Welcome to Tainted Faith

Since: June 18, 2003
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Loved: Mike, Mish, Jen, Cole, Brittany, Scott, Taryn, Emma, Katie, Luke, Shannon, Gabe.


Welcome to Tainted Faith.. TF is just a personal site.. a remake of Shattered Innocence.. I had closed Shattered Innocence because school was taking up a lot of my time and I simply didn't have the energy to keep it up.. after about.. two months or so, I decided to open up a site.. and here we are!

[Stephie blogged @ 1:41 pm on Monday.. 07.07.03]

alright.. wow.. been a while since I've last blogged.. hrm.. so yeah.. lots o f things have happened.. family came and BBQed.. both sides.. two days of partyin in a row.. our house was messed.. haha.. it was fun though.. lots of jokin around and shit.. oh.. my cousins came up from LA.. it was sick.. they dunked my cuz Kevin.. it was hella funny.. he was just checkin out the vaccum, and Eric fuckin tackled him.. I think someone fell in.. haha.. so me an my cousins were just chillin out back when Merritt comes up.. haha.. her and Ryan.. heh.. the dude's cool.. 'cept for the "it'll cost you, even if you are ALMOST family.." hah.. I was just messin around with him, I asked for somethin.. I forgot what.. -crazy grin-.. anyways.. Viv braided my hair.. it cool.. 'cept that I couldn't get all the braids undone.. they were helluv tiny and tight.. looked nice though.. um.. PE was ok.. I guess.. hahah.. Nelson was all acting like nobody made an effort to run.. it was stupid, so he made us do another mile.. ah.. T-T.. -shivers- damn.. it's fuckin cold today.. bleh..

I'm at Tiffi's house.. just sittin, waiting for Mom and Connie to get back.. I think we're gonna go to the mall or somethin.. maybe the library.. Connie pratically LIVES there.. hahaa.. it's cool though..

ergh.. Golda's b-day's tmw.. fuckers.. I can't get to her party either.. damn it.. stupid fuckin lawyer wants to see me before the insurance people come to talk to me.. man.. this should have been done a LOOONNG time ago.. the car accident happened what, two-three years ago, and they're just starting to fix things up NOW? what's up with that? anyways.. I'd rather be at Golda's party.. even though we'll get money if I do this crap first.. ugh.. anyways..

Mike's on hiatus.. Mish got a new domain/reseller.. lucky chick.. XD..

... -comes back to the computer after 'bout half an hour-... lol.. I just stopped typing after that.. heh.. alright.. it's 2:22 already.. and I'm bored.. verry verry bored.. Tiffi's readin so I'm leavin her alone.. uh.. I think her mom just came home or something.. never mind.. I'm hearing things.. anyways.. I deno what to do with myself.. I'm getting really tired of being me.. it's not like... well.. I think I just need to go 'find myself'.. yeah.. maybe.. I really wanna go -poof- and just disappear for a couple of weeks.. just.. off to somewhere.. anywhere.. maybe I just need some time with my sisters.. I've been talkin to Binnie.. and Irau.. but I deno where Stacey disappeared to.. haha.. too busy with her boy maybe.. =P.. guys guys guys.. -sighs-.. oh.. I heard that Derek has his lip pierced.. ugh.. I'm so fuckin jealous.. heheh.. he prolly looks just YUMMY with it too.. haha.. he's an ass.. but a really cute one.. XP.. ah well.. dumped him a looong time ago.. 'cept he keeps on poppin in my life at random times.. just like Brian.. or John.. bleh.. hrm.. I haven't talked to Johnny in a loong while.. maybe I should call his cellie... m'eh..

-muah-

[Listening to: nothing.. I'm such a loser.. =P] [ ] [IM me]

[Stephie bitched @ 8:52 pm on Monday.. 06.30.03]

Today was the first day of summer school.. fun, eh? hah.. it wasn't so bad.. we've got some funny people there.. heh.. I thought that more AVID students were going to be there, but there were only a couple of people.. I saw Evelyn (sp?), Becca, Pookie (norm XD), Brody, Amber, Melissa, and David.. met lots of new people today.. heh.. ;).. ugh.. Nelson made us RUN.. I HATE running.. it wasn't that bad.. I just walked everything.. haha.. after running, we played softball.. m'eh.. after playing softball, we went inside for basketball, I think.. then came break.. I was with Becca, Nick, and Corey (sp?).. and we just talked for a bit.. we came in and played volleyball.. =D.. after volleyball, I think we played basketball.. and that's it.. I walked home with Becca, Nick, and Tom afterwards.. I didn't know that Becca lived so close to me! She lives just a couple of blocks away! heh.. and Superman's her neighbor.. which means he lives near me! .. haha.. anyways.. so yeah.. I think that's it.. nothing really special.. 'cept I saw that one guy again.. ugh.. he's yummy.. he looked good today.. made me want to suck on his lip ring.. mmmmmmmmmm.... yummmmyy..... ;).. -muah-
[Listening to: The Queen of the Damned Soundtrack - Not for me] [ ] [IM me]

[Stephie bitched @ 2:29 pm on Sunday.. 06.29.03]

-pokes herself- Hey.. my burn isn't so red anymore.. T-T.. gah.. I haven't blogged for THREE days.. wow.. =X.. nothing much has happened.. 'cept that a certain SOMEONE almost got MARRIED.. -ahem-.. anyhoo.. new layout.. yay? It's all summer-y and everything.. XD.. -prods Risika- I think she's been alone for too long.. maybe missin Q? gah.. T-T.. alright well.. yesterday Mom's friends came over.. uh.. Millie, Cindy, Allison, Ivy, and a bunch of others.. and their kids came too.. ugh.. damned Daniel and James.. they broke Nathan's little car thingy.. ugh.. I told them that it wasn't ours and that they shouldn't be STANDING ON THE DAMNED THING.. ah well.. s'not my problem.. anyhoo.. all I did yesterday was swim and fry eggrolls.. they were yummy.. XD alright, well.. I think Tiffi and Connie want me to do something with them, so -muah-
[Listening to:It's about life - Lillix] [ ] [IM me]

[Stephie bitched @ 11:09 pm on Wednesday.. 06.25.03]

I had the weirdest dream last night.. I was back in Oakland and was walkin down Rosedale St/Ave and I stopped at the corner of Rosedale and Foothill.. right in front of that really good Mexican resturant.. yeah, well you know how Foothill Blvd is really busy and there's a laundry place right next to the big white house? Well.. I was watching the people in the parking lot and this oldass, sorta juped up car comes driving down Foothill real slow right? Well the driver threw out something and it landed in the parking lot.. this kid bends down to tie his shoe and it blows up in his face.. now the kid's screamin his head off, grabbing at his face when he walks into the traffic.. right in front of the car.. I can see the driver and the passengers laughing and the car moves in front of the kid, so that he can't run.. I'm standing there, trying to get my ass over to the boy when this guy comes out of nowhere and stops me.. so I'm standing there with this huge stranger holding me back, telling me to watch and learn.. I'm looking around for help and I'm desperate for someone to help the kid.. the guy that's holding me turns so that I'm facing the kid and the guys in the car again.. the driver gets out of his car and grabs this mallet thing.. and he walks towards the blind, screaming boy (who looks incredibly like Dan.. yesh, Dan Dan the Surfer Man..) and he starts smacking him with the thing.. I'm just standing there, watching them.. completely horrified and the man that's holding me starts laughing.. and then I wake up..

That dream really freaked me out.. it was disgusting.. ugh.. anyways.. sorry for not updating much.. been kinda busy.. hm.. let's see..

I went to Oakland today.. it was ok.. I thought that Mom was gonna let me stay at Grandma's when they went to the doctor's, but nah.. I had to stay with them.. it was ok, just a little.. HOT.. everybody was hella pissy.. haha..

erm.. yeah.. we're still getting the case sorted out.. ugh.. it's taking a helluv a long ass time.. ugh.. kinda sucks.. and my back/neck isn't better.. we never shoulda went to that last chiropractor.. he was hella expensive and I'm still hurting so.. yeah..

I got dark.. er.. at least that's what Mom said.. -shrugs-.. it's a good thing.. I think..

Connie got Dad to promise that he was gonna get us DSL.. hah.. good luck with that one.. anyhoo.. I think I'm gonna go grab some ice or something.. it's hot.. =P

[Listening to: All out of love - Soluna] [ ] [IM me]

[Stephie bitched @ 03:04 pm on Monday.. 06.23.03]

yesterday we went to Lake Elizabeth in Fremont.. I saw PJ! hehe.. erm.. let's see.. we played some volleyball.. had a couple of water fights.. flew some kites.. we also had a soccer game going.. catch.. hahah I put ice down Emmy's shirt.. it was funny.. she kept on hitting me so I stuck a couple of cubes down the front of her shirt.. hahaha.. it was fun..

After that, all we did was watch the lil ones.. took em to the swings and the jungle gyms.. yadiyadiyada.. man.. people hog swings.. it's not even fucking funny.. it's stupid.. anyways..

I got sunburned.. bad.. hahaha.. I don't mind pain though, so that's ok..

m'yeah.. I think I'm gonna go check up on Nathan.. he got quiet all of a sudden....

haha.. the babe fell asleep..

I'm really tired.. and Mom's just being a bitch about everything.. I think I'm gonna go and disappear for a couple of hours.. m'yeah..

-muah-

[Listening to: Imaginary - Evanescence] [ ] [IM me]

[Stephie bitched @ 04:57 pm Friday.. 06.20.03]

Alright well, we did get to go to Pookie's.. haha.. was fun.. 'cept that the first couple of hours wasn't.. me, Golda, and Pookie were just sitting around watching TV. Mum and Christian came a couple of hours later.. around 4 or something, and things got a lot more interesting.. after eating, Pookie and Christian started playing basketball.. Golda was on the swing and Mum was walking around.. I sat on the diving board =P.. erm.. after the game ended, we just started fooling around, throwing balls at each other.. =P.. Norm and Christian tried to dunk me in the pool, which was fun.. haha.. erm.. after that, I think we just sat around talking.. erm.. yeah.. =P..

I didn't do much today.. went to Costco with mom.. -shrugs-.. I could go to Tiffi's.. Connie's over there.. hahah.. I love annoying her, it's so fun.. =P.. aight well.. I'm gonna go find something to do.. -muah-

[Listening to: Body Crumbles - Dry Cell] [ ] [IM me]

[Stephie bitched @ 03:05 pm on Wednesday.. 06.18.03]

Tainted Faith finally opened.. hahaha.. I was up last night making the lay.. I kept on experimenting with lots of different effects and this came out.. not bad for 20 mins of work, eh? haha.. kidding.. anyways, I'm getting everything together, the guestbook, tagboard.. content maybe.. and I'm looking for links.. bah.. I've got everything EVERYWHERE and it's taking a while for me to find the information I need.. serves me right haha.. I didn't get a chance to organize everything yet.. gotta get that done.. ugh..

alright let's see.. I think we're gonna go to Pookie's tomorrow.. not sure if Mom and Dad will let, but let's see.. I think Mom'll be alright with it.. Dad's the problem.. hah.. Tiff and her mum's over.. I think they're gonna stay for dinner.. and yeah.. nothing much happened today.. so I'm gonna go and see if Connie and Tiff got run over yet.. damned kids.. always playing in the streets.. =P

[Listening to: From the Inside - Linkin Park] [ ]