Do i belong here?
I dont know my purpose,
I've tried finding it,
But everytime i do,
I always get lost,
Can someone find me?
Do i belong here....
Im no good,
No good at anything,
I cry all the time,
"Your pathetic,"
Im a bad friend,
"Whats wrong with you,"
Do i belong here....
People say things,
"But there just playing,"
My wrist hurt,
"You need help,"
My friends are trying to kill themselves too,
"Well im sorry i dont know how to help you,"
Do i belong here....
I dont have a talent,
"Your not looking hard enough,"
What if i died tomorrow,
"I could care less,"
Ten days in counting i'll be dead,
"If you say so,"
10,
9,
8,
7,
6,
5,
4,
3,
2,
Right now im here,
In a sec i'll be gone,
I'm writing this letter to tell you,
You were wrong,
I couldnt find myself,
I drownded in tears,
I hope you know i loved you dear,
Remember these words for they will be my last,
These ten days have went way to fast,
I told you,
You didnt believe me,
Well you can grieve and have sorrow,
But remember you'll always have tomorrow,
Buh bye for now,
Remember I love you,
Wait i have a question...
Did i try to grow up to fast?
Well its my time,
Dont forget me and dont cry to much,
It makes you look old,
Stay Kewl!,
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Razor or knife,
Wrong way or not,
Deep or not,
Well here goes,
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I didnt cut deep enough,
One more time,
Okay there we go,
*Crying* "I cant believe im doing this"
Mommy Daddy im sorry,
Only if i knew i belonged.