Lucy's Rambling Spot
The fear of this world is to openly express one-self because of judgment. I express myself by...
Thursday, January 24, 2008

I'm a happy person.


More responsibility has made me realize many things of importance, I have  rearranged my priorities. Lately, I've been thinking less. Not in a bad way at all. Usually, I think too much or I overthink things. Now, I'm letting things happen and doing what I really have to do. I am enjoying my time with my family and friends. Although this vacation has been mellow, I have created many memories with the ones that are true to me in life. The ones who actually care to spend some time with me, even if we don't do anything. The ones who matter. I love you! You know who you are!


School is about to start up again and I believe I am ready to achieve. I have set my mind to do better and be better. I have set my mind to achieve and keep positive. I have decided to not stress out as much as before. I know I can do it. It helps to have friends to help me along the way as well. After all, I can't get depressed right? Life goes on, it's not the end of the world.


Well, in new news, someone has stepped back into my life and I don't know how to feel about that. Ok, so I do, but I don't at the same time. Mind you that this someone used to have a major crush on me when we were both young. He's a very nice guy but, I have no interest in persuing anything with him other than our friendship. Nothing more. But, this isn't why i'm confused about how to feel about it. What makes me think is the fact that he is going to drive, on his bike, from Vegas, just to see meand then driving back. Yeah, that's why I'm thinking about it. I want to be friends, but when he wants to do that, shouldn't I be wondering or worried? Specially how we both remember many things about our past, specially how we picked up right where we left off, and we talk like we never stopped talking. It was 8 years before we spoke again, yes, this was a LONG time ago. It still gets me thinking though. Eh, whatever, i'm done with this subject. I know what I want, and I know it's not him. He can be my friend. That's it.


So, that was that. Oh!, and I was finally given a chance (well, I was asked actually, to answer a question) to be honest about something and that felt great. Now, all I need is for time and reason to be on my side. :] I'm feeling lucky this time. The past is in the past and the future has great things in store, I know it!


The Secret: The Law of Attraction, 3 words: "Thoughts become things" :]


It's you and you know it now. Lucky numbers: 2, 3, 7, 9, 11, 13, 17, 18, 21, and 27.

2008-01-25 05:48:39 GMT


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