A Diaper Model

by OmegaMan

The warm feeling of urine spilling into the diaper was more then Ariel could bear. She started groaning loudly with pleasure as she rolled on the plastic sheet of the crib. Her hand slid down the front of her diaper and she began to massauge her clitorius. The feeling was amazing, never had her sexual desire been so strongly met as when she had soaked that diaper. The feeling of thick padding between her legs was enough to make her masturbate but when she had soaked the diapers, it had been pure ecstasy.
The twenty year old college student finally fell asleep with a feeling of fullfillment for once in her life. Her sex life had never been that great, boys just didn't interest her too much. All her life as a child she had always thought how great it might be to wear diapers, it was nothing taught to her. From her earliest memories she could remember wishing that she still wore them. The offered a sense of security and something else that she couldn't quite place. All she knew for certain was that she liked them.
Her dreams were filled with warm imaginations of meeting a woman lover who could take care of her and nurse her like the baby she wanted to be. She dreamed of going places in her diapers and baby clothes. She dreamed of being fed from bottles and playing silly little games that babies played. If there could truly be one thing better then what she had felt as she had drifted off to sleep then it would be the dreams she now dreamt.
Ariel was a drama major with hopes of one day becoming a model or actor and she had the body to do it. Recently, she had been corresponding with one of the large diaper websites and she had finally landed a job as a diaper model. The company preferred girls who were themselves ABs and they supplied her with clothes and diapers that fit her and the sallary was great, she had plenty of money flowing in to keep up with her lavish fantasies but on those dark nights when she was at home, sitting on her couch, in nothing but a diaper and plastic pants, sucking a bottle and watching old movies, she knew just how empty her life was. Sure she met plenty of other models at her work but she never met anyone that she felt a special attraction for her that could fill her needs. She needed a mommy and she knew that until she found one her life would be incomplete, meaningless.
Ariel woke that morning feeling refreshed. She crawled out of her own crib and walked into the bathroom. She stripped herself of her soaked diaper and dropped it in her diaper pail(the company provided their models with cloth diapers as this were less expensive) and took a shower. The warm water clensed her body she washed her hair while thinking sweet thoughts about the dreams of the night before.
As the water died down she wrapped a towel around her body to dry herself off. Today was a saturday so she had no classes to attend at the college and she didn't have to make the quick trip downtown for her daily pictures until one so she had plenty of time. She walked out of the restroom and into her bedroom where she went over to a small white dresser. Every thing in the bedroom was very childesh, a nursery but of course with furniture large enough for an adult baby. She slid open the bottom dresser and pulled out a cloth diaper and a set of plastic panties. Then she walked over to the changing table and folded the diaper properly. She crawled up onto the table(she had long since found that it was easiest to diaper herself while lying down) and proceeded to sprinkle a generous portion of baby powder onto her midsection. This done, she folded the diaper up around her waist and secured them with pins. She then pulled up her plastic panties until they were quite a snug fit. Ariel liked to use diapers that were quite large so as to enjoy the bulky, padded feeling, and to hold more liquid in case she had to travel for awhile in them. Her habit had long since rendered her blatter weak, she hadn't had control for a couple years, since she moved to California and rented a small home.
Freshly diapered, she walked back to her little dresser and selected a cute babydowl gown. She pulled the dress over her head, the dress just barely coming to her waist, not covering her diaper at all. She then slid on a snug pair of pink baby booties and padded into the restroom. She brushed her slightly damp hair out and then secured her two pigtails with large pink ribbons, the look was perfect.
Leaving her room, nursery, behind she entered the hallway and walked through the house to the kitchen. The rest of the house looked normal, there was even a spare bedroom she kept decorated for "adult" looks for when she had guests over whom she didnt wish to tell her secret.
Once in the kitchen she walked over to the fridge and pulled out a carton of milk. She then opened the cabinet and extracted a large bottle, larger for an adult but designed to look like a baby's bottle. She popped the top off and filled the bottle to the top with milk, then resecured the lid. She placed the milk back in the fridge and set the bottle on the table. Then she walked over to the cabinet and extracted three jars of baby food. Opening the drawer at her waist she pulled out a baby spoon with 'baby looney tunes' decorating it. She walked over to her seat and sat the jars of baby food down then pulled out the chair and sat down, her panties making a distinctive crinkle. As she opened the jar and began feeding herself she began to think. Every morning as she repeated this daily procedure she thought about how much she would like to have a mommy to feed her, but she didn't and she had to make do with what she had, at least she could still conduct her private life much like a baby.
Finishing her food she tossed the jars in the garbage and washed the spoon out and set it in the dishwasher. She then took what was left in her bottle and went into the living room and sat down on the couch. She turned the TV on and flipped through the channels, finally settling on the Rugrats marathon on Nickelodean. She curled up on the couch, drinking her milk and the warm relaxing feeling of urine trickling into her diaper made her sigh in comfort, yes her personal life truly was good.
Suddenly the ringing telephone jarred her from her semi-sleeping state and she roused herself. She stood up and clicked the TV off and walked over to the telephone. "Hello?"
"Hey Ariel, this is Steve down at the photo studio, we were wondering if you could come in a few hours early."
"Like about what time?" she asked.
"How about 10:00?"
"That's only in twenty minutes."
"Yeah I know, so can you make it?"
"Oh, sure." Ariel hung up. She figured quickly fifteen minutes to get there that only gives me five minutes to change. Not enough for changing into 'adult' clothes and then gathering up alot of her modeling things. She made a beeline for the bathroom and gave herself a fast diaper change and replaced her booties with a pair of white socks and black maryjanes. The odds of someone she knew besides the moddeling folks seeing her was remote and sometimes she rather enjoyed it when strangers saw her dressed in her favored clothes, it gaved her a sense of naughtiness. She made a quick scan of the house to make sure everything was looked up, then she grabbed the diaper bag she always kept for emergencies and went into the garage. She tossed the bag into the backseat and got in the car. Trying to make haste., she clicked the garage door and turned the ignition at the same time. She backed out of the driveway and closed the garage and pulled onto the main road. Glancing at her car clock she noted that she only had about ten minutes left, it would be a close one.
She pulled into the modeling studio at exactly 9:59, she'd made it just barely. She swung around back to where the models parked and got out of the car, pulling her diaper bag with her. She jogged to the rear entrance, which was being held open by Steve, the main photographer. "Already dressed for the part I see." he said with a grin.
"Uh, yeah," she replied, with a forced blush. The studio took pictures for all kinds of different websites, so there was some pretty strange stuff around usually, Steve had done it all but his favorite was for the AB/DL site that Ariel worked for. He wasn't as much of an AB himself as he just found it strangely fascinating. Ariel was a little uncomfortable around him at times because it seemed like he was almost studying her, and the other models, for some sort of science project. She walked in the door and Steve closed it behind her.
"Pictures are in five minutes, Sandy and Jessica are already here." he told her and then walked off. Sandy and Jessica were two of the other models. Sandy she didn't like very much, Sandy was in it more or less just for the money, and the AB/DL pictures were just some of the ones she modeled for. She also modeled for alot of the other fetish sites that had pictures done here, some of which Ariel found almost disgusting which was ironic considering how most people reacted to the AB/DL fetish she had. But she didnt care what other people thought about how she lived, this was the lifestyle she had chosen, and while she hadnt yet found a companion to share her life with, she held no regrets. Between the money she earned for modeling, and the relief from the pressures of college that her fetish brought her, she was one of the few humans on earth that could truly say she was happy.
Jessica on the other hand was a very close friend of Ariel and they spent alot of time together. They weren't so much as budding lovers as they were strong friends, they were both looking for the same thing, a strong parental figure, although whereas Ariel settled more towards finding a 'mommy' Jessica was more open-minded in that she was willing to accept a mommy or daddy figure. The two girls often went out together(always in diapers of course) and were close, as close as any friends could be. When Ariel walked in Sandy just glanced at her but Jessica turned around and said "Hey!" she ran over to her friend and they embraced. "Cute outfit," she said, commenting on Ariel's dress.
"Thanks," Ariel replied, "I just got it in, ordered it a week ago."
Jessica smiled, "Im still not brave enough to go out in my dresses, I still get nervous at times afraid that someone will realize Im wearing a diaper under my jeans. Oh hey, pictures today. I guess they want to do a set with all three of us."
"That sounds good," Ariel replied. "We haven't done a set with three of us in a while"
"Yeah, they're always doing singles of you 'cuz your a favorite," Jessica replied with a giggle. Which was very true, Ariel was extremely attractive, especially in her baby outfit, she just had something about her, a cuteness
"Anything particular they got for us to wear?" Ariel asked.
"Well yeah, but since your late your good like that" Steve called from the door, "Come on girls, we gotta get this done. I've got a shoot I've got to do in two hours." As the three girls filed out the door, Ariel looked questioningly at her friend.
"Rumor is he got a huge offer that will let him retire now if he wanted to," Jessica replied. Ariel nodded in understandment as they followed Steve to where the photos would be taken. The studio was massive, with rooms for different scenes for almost any kind of shoot massive. The room they were using today was called 'the day care.' It was designed to very much resemble a day care.
"Ok girls, we're going to take some pictures of the three of you playing ball. Then we're going to move in to Jessica wetting herself and have Sandy and Ariel change her." Steve said. The shoot lasted about an hour and a half, the girls doing their jobs adequetly, they did take photos very well together, and Ariel loved having her picture taken. When the pictures were done Steve said, "thanks girls, your free to go." They all stood up and returned to the dressing room.
"Well that was fun," Sandy commented sarcastically, "I'd love to stay and chat about how great diapers are but I've got a shoot for another website in about ten minutes." She stripped quickly of her clothes and hastily threw on her bra, panties, and clothes then rushed out of the room.
"That girl needs to lighten up," Jessica stated. Then, turning to her friend, she said, "Hey, wanna go catch a movie or something."
"Sure," Ariel replied, "but I need to go home and change first."
"Ok, you go ahead and I'll change into my regular clothes and meet you at your house." Ariel nodded and waved to her friend then rushed out of the room. She went down the corridor, bumping into a woman coming in on her way out.
"Oh excuse me," she said, blushing a deep crimson. The woman smiled at her, a smile that made Ariel feel a bit strange. The stared at each other for a second longer, then Ariel broke away and walked out the door. She got to her car, tossed her bag into the backseat, and started it up, heading off for home. The drive home was brief enough, although she did have cramps, telling her she had to go number two. She didn't really want to make Jessica wait a long time while she cleaned herself up so she elected to hold it until she got home so she could use her rarely used toilet. She pulled into her garage just in time to make a mad dash for the bathroom. Stripping her panties and diaper, she hit the toilet just in time. She cleaned herself up and pulled her still dry diaper back on. Then she walked into her nursery, pulled out the bows in her hair and shook it loose to fall back, flowing against her shoulders. She pullled off her babydoll gown and took off her maryjanes and white socks. She picked up all the clothes and tossed them into the laundry hamper in her bathroom. Then she went into the "big girl" bedroom where her "big girl" clothes were and pulled out some socks, sneakers, jeans, bra, and a t-shirt. She tossed all her clothes on, still wearing a diaper of course, in case she had any accidents. She finished changing just in time to here the doorbell ring. She walked to the front door and answered it and let Jessica in.
"Ready to go?" she asked her friend. Ariel nodded yeah.
"Let's take my car, we've got the same size and I've still got a diaper bag packed in there just in case." she told Jessica. Both girls walked into the garage and got into Ariel's car. Ariel backed out and soon they were on the open road. "Any place in particular we're headed?" Ariel asked her friend.
"No place in particular," Jessica responded, "I here there's some new stores in the mall we could check out."
"Sounds good to me," Ariel replied, turning onto the freeway that would take the two friends to the mall. On the way there the friends made small talk. The usual stuff, talking about diapers, some new dresses, and of course Sandy, they loved to talk about Sandy, just because she was so strange. After all, she took photos for just about every known fetish, and she seemed to hate it, but did it for money. She was an unusual case. Finally they got to the mall, Ariel pulled in and found a parking spot close to the entrance of Pennies. Neither of the girls had much use for a store like Pennies. They usually didn't use much perfume, or wear lots of jewelry, although they didn't dress poorly, but both girls preferred their baby clothes over adult clothing.
They left Pennies behind and shopped around the mall for awhile. After a few hours they decided to leave, they were going to go to Jessica's house and pick up a few things and have a sleep over at Ariel's since tommorow was a Sunday and neither of them had any engagements, although both would have to go back to school that monday, and photo shoots were scheduled for all five days next week. It was going to be a long week so they figured they might as well enjoy the weekend, no one ever said life was easy. As they were about to walk into Pennies Ariel passed that same woman again. She stared at Ariel with a smile that Ariel found almost, disturbing, but at the same time exhilerating. She didn't know who this woman was, but she was interested in her. The woman seemed about to say something to her then she noticed Jessica. She only smiled again at Ariel, she seemed to be studying Ariel's torso. Could it be that the woman knew Ariel was wearing a diaper? She had seen Ariel in the studio in her baby girl outfit, but that was nothing, models saw each other in costume all the time. Ariel shrugged it off and they kept walking. She did turn to Jessica however and say, "Do you know who that woman was?"
"No, why?" Jessica replied with a question.
"I saw her at the modeling studio too, and I was just wondering if maybe you knew who she was." Ariel replied.
"Sorry hun," Jessica responded, "I've never seen her in my life." Ariel shrugged and the two girls walked out to Ariel's car and got in. The drive back was filled with the same types of conversations that the girls always had. They stopped briefly at Jessica's house to pick up a few items, Jessica's sleeper and a couple changes of clothes, then they continued on to Ariel's house. They arrived and once the car was parked Ariel helped Jessica take her things up to the nursery. Fortunately, Ariel had an extra crib for when guests spent the night. It was still early so they discussed what to do.
"Let's order pizza," Ariel suggested. That sounded good to Jessica. Then suddenly a sly grin crept onto Ariel's face, "let's play a round of poker, and the loser has to answer the door." Jessica knew what that smile meant. Ariel meant that the loser would have to answer the door in her baby clothes, but that was fine by Jessica, she was far better at poker then Ariel.
Both girls stripped down to their diapers and plastic pants then Ariel turned to Jessica. "I need a change, how bout you?" Jessica nodded that she too needed a change, so the girls took turns changing one another.
Jessica was the first, she got up on the changing table while Ariel fetched the powder and some cloth diapers. She pulled down Jessica's panties and removed the soaked diaper. She tossed it into the diaper pail then returned to Jessica. She instructed her friend to lift her butt and then slid a diaper under it. After sprinkling a generous portion of baby powder on her friend's waist she pinned up her diaper and pulled her plastic pants back up. Then after Jessica repeated the procedure on Ariel they decided on what they would wear. Ariel choose a simple pink t-shirt that clearly displayed her diaper for all. She figured if she lost, she'd give the pizza boy a good show. Jessica however choose something a bit more confining. She slid on some pink cotton panties over her diaper and put on a matching dress similar to Ariel's from earlier. Then came white socks, black maryjanes and pigtails. She looked very juvinile but she didn't have a diaper on display, which was still a bit of an embaresment for her.
The two girls walked into the living room and Ariel got out the card deck. They sat down at the couch to use the coffee table, their plastic panties crackling distinctivly. Ariel passed out the cards and looked at her hand, nothing. She swore quietly to herself but considered a bluff. "I raise three" she said, tossing the chips into the center. Jessica looked at her cards with a smile and matched it. "How many cards?" she asked. Jessica responded that she wanted none. Great, Ariel thought, I've lost already. She took three for herself and was surprised to find that she now had two pair. She put in two, which Jessica bet. Then she laid down her cards. "Two pair," she said hopefully. Jessica put down a royal flush.
"I win," Jessica giggled at Ariel. She had really good luck with poker. "Looks like you'll be answering the door." At that second the doorbell rang, Jessica looked briefly in alarm at Ariel.
"That's odd," Ariel said, "I'm not expecting anyone." She rose and walked over to the door and looked out the eye piece. That woman was standing out there... the one she'd seen at the mall and at the model studio. This time she had an UPS uniform on. This was very perculier. Ariel shrugged and unlocked the door. She didnt know who this woman is but she'd already seen Ariel twice in diapers, no sense in hiding it from her. She slid the door open and looked at the woman.
"I've got a delivery for an Ariel Sutherland." the woman said, not even flinching at Ariel's appearence which would have, at the least, brought attention to Ariel.
"Uhh yeah, that's me," Ariel replied, even more confused that the woman didn't even acknowledge the way she was dressed.
"Alright ma'am, sign here." the woman replied, handing Ariel a clip board.
"Umm..." Ariel said, confused.
The woman looked up at her, "yes dear, is there a problem?"
Ariel shrugged, "no, I suppose not. I just..."
"Yes?" something in the woman's voice made Ariel want to trust her implicitly.
"Well... aren't you going to say something about the way I'm dressed?" Ariel finally gathered the guts to say.
"I don't see why not sweetie. Little girls should be allowed to dress the way they want, and you are a very cute little girl," the woman replied.
"Yeah, but I'm not a little girl!" Ariel said.
"But you want to be don't you?" the woman asked, "and that's what counts doesn't it?"
"Uhh... yeah," Ariel stammered.
"Here's my card," the woman said, "call me some time, you seem lonely." The woman handed Ariel a small business card and walked away, got into her truck and left, leaving Ariel standing in the doorway in a shirt, diaper, and holding a card with the woman's name on it 'Claire Burns' and a number, but nothing else. Ariel closed the door, pondering what the woman said to her.
"Who was it?" Jessica called out, bringing Ariel back to real life.
"I don't know," Ariel replied, "but I think I'm about to find out..."

PART 2

"Ariel! bad girl! You get a spanking!" A large woman pulled Ariel down from the cabinet she was crawling on and pulled her HUGGIES disposable diaper off and began spanking her hard. The pain shot through Ariel's little body and she cried out in pain. By the time the punishment was done and the diaper pulled back up, Ariel's tender bottom was as sore as it had ever been and all the little girl could do was cry., cry her eyes out.
Ariel woke with a scream. Her cries had not woken Jessica, who was sleeping in the next crib at all. Ariel had never had a bad dream about diapers before. And the dream had been so real, no not a dream, a nightmare. She couldn't quite remember it clearly, she didn't know the woman in the dream but the pain of her spanking felt real, her butt still seemed to sting from the vivid dream. She was dry too... She had never woken up in the middle of the night and been dry before. Ever since she had seen that women, weird things had been happening. She resolved to find out what just was happening to her and to find out what part that woman played in all this. Tommorow morning, after Jessica left, she would call the woman and find out just what was going on.
She pulled herself up out of the crib and stumbled out into the living room, it was only three in the morning. She pulled herself a glass of milk and drank, it had been a long time since she had used a glass but she didn't want to fool with a bottle right now, she was really tired. That dream seemed to have exhausted her even more. She finished the glass and set it in the sink and walked back into the nursery. She climbed into her crib and pulled her blanket over her, snug in her tight pink sleeper, she soon drifted off to sleep and more pleasant dreams that seemed to carry the nightmare away.
When morning came, she woke to here the shower going, and see that Jessica was already up. She got out and went into the kitchen to fix breakfast while she waited. Her diaper was soaked this morning, although not nearly as much as usual. She didn't give much thought to the nightmare she had had last night as it seemed to be far away. Just as she finished making some pancakes and filling up a couple of bottles with some chocolate milk, Jessica came down looking refreshed. She had a pink shirt with overalls on, covering up her diapers, her hair was done into two pigtails, just like both girls preferred. It didn't look inappropriate at all, but at the same time could be seen as very juvinile. Ariel liked it.
The girls sat down and had their breakfast and chatted briefly about "girl" things. Ariel made no mention of the dream she had had last night or of her plans for the day. Jessica was going to head off to church and then pretty much lounge around at home for the rest of the day.
After breakfast Jessica had to say her good-byes as she was going to be late if she fooled around much longer. She went up to the nursery and gathered up her things and gave her friend an encourageing hug. She knew that something was troubling Ariel but she wasn't going to press it any further. If Ariel wanted to tell her what was wrong she would tell her in good time. With that she went outside, got into her car, and left. Ariel was alone, and for once she was glad for it. She went up to the nursery and unzipped her sleeper and tossed it in the dirty clothes, along with the plastic panties and diaper which hit the diaper pail. She took a quick shower, then came out and diapered herself then selected a white babydoll gown and some of her baby booties. Thus garbed she rounded up the clothes and tossed them in the washing machine. She'd need to hang up the diapers later.
She fiddled around for about an hour, afraid to call up the woman who had left her card. Then finally, shortly before lunch time, she gathered up the courage to call her, Claire Burns. She dialed the number and waited patiently while the phone on the other end rang. Finally an answer, it was the voice of the woman, Claire. "Hello?"
Ariel didn't say anything for several seconds, not knowing what to say. Then after the second hello, finally she said, "Ummm.... hi."
"Oh, your the little girl I talked to yesterday!"
"Uhh, yeah," Ariel replied, not sure what to say.
"By your appearence I think that you need a mommy, tell me am I right?"
"Well..." Ariel said hesitently, "yes."
"Tell you what, I'll come right on over." the woman said, "would that be ok?"
"YES!" Ariel said, crying it out, her anticipation building.
"Easy, calm down my little girl, I'll be right over," then a click, and nothing as the line on the other end went dead. Ariel hung up the phone and was filled with a feeling of pure excitement, she was so excited that she soaked her diaper, not even noticing it. She walked into the living room and sat down on the couch, each second seeming like an eternity as she went over in her head what would happen this day. Would she finally meet someone who could fulfil her needs? Would she finally be able to enjoy truly being a baby? And would the fears and strange occurances that had been troubling her all day since yesterday go away? She just didn't know and she could barely contain herself, she looked so much forward to what was going to happen. Finally the doorbell rang. Ariel made a beeline for the doorway and opened it, revealing the woman, standing in front of her in a motherly outfit, and with a diaper bag over her shoulder.
"Come in please, Ms. Burns," Ariel said excitedly. "Can I get you anything?"
"No my dear," Claire replied with a warm smile, "I have come here to do something for you."
Claire walked into the living room with Ariel following behind her just like an adoring little girl would follow her mother. The older woman set her bag on the coffee table and then turned to Ariel. "This is a big decision young lady," she told Ariel, "I can give you what you want, but you must be sure you want it, once you have it there may be no going back."
Ariel was about to open her mouth to ask the woman what exactly it was that she meant but Claire raised her hand. "You know what I am talking about, if you want it, it is in that bag." Ariel did know what she wanted, she wanted to be a baby girl. But was this woman trying to tell her that that could be done? That was impossible! You didn't just become a baby again, and Ariel didn't believe in reincarnation. She walked towards the bag anyway, and opened it with curiosity. Inside was a stack of about size 3 huggies disposable diapers, and a small baby pacifer. Someting in Ariel's head told her to reach for the pacifer. And so she did. "It can give you everything you desire." the woman told Ariel. Ariel held the pacifer and closed her hands then her eyes. In the back of her mind she could see the body, she could see what she had looked like in the dream, and when she opened her eyes again, she was in blackness. She flailed around, quite frightened for a minute, before the darkness was gone. The woman picked up what was covering her eyes, the shirt and bra she had worn minutes ago! She looked up, straight up, and realised she was a baby! She tried to open her mouth to say something, but only baby rattle came out. The woman picked her up and set her on the coffee table and proceeded to place one of the diapers on her.
"You see, it gives you everything you desire." the woman told little baby Ariel. "Your adult memories are still intact, just as you want them. She picked up the pacifier and slipped it back into the baby bag then picked up Ariel and carried her outside to her small red car. She opened the passanger door and slid Ariel into the passenger seat. Ariel thought briefly about resisting but she knew she couldn't. The woman walked back to the front of the house and closed the door, and slipped out a key she had taken from the room and locked the door. She got back in the car and looked at Ariel and said, "I have wanted a companion for a long time, now I think I have one, in the form of my own little baby girl." Then the car started up and she drove off, and Ariel, riding the car seat, knew that she had left behind an imperfect life, for a new, exciting, perfect life.

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