The first cry of the new year,
Seems like so long since the last,
Maybe it has,
I forgot all reasons why i did til' today,
My heart has seemed to fallen to peices,
Looking into the gray eyes of the sky,
It seems to be feeling what i feel,
The role of what i said and he,
Play uncontrolably throughout my mind,
"Sorry for what i said, but yet im not,"
"All i have to say to you is Good-Bye......Good-Bye,"
These words mean one to many things,
Just hopeing the mind that thinks the worse is wrong,
The song i love so,
Plays over and over through my mind,
I just want to know exaclty what hes thinking,
For that would be to impossible,
I can only wonder,
I feel as if he could never hurt me,
Everything he does is in good deed,
To know i did somthing to upset him,
Just hurts and breaks my heart,
What if he thinks im something im not?
What if im not what he wants?
What if this is all just a dream?
All i know is hes everything i dreamed and more,
All i want is the companionship of a man,
The only one i would love best is,
His,
My love,
My Friend,
Time will only tell what he ment by,
"Good-Bye,"
Hopefully just a simple buh bye.