Entry for October 27, 2005

Ah don't get me wrong, someone sent the photo to me, so I just like to share. Good touch up. Well today wasn't so bad for a work day, but I can't wait until Friday to be over with and have a nice weekend. Have a few friends that want to run around and look for a work car, so I may be the driver as usual. Only one that seems to have the gas money. But, it does make the time past and some of them I really enjoy being around even if I am being used for transportation. The news lately has been depressing as all hell, and I seem to be struck with it and not been watching any shows or movies now in weeks. With all the happenings going on with people in bad storms etc. Just wonder why I am protected all the time. Wonder if those in Florida will get Two Thousand dollar credit card like those in New Orleans. News is not like it use to be over forty-fifty years ago. It's all now on the networks view either right or left. Whoops need to take my pills, just remembered. Back, and you didn't even know I left. I take high blood pressure and heart pills, three a day. Yried to stop taking them and almost died. Was told never to do that again as I would die. Wow! Have a way out now if I ever feel that way. Hopefully I never will and sure I won't as I am one of those that has to see what the next day holds. Bad or good I don't care. Life is short enough without anyone taking there own because there afraid or did something wrong. Had a friend over last night and we talked for sometime on life. Were close friends, but not the lover type. Or the type that I want as a lover anyways. We just enjoy talking as were both open and honest with each other no matter what. Why not my type? He's a bi as I say but states he is straight because he does prefer women, but when he is fightering then I suppose you could say he's mine for that time period. haha Even when I find that special one then I told him I would give him up as a sexual relief and he said great as he wants to be just great friends. Does that mean anything to any of you that keep up with this Blog? No one seems to like to write in here and wish you would instead of e-mailing as I would love it. As I said I hide nothing and answer all as many of you know. Some may get hurt then so do I when I don't get a reaction that I want. We all need to find thta true soul mate and love and not jump into something just out of being lonely. Well, hopefully someone wants to meet this weekend? Until next time.