wrestling tangeled sheets
biting bitter words
yanking hair out
screaming out loud
regreting things that weren't said
wishing i had a spine
wish i could say the things i feel
wish i wasnt scared
wish i wasnt afraid
kicking myself in the ass
wringing my hands in doubt
hanging my head in shame
why cant i have what it takes?
why dont i have what they want?
i regret not being perfect...