bottle and watching old movies, she knew just how empty her
life was. Sure she met plenty of other models at her work but she never met
anyone that she felt a special attraction for her that could fill her needs.
She needed a mommy and she knew that until she found one her life would be incomplete,
meaningless.
Ariel woke that morning feeling refreshed. She crawled out of her own crib and
walked into the bathroom. She stripped herself of her soaked diaper and dropped
it in her diaper pail(the company provided their models with cloth diapers as
this were less expensive) and took a shower. The warm water clensed her body
she washed her hair while thinking sweet thoughts about the dreams of the night
before.
As the water died down she wrapped a towel around her body to dry herself off.
Today was a saturday so she had no classes to attend at the college and she
didn't have to make the quick trip downtown for her daily pictures until one
so she had plenty of time. She walked out of the restroom and into her bedroom
where she went over to a small white dresser. Every thing in the bedroom was
very childesh, a nursery but of course with furniture large enough for an adult
baby. She slid open the bottom dresser and pulled out a cloth diaper and a set
of plastic panties. Then she walked over to the changing table and folded the
diaper properly. She crawled up onto the table(she had long since found that
it was easiest to diaper herself while lying down) and proceeded to sprinkle
a generous portion of baby powder onto her midsection. This done, she folded
the diaper up around her waist and secured them with pins. She then pulled up
her plastic panties until they were quite a snug fit. Ariel liked to use diapers
that were quite large so as to enjoy the bulky, padded feeling, and to hold
more liquid in case she had to travel for awhile in them. Her habit had long
since rendered her blatter weak, she hadn't had control for a couple years,
since she moved to California and rented a small home.
Freshly diapered, she walked back to her little dresser and selected a cute
babydowl gown. She pulled the dress over her head, the dress just barely coming
to her waist, not covering her diaper at all. She then slid on a snug pair of
pink baby booties and padded into the restroom. She brushed her slightly damp
hair out and then secured her two pigtails with large pink ribbons, the look
was perfect.
Leaving her room, nursery, behind she entered the hallway and walked through
the house to the kitchen. The rest of the house looked normal, there was even
a spare bedroom she kept decorated for "adult" looks for when she
had guests over whom she didnt wish to tell her secret.
Once in the kitchen she walked over to the fridge and pulled out a carton of
milk. She then opened the cabinet and extracted a large bottle, larger for an
adult but designed to look like a baby's bottle. She popped the top off and
filled the bottle to the top with milk, then resecured the lid. She placed the
milk back in the fridge and set the bottle on the table. Then she walked over
to the cabinet and extracted three jars of baby food. Opening the drawer at
her waist she pulled out a baby spoon with 'baby looney tunes' decorating it.
She walked over to her seat and sat the jars of baby food down then pulled out
the chair and sat down, her panties making a distinctive crinkle. As she opened
the jar and began feeding herself she began to think. Every morning as she repeated
this daily procedure she thought about how much she would like to have a mommy
to feed her, but she didn't and she had to make do with what she had, at least
she could still conduct her private life much like a baby.
Finishing her food she tossed the jars in the garbage and washed the spoon out
and set it in the dishwasher. She then took what was left in her bottle and
went into the living room and sat down on the couch. She turned the TV on and
flipped through the channels, finally settling on the Rugrats marathon on Nickelodean.
She curled up on the couch, drinking her milk and the warm relaxing feeling
of urine trickling into her diaper made her sigh in comfort, yes her personal
life truly was good.
Suddenly the ringing telephone jarred her from her semi-sleeping state and she
roused herself. She stood up and clicked the TV off and walked over to the telephone.
"Hello?"
"Hey Ariel, this is Steve down at the photo studio, we were wondering if
you could come in a few hours early."
"Like about what time?" she asked.
"How about 10:00?"
"That's only in twenty minutes."
"Yeah I know, so can you make it?"
"Oh, sure." Ariel hung up. She figured quickly fifteen minutes to
get there that only gives me five minutes to change. Not enough for changing
into 'adult' clothes and then gathering up alot of her modeling things. She
made a beeline for the bathroom and gave herself a fast diaper change and replaced
her booties with a pair of white socks and black maryjanes. The odds of someone
she knew besides the moddeling folks seeing her was remote and sometimes she
rather enjoyed it when strangers saw her dressed in her favored clothes, it
gaved her a sense of naughtiness. She made a quick scan of the house to make
sure everything was looked up, then she grabbed the diaper bag she always kept
for emergencies and went into the garage. She tossed the bag into the backseat
and got in the car. Trying to make haste., she clicked the garage door and turned
the ignition at the same time. She backed out of the driveway and closed the
garage and pulled onto the main road. Glancing at her car clock she noted that
she only had about ten minutes left, it would be a close one.
She pulled into the modeling studio at exactly 9:59, she'd made it just barely.
She swung around back to where the models parked and got out of the car, pulling
her diaper bag with her. She jogged to the rear entrance, which was being held
open by Steve, the main photographer. "Already dressed for the part I see."
he said with a grin.
"Uh, yeah," she replied, with a forced blush. The studio took pictures
for all kinds of different websites, so there was some pretty strange stuff
around usually, Steve had done it all but his favorite was for the AB/DL site
that Ariel worked for. He wasn't as much of an AB himself as he just found it
strangely fascinating. Ariel was a little uncomfortable around him at times
because it seemed like he was almost studying her, and the other models, for
some sort of science project. She walked in the door and Steve closed it behind
her.
"Pictures are in five minutes, Sandy and Jessica are already here."
he told her and then walked off. Sandy and Jessica were two of the other models.
Sandy she didn't like very much, Sandy was in it more or less just for the money,
and the AB/DL pictures were just some of the ones she modeled for. She also
modeled for alot of the other fetish sites that had pictures done here, some
of which Ariel found almost disgusting which was ironic considering how most
people reacted to the AB/DL fetish she had. But she didnt care what other people
thought about how she lived, this was the lifestyle she had chosen, and while
she hadnt yet found a companion to share her life with, she held no regrets.
Between the money she earned for modeling, and the relief from the pressures
of college that her fetish brought her, she was one of the few humans on earth
that could truly say she was happy.
Jessica on the other hand was a very close friend of Ariel and they spent alot
of time together. They weren't so much as budding lovers as they were strong
friends, they were both looking for the same thing, a strong parental figure,
although whereas Ariel settled more towards finding a 'mommy' Jessica was more
open-minded in that she was willing to accept a mommy or daddy figure. The two
girls often went out together(always in diapers of course) and were close, as
close as any friends could be. When Ariel walked in Sandy just glanced at her
but Jessica turned around and said "Hey!" she ran over to her friend
and they embraced. "Cute outfit," she said, commenting on Ariel's
dress.
"Thanks," Ariel replied, "I just got it in, ordered it a week
ago."
Jessica smiled, "Im still not brave enough to go out in my dresses, I still
get nervous at times afraid that someone will realize Im wearing a diaper under
my jeans. Oh hey, pictures today. I guess they want to do a set with all three
of us."
"That sounds good," Ariel replied. "We haven't done a set with
three of us in a while"
"Yeah, they're always doing singles of you 'cuz your a favorite,"
Jessica replied with a giggle. Which was very true, Ariel was extremely attractive,
especially in her baby outfit, she just had something about her, a cuteness
"Anything particular they got for us to wear?" Ariel asked.
"Well yeah, but since your late your good like that" Steve called
from the door, "Come on girls, we gotta get this done. I've got a shoot
I've got to do in two hours." As the three girls filed out the door, Ariel
looked questioningly at her friend.
"Rumor is he got a huge offer that will let him retire now if he wanted
to," Jessica replied. Ariel nodded in understandment as they followed Steve
to where the photos would be taken. The studio was massive, with rooms for different
scenes for almost any kind of shoot massive. The room they were using today
was called 'the day care.' It was designed to very much resemble a day care.
"Ok girls, we're going to take some pictures of the three of you playing
ball. Then we're going to move in to Jessica wetting herself and have Sandy
and Ariel change her." Steve said. The shoot lasted about an hour and a
half, the girls doing their jobs adequetly, they did take photos very well together,
and Ariel loved having her picture taken. When the pictures were done Steve
said, "thanks girls, your free to go." They all stood up and returned
to the dressing room.
"Well that was fun," Sandy commented sarcastically, "I'd love
to stay and chat about how great diapers are but I've got a shoot for another
website in about ten minutes." She stripped quickly of her clothes and
hastily threw on her bra, panties, and clothes then rushed out of the room.
"That girl needs to lighten up," Jessica stated. Then, turning to
her friend, she said, "Hey, wanna go catch a movie or something."
"Sure," Ariel replied, "but I need to go home and change first."
"Ok, you go ahead and I'll change into my regular clothes and meet you
at your house." Ariel nodded and waved to her friend then rushed out of
the room. She went down the corridor, bumping into a woman coming in on her
way out.
"Oh excuse me," she said, blushing a deep crimson. The woman smiled
at her, a smile that made Ariel feel a bit strange. The stared at each other
for a second longer, then Ariel broke away and walked out the door. She got
to her car, tossed her bag into the backseat, and started it up, heading off
for home. The drive home was brief enough, although she did have cramps, telling
her she had to go number two. She didn't really want to make Jessica wait a
long time while she cleaned herself up so she elected to hold it until she got
home so she could use her rarely used toilet. She pulled into her garage just
in time to make a mad dash for the bathroom. Stripping her panties and diaper,
she hit the toilet just in time. She cleaned herself up and pulled her still
dry diaper back on. Then she walked into her nursery, pulled out the bows in
her hair and shook it loose to fall back, flowing against her shoulders. She
pullled off her babydoll gown and took off her maryjanes and white socks. She
picked up all the clothes and tossed them into the laundry hamper in her bathroom.
Then she went into the "big girl" bedroom where her "big girl"
clothes were and pulled out some socks, sneakers, jeans, bra, and a t-shirt.
She tossed all her clothes on, still wearing a diaper of course, in case she
had any accidents. She finished changing just in time to here the doorbell ring.
She walked to the front door and answered it and let Jessica in.
"Ready to go?" she asked her friend. Ariel nodded yeah.
"Let's take my car, we've got the same size and I've still got a diaper
bag packed in there just in case." she told Jessica. Both girls walked
into the garage and got into Ariel's car. Ariel backed out and soon they were
on the open road. "Any place in particular we're headed?" Ariel asked
her friend.
"No place in particular," Jessica responded, "I here there's
some new stores in the mall we could check out."
"Sounds good to me," Ariel replied, turning onto the freeway that
would take the two friends to the mall. On the way there the friends made small
talk. The usual stuff, talking about diapers, some new dresses, and of course
Sandy, they loved to talk about Sandy, just because she was so strange. After
all, she took photos for just about every known fetish, and she seemed to hate
it, but did it for money. She was an unusual case. Finally they got to the mall,
Ariel pulled in and found a parking spot close to the entrance of Pennies. Neither
of the girls had much use for a store like Pennies. They usually didn't use
much perfume, or wear lots of jewelry, although they didn't dress poorly, but
both girls preferred their baby clothes over adult clothing.
They left Pennies behind and shopped around the mall for awhile. After a few
hours they decided to leave, they were going to go to Jessica's house and pick
up a few things and have a sleep over at Ariel's since tommorow was a Sunday
and neither of them had any engagements, although both would have to go back
to school that monday, and photo shoots were scheduled for all five days next
week. It was going to be a long week so they figured they might as well enjoy
the weekend, no one ever said life was easy. As they were about to walk into
Pennies Ariel passed that same woman again. She stared at Ariel with a smile
that Ariel found almost, disturbing, but at the same time exhilerating. She
didn't know who this woman was, but she was interested in her. The woman seemed
about to say something to her then she noticed Jessica. She only smiled again
at Ariel, she seemed to be studying Ariel's torso. Could it be that the woman
knew Ariel was wearing a diaper? She had seen Ariel in the studio in her baby
girl outfit, but that was nothing, models saw each other in costume all the
time. Ariel shrugged it off and they kept walking. She did turn to Jessica however
and say, "Do you know who that woman was?"
"No, why?" Jessica replied with a question.
"I saw her at the modeling studio too, and I was just wondering if maybe
you knew who she was." Ariel replied.
"Sorry hun," Jessica responded, "I've never seen her in my life."
Ariel shrugged and the two girls walked out to Ariel's car and got in. The drive
back was filled with the same types of conversations that the girls always had.
They stopped briefly at Jessica's house to pick up a few items, Jessica's sleeper
and a couple changes of clothes, then they continued on to Ariel's house. They
arrived and once the car was parked Ariel helped Jessica take her things up
to the nursery. Fortunately, Ariel had an extra crib for when guests spent the
night. It was still early so they discussed what to do.
"Let's order pizza," Ariel suggested. That sounded good to Jessica.
Then suddenly a sly grin crept onto Ariel's face, "let's play a round of
poker, and the loser has to answer the door." Jessica knew what that smile
meant. Ariel meant that the loser would have to answer the door in her baby
clothes, but that was fine by Jessica, she was far better at poker then Ariel.
Both girls stripped down to their diapers and plastic pants then Ariel turned
to Jessica. "I need a change, how bout you?" Jessica nodded that she
too needed a change, so the girls took turns changing one another.
Jessica was the first, she got up on the changing table while Ariel fetched
the powder and some cloth diapers. She pulled down Jessica's panties and removed
the soaked diaper. She tossed it into the diaper pail then returned to Jessica.
She instructed her friend to lift her butt and then slid a diaper under it.
After sprinkling a generous portion of baby powder on her friend's waist she
pinned up her diaper and pulled her plastic pants back up. Then after Jessica
repeated the procedure on Ariel they decided on what they would wear. Ariel
choose a simple pink t-shirt that clearly displayed her diaper for all. She
figured if she lost, she'd give the pizza boy a good show. Jessica however choose
something a bit more confining. She slid on some pink cotton panties over her
diaper and put on a matching dress similar to Ariel's from earlier. Then came
white socks, black maryjanes and pigtails. She looked very juvinile but she
didn't have a diaper on display, which was still a bit of an embaresment for
her.
The two girls walked into the living room and Ariel got out the card deck. They
sat down at the couch to use the coffee table, their plastic panties crackling
distinctivly. Ariel passed out the cards and looked at her hand, nothing. She
swore quietly to herself but considered a bluff. "I raise three" she
said, tossing the chips into the center. Jessica looked at her cards with a
smile and matched it. "How many cards?" she asked. Jessica responded
that she wanted none. Great, Ariel thought, I've lost already. She took three
for herself and was surprised to find that she now had two pair. She put in
two, which Jessica bet. Then she laid down her cards. "Two pair,"
she said hopefully. Jessica put down a royal flush.
"I win," Jessica giggled at Ariel. She had really good luck with poker.
"Looks like you'll be answering the door." At that second the doorbell
rang, Jessica looked briefly in alarm at Ariel.
"That's odd," Ariel said, "I'm not expecting anyone." She
rose and walked over to the door and looked out the eye piece. That woman was
standing out there... the one she'd seen at the mall and at the model studio.
This time she had an UPS uniform on. This was very perculier. Ariel shrugged
and unlocked the door. She didnt know who this woman is but she'd already seen
Ariel twice in diapers, no sense in hiding it from her. She slid the door open
and looked at the woman.
"I've got a delivery for an Ariel Sutherland." the woman said, not
even flinching at Ariel's appearence which would have, at the least, brought
attention to Ariel.
"Uhh yeah, that's me," Ariel replied, even more confused that the
woman didn't even acknowledge the way she was dressed.
"Alright ma'am, sign here." the woman replied, handing Ariel a clip
board.
"Umm..." Ariel said, confused.
The woman looked up at her, "yes dear, is there a problem?"
Ariel shrugged, "no, I suppose not. I just..."
"Yes?" something in the woman's voice made Ariel want to trust her
implicitly.
"Well... aren't you going to say something about the way I'm dressed?"
Ariel finally gathered the guts to say.
"I don't see why not sweetie. Little girls should be allowed to dress the
way they want, and you are a very cute little girl," the woman replied.
"Yeah, but I'm not a little girl!" Ariel said.
"But you want to be don't you?" the woman asked, "and that's
what counts doesn't it?"
"Uhh... yeah," Ariel stammered.
"Here's my card," the woman said, "call me some time, you seem
lonely." The woman handed Ariel a small business card and walked away,
got into her truck and left, leaving Ariel standing in the doorway in a shirt,
diaper, and holding a card with the woman's name on it 'Claire Burns' and a
number, but nothing else. Ariel closed the door, pondering what the woman said
to her.
"Who was it?" Jessica called out, bringing Ariel back to real life.
"I don't know," Ariel replied, "but I think I'm about to find
out..."
PART 2
"Ariel! bad girl! You
get a spanking!" A large woman pulled Ariel down from the cabinet she was
crawling on and pulled her HUGGIES disposable diaper off and began spanking
her hard. The pain shot through Ariel's little body and she cried out in pain.
By the time the punishment was done and the diaper pulled back up, Ariel's tender
bottom was as sore as it had ever been and all the little girl could do was
cry., cry her eyes out.
Ariel woke with a scream. Her cries had not woken Jessica, who was sleeping
in the next crib at all. Ariel had never had a bad dream about diapers before.
And the dream had been so real, no not a dream, a nightmare. She couldn't quite
remember it clearly, she didn't know the woman in the dream but the pain of
her spanking felt real, her butt still seemed to sting from the vivid dream.
She was dry too... She had never woken up in the middle of the night and been
dry before. Ever since she had seen that women, weird things had been happening.
She resolved to find out what just was happening to her and to find out what
part that woman played in all this. Tommorow morning, after Jessica left, she
would call the woman and find out just what was going on.
She pulled herself up out of the crib and stumbled out into the living room,
it was only three in the morning. She pulled herself a glass of milk and drank,
it had been a long time since she had used a glass but she didn't want to fool
with a bottle right now, she was really tired. That dream seemed to have exhausted
her even more. She finished the glass and set it in the sink and walked back
into the nursery. She climbed into her crib and pulled her blanket over her,
snug in her tight pink sleeper, she soon drifted off to sleep and more pleasant
dreams that seemed to carry the nightmare away.
When morning came, she woke to here the shower going, and see that Jessica was
already up. She got out and went into the kitchen to fix breakfast while she
waited. Her diaper was soaked this morning, although not nearly as much as usual.
She didn't give much thought to the nightmare she had had last night as it seemed
to be far away. Just as she finished making some pancakes and filling up a couple
of bottles with some chocolate milk, Jessica came down looking refreshed. She
had a pink shirt with overalls on, covering up her diapers, her hair was done
into two pigtails, just like both girls preferred. It didn't look inappropriate
at all, but at the same time could be seen as very juvinile. Ariel liked it.
The girls sat down and had their breakfast and chatted briefly about "girl"
things. Ariel made no mention of the dream she had had last night or of her
plans for the day. Jessica was going to head off to church and then pretty much
lounge around at home for the rest of the day.
After breakfast Jessica had to say her good-byes as she was going to be late
if she fooled around much longer. She went up to the nursery and gathered up
her things and gave her friend an encourageing hug. She knew that something
was troubling Ariel but she wasn't going to press it any further. If Ariel wanted
to tell her what was wrong she would tell her in good time. With that she went
outside, got into her car, and left. Ariel was alone, and for once she was glad
for it. She went up to the nursery and unzipped her sleeper and tossed it in
the dirty clothes, along with the plastic panties and diaper which hit the diaper
pail. She took a quick shower, then came out and diapered herself then selected
a white babydoll gown and some of her baby booties. Thus garbed she rounded
up the clothes and tossed them in the washing machine. She'd need to hang up
the diapers later.
She fiddled around for about an hour, afraid to call up the woman who had left
her card. Then finally, shortly before lunch time, she gathered up the courage
to call her, Claire Burns. She dialed the number and waited patiently while
the phone on the other end rang. Finally an answer, it was the voice of the
woman, Claire. "Hello?"
Ariel didn't say anything for several seconds, not knowing what to say. Then
after the second hello, finally she said, "Ummm.... hi."
"Oh, your the little girl I talked to yesterday!"
"Uhh, yeah," Ariel replied, not sure what to say.
"By your appearence I think that you need a mommy, tell me am I right?"
"Well..." Ariel said hesitently, "yes."
"Tell you what, I'll come right on over." the woman said, "would
that be ok?"
"YES!" Ariel said, crying it out, her anticipation building.
"Easy, calm down my little girl, I'll be right over," then a click,
and nothing as the line on the other end went dead. Ariel hung up the phone
and was filled with a feeling of pure excitement, she was so excited that she
soaked her diaper, not even noticing it. She walked into the living room and
sat down on the couch, each second seeming like an eternity as she went over
in her head what would happen this day. Would she finally meet someone who could
fulfil her needs? Would she finally be able to enjoy truly being a baby? And
would the fears and strange occurances that had been troubling her all day since
yesterday go away? She just didn't know and she could barely contain herself,
she looked so much forward to what was going to happen. Finally the doorbell
rang. Ariel made a beeline for the doorway and opened it, revealing the woman,
standing in front of her in a motherly outfit, and with a diaper bag over her
shoulder.
"Come in please, Ms. Burns," Ariel said excitedly. "Can I get
you anything?"
"No my dear," Claire replied with a warm smile, "I have come
here to do something for you."
Claire walked into the living room with Ariel following behind her just like
an adoring little girl would follow her mother. The older woman set her bag
on the coffee table and then turned to Ariel. "This is a big decision young
lady," she told Ariel, "I can give you what you want, but you must
be sure you want it, once you have it there may be no going back."
Ariel was about to open her mouth to ask the woman what exactly it was that
she meant but Claire raised her hand. "You know what I am talking about,
if you want it, it is in that bag." Ariel did know what she wanted, she
wanted to be a baby girl. But was this woman trying to tell her that that could
be done? That was impossible! You didn't just become a baby again, and Ariel
didn't believe in reincarnation. She walked towards the bag anyway, and opened
it with curiosity. Inside was a stack of about size 3 huggies disposable diapers,
and a small baby pacifer. Someting in Ariel's head told her to reach for the
pacifer. And so she did. "It can give you everything you desire."
the woman told Ariel. Ariel held the pacifer and closed her hands then her eyes.
In the back of her mind she could see the body, she could see what she had looked
like in the dream, and when she opened her eyes again, she was in blackness.
She flailed around, quite frightened for a minute, before the darkness was gone.
The woman picked up what was covering her eyes, the shirt and bra she had worn
minutes ago! She looked up, straight up, and realised she was a baby! She tried
to open her mouth to say something, but only baby rattle came out. The woman
picked her up and set her on the coffee table and proceeded to place one of
the diapers on her.
"You see, it gives you everything you desire." the woman told little
baby Ariel. "Your adult memories are still intact, just as you want them.
She picked up the pacifier and slipped it back into the baby bag then picked
up Ariel and carried her outside to her small red car. She opened the passanger
door and slid Ariel into the passenger seat. Ariel thought briefly about resisting
but she knew she couldn't. The woman walked back to the front of the house and
closed the door, and slipped out a key she had taken from the room and locked
the door. She got back in the car and looked at Ariel and said, "I have
wanted a companion for a long time, now I think I have one, in the form of my
own little baby girl." Then the car started up and she drove off, and Ariel,
riding the car seat, knew that she had left behind an imperfect life, for a
new, exciting, perfect life.