The Drool Ran Like a River

Went shopping at the mall with my mother today and I just had to stop and drool over the place where my ring used to be. Ok, let me back up.I totally fell in love with this engagement ring from Alvin's Jewelers Romeo In Love Collection, 8th ring from the top, # 444-1638). Not like I would get it even if I sold my soul to Satan (THE Satan not MY Satan) but hey, I can dream can't I? I've been drooling over the damn thing in the store window for quite a while now and then Killian told me that they sold the damn thing!!! One would think that that would be the endof my psychotic obsession. That would be if one had never met me. In my recent trips to the mall I've been standing in front of the window and drooling over what was once there. Is there anyone else in the world who would pine over an engagement ring that she's never going to get and which was sold weeks ago, probably to some wonderful man who will propose in some wonderful way to his girlfriend? I'm so freaking pathetic!!!! I know I need to get over it and move on, but hey, this is me we're talking about. Then there's Killian. Can we say enabler??? He actually goes with me and lets me stare longingly at the empty spot where the ring was.
To the man who bought MY ring: I hope your girlfriend is happy and I hope she says yes. If not, contact me and we'll work something out :) Yeah, I'm obsessed and not in a good way. I need a hobby.


posted by talia rowan at 9:41 PM comment


  

Turkey Day went well. Spent the turkey eating part of the day with Killian's family which was a new thing for me. It was my first holiday with his family and it was nice. I felt all welcome and loved and somehow I even got sucked into the whole Christmas gift exchange thingy. At least I got someone good to shop for thanks to Killian. I owe him big for that and yes Dear, I will pay up. On Saturday my family will be celebrating turkey day. Also on Saturday, Killian and I are going to see the BareNaked Ladies concert. This will be our third time seeing them live and I'm all excited and stuff.
~Well, I'm going to bed. I need to mentally prepare for my shopping adventure tomorrow. I will fight the crowds to get the best deals. But I will NOT be out of bed before 9!


posted by talia rowan at 11:23 PM comment


  

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posted by Kerowyn Rose at 9:17 AM comment


  

*Not a hell of a lot going on these days. I've been working like a dog and getting very little recognition for my effort. I've been taking on some extra responsibilities to suck up to the powers that be to make myself look really good and I think it just might be paying off. Staying up til the wee hours of the morning making crap for my lessons is not my idea of fun but if it gets me a good review from my co-op teacher I'm gonna do it.
*In other news... my sister is pregnant again. I'm gonna be an aunt for the second time which I'm really excited about. I just love my niece to death and of course I think she's the best thing since... well since something really cool. The preg-o-sauras is due in June which just happens to be my birth month. Hopefully by then I'll have a job and can afford to spoil the baby we all affectionally refer to as Dot (it shows up as only a dot on the sonogram). More later.


posted by talia rowan at 9:32 PM comment


  

It's midnight and I finally finished my stupid planning for the week. The only part I hate about teaching (save the annoying parents, teacher cliques, and endless paperwork) is writing lesson plans. They're stupid because I never stick to them anyway so what's the point in writing them in the first place? If I could just write an outline of the lesson it would be a lot easier. Anywho... I'm Jonesing (sp?) for my Honey. I didn't get to see Killian at all today and I'm suffering withdrawl or something. I hate going a day without seeing him. Sometimes I think I'm pathetic for feeling this way and other times I think I'm just deep in love. Either way, I miss my Killian!!!


posted by talia rowan at 12:10 AM comment


  

Ok, so I only have 24 more days of teaching until I'm done with the whole student teaching thing. That doesn't include the time we're off for the Thanksgiving holdiay. I have 38 days until I graduate. It's not like I'm counting or anything like that but hey, I've been in college for 7 years and it's about freaking time I graduate and get a real job.


posted by talia rowan at 10:48 PM comment


  

Had a lovely day of today. Ran around like a chicken with my head cut off most of the morning but it was nice. It beats working any day. Spent some time with Killian which is always good. Unfortunately I have to go to work tomorrow which entails waking up in the morning which is just wrong. I'd love a job where I could sleep in until about noonish and then sit on my butt and do nothing. No one in their right mind would actually pay me to do that.
~Question of the moment: If you and your mate break up, what is a "normal" time to wait until you find someone else? I know it varies from person to person, but give me an estimate.


posted by talia rowan at 12:20 AM comment


  

Another Weekend Bites The Dust

Killian and I went out to dinner and a movie with Kerowyn and Eldan last night. We saw the movie K-PAX at the Cinemark. It was all good. Killian, Kerowyn and Eldan all got along well and that just made me happy. It's not like I was worried or anything but still... It's hard for me to mingle and share friends. I'm a selfish person and I have this strange fear of being left out of things. I know, I'm paranoid.
~Didn't get to see Killian on Sunday at all and that depressed the hell out of me. We did get to talk several times, but it's just not the same. I just had so much crap to do that there was no way I was ever going to be able to leave the house. Kinda sad, but I didn't even get dressed today. Oh well, I hope tomorrow is better. Wish me well on my observation!


posted by talia rowan at 11:33 PM comment