(Off the Cuff Answers)
1) I feel as if we are near the end of the rapid growth of this website? And do you believe there is a happy ending to this true tale? I don't know. I have written thousands of poems and essays and many children's stories. I have written, oh about a thousand, works about the A-P alone. Of coarse, not all of the A-P works are on this website. So whether the additions to this website cease or continue full tilt really depends on how much stalking the A-P (alleged perpetrator) does from this time forward. As for happy endings, I don't have an answer for that one either. It depends on luck, fate, and the fruit of a lot of people's hard work. It also depends upon a certain person who isn't doing what needs to be done right at the moment. I can tell you that there are some very promising prospects swirling around out there. But then I've been very close to that brass ring before and missed it no matter what I did to grasp it in my hands.
2) Do you believe that the alleged perpetrator (A-P) will continue stalking? Yes I truly and honesty do. I think he's waiting for February to roll around so he can do what at least a few of my poems talk about. And I also think he's stewing in his lunacy trying to cook up some other warped and evil angle. So there are a number of reasons why this website will probably continue to flourish and other similar sites may be needed as well. I'm not opposed to allowing the creation of mirror sites and continuation sites with similar yet different material. However long the A-P perpetrates is how long plus additional time I'll need to process. Processing occurs through many activities, poetry, essays, talking about it, outreach and warning services to other victims or potential victims, and other forms of artistic expression. The way I see it is pretty simple. The A-P has put slightly over two years into stalking the many co-victims, helpless, innocents, Easy Pickens, and me, etc. He's been at it since October 2000. This is probably the longest, largest and most serious commitment of his sorry sick deranged pathetic little life. He's an utter and absolute dismal failure in literally everything else that I am aware of. And he's a bitter jilted obsessed little piss ant of a wannabe man. I say wannabe because no man worth the title of "male" or "man" or even "human" would do what this A-P creep has done. He simply has no worth whatsoever. The A-P is a walking nothing, a mistake in motion, a filthy little cockroach. I suppose the A-P figured that he'd terrorize me most and best by hurting others and the defenseless, but that's not the way it's turned out. His sickening plundering crap and cowardly belly slithering and harming others, creating additional victims everywhere he can, has made the A-P so low in my mind that despite all the ways I've tried to express just exactly how low he is, how much of a roach he is, I haven't succeeded yet. I'm not sure there is a word or phrase or entire sentence in any language that could describe how abhorrent or how much of a low-life milquetoast the A-P is. The A-P has no courage, no decency, no honesty, no clarity, and no sense of honor. The A-P's ideas of what courage is involve those depraved and cowardly actions like those described all over the place in this website. Sometimes I'm tempted to write to all of his wrestling show heroes and tell them about their big fan and what he likes to do to pretend he's Rambo or something. The maniacal stalking behaviors of the past two years prove all of the points on this webpage to me beyond a shadow of a doubt and it also proves that he's either too stupid or too crazy or both to do what would be necessary for him to transform himself into even a marginally quality person. He has stalked himself into a position he can never escape from unless he does the right thing. I believe in Karma, I believe there is a higher entity that is all-powerful and all knowing, and I really think his moment to suffer beyond anything he's done to us is coming. But until then, I think he'll continue stalking.
3) To clarify for our readers, what do you mean by, "A higher entity."? I mean things in the supernatural realm, like God. I'm not a Bible thumper and I rarely discuss these kinds of things, but I think that life forms like the A-P are basically unable to awaken their vision to reality or be aware of consequences that will catch up to them sooner or later. It's obvious to me that due to self-determination and freedom of will that creatures like the A-P seem to get away with countless sick abuses and heinous crimes and victims suffer horrendous permanent losses, heartache, endless onslaughts, you name it, but there's always more to any situation than what you see. Sometimes the more is good and sometimes it's terrible. In the case of the A-P, it will be based on what he's done and on what he does and he will pay the piper one way or another. Every day is a new day when one has full self-determination. But since the A-P is probably still site stalking I should add that paying the piper has nothing to do with any phony death threat artists nor does it have anything to do with the known co-victims or myself. Now the A-P may continue running around fluttering his warped yap to anyone who might listen and by doing this he may tick off the wrong person. But I'm not responsible for the ways in which the A-P might reveal himself and enrage others who aren't connected to me. I'm not even responsible for how mad the A-P manages to make the co-victims. It's the A-P's problem, not mine!
4) It has been a number of days since the last interview, has the alleged perpetrator molested the outdoor stalker tree as its presence has been featured on this website? Not that I'm aware of, no. The canine bark patterns have popped up on several occasions late at night when it's too dark to see who might be lurking out in the desert. So perhaps the A-P has been belly slithering out there with his handy dandy binoculars and maybe some camera equipment. As far as I know though he hasn't ventured in for a closer look. Again the tree likely isn't adequately juicy or Easy Pickens enough for the A-P, it's too close to adult victims, more than one adult victim, that can dial 911. Besides the A-P is so enmeshed in his other sick pursuits and his delusions are so fixed that he probably thinks he knows it all already and whatever he might not know he doesn't want to know because knowing jeopardizes his fantasy. I still don't care one way or another. I don't want anything to do with garbage like this stalker. I believe the A-P needs serious long-term COT away from the co-victims and me!
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