Driving through lushes of grass
A dead body laying on pieces of glass
I've just realized what I have done
Can't help but see that it has begun
The insanity will soon consume me
As the ravens settle on the tree
I've realized something too late
That this was the doings of fat
Forcing me to go off the edge
Seeing the colour of orange
Soon it turns red
Seeing the big dent
Darkness fills my once clear vision
I now see the final conclusion
Only death shall soothe me now...
Blood...
The substance that will forever be on my hand
The substance that is now used to bathe the ones I love
What have I done?
Has insanity finally won?
Though one thing's for sure
I'll never use my bloodstained hands ever again
Pain...
Pain is what I'm feeling right now
As I continue to push the sword farther into my right shoulder blade
I closed my eyes
Savoring the pain
Why does Heaven torment me like so?
All I wanted was to be normal
Praying to god works not
Worshipping Satan does Hell
Free me from this unimaginable mental torture
Free me from all...