adam in stab me til i die land....
once again it has happened.
im alone and saddened.
i was a fool to try again.
i should have know it would happen again.
life dealt me a bad hand, and no chance to redraw.
for real this time... im done... this was the last straw.
i had something wonderful. forever i will cherish.
but now my heart's bled dry... now it will perish.
probably to never beat again with life.
i had found the girl i wanted for a wife.
not good enough? not smart enough?
not good looking enough? not bold enough?
i'll never know. doesn't even matter.
i'll never have another chance...
pardon me... it's time for tea with the mad hatter.