Why can't he --
Blow himself up!
I'd be GREAT!
Terrific shakes!
We could all --
Watch enthralled!
I could tape it!
All over film --
And onto the wall!
I could submit --
It all over the
Internet!
He could do it --
As a service!
Serving the innocents
I'd be terrific!
I'm quite positive --
He'd pop like a tick!
A giant blood thirsty
Blood sucking insect
Tweezing himself --
For what he is
For what he chooses
To be despite it all!
Despite alternatives --
Which he has had
Which he has discarded!
With narry a glance back!
Let's watch him -
Pop himself!
Tweeze himself --
For what he is
For what he chooses
Despite alternatives!
Like a giant tick!
Quicker than licks --
From his absent father's
Proverbial switch!
Quicker than blows --
From his brothers and
Maniacal sister(s)!
Harder than battering(s) --
He claims to have received
As a child! As a child!
Without a father --
Plunged into poverty
From wealth into --
Pauperism!
With no one --
Merely a hapless mother --
Inefficient and addicted
And the brutalities --
Of older siblings
All older siblings
GONE MAD
And tales of father --
Battering his mother
Before he could recall --
Father was GONE before
He could remember --
Anything significant!
Plunged into pauperism --
Without stability
Without their dad!
He's nothing to pity --
He's made his choices
Despite the alternatives --
He's bent on evil intent!
By Lady Lost
Copyright � 2002
All rights reserved
No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. Please contact agent of the author: Mr. Gunther S. Vanludwick at [email protected]
**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this poem is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.
** The contents of this poem, in part, reflect what Lady Lost was told, by this individual prior to the time of these reported stalking incidents.
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The Writing's Warning
My writings --
Are my accounts,
Of what's happened!
If you don't like it!
DO NOT READ IT!
My written words --
Are reality and fiction,
Complexity and simplicity,
Literal and figurative,
Concrete and metaphorical,
Truth and personification,
It is rated --
Both PG and R!
In vacillations!
If you don't like it --
Do not read it!
If it gives you strange --
Destructive urges,
Stop reading NOW and --
Seek help immediately!
If it makes you want --
To do harmful things,
To yourself or others,
See a qualified professional
TODAY!
Utilize a crisis line!
Call a good therapist!
Contact a hospital --
Tell them what you feel!
Do NOT harm anyone!
Things are harmful --
If they would upset,
The victim, victim's friends,
Victim's family or neighbors!
Things are harmful --
If they hurt or disrupt,
Terrorize or coerce!
By Lady Lost
Copyright � 2002
Library of Congress Copyright
International Copyright
All rights reserved
No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. Please contact agent of the author: Mr. Gunther S. Vanludwick at [email protected]
**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this poem is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.
**This is a previously published work added onto this particular webpage for logical reasons.
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- Alleged Perpetrator's Name
<Alleged Perpetrator @ e-mail address> wrote:
To Gunther Ludwick,
I appreciate you publishing my e-mail . It's contents are true and I will extend to you the courtesy of not publishing (Lady Lost's) writings on my web page , but will instead , merely quote them as you quoted me in my first e-mail in which I did not give you permission post . I will also present all evidence to support my conclusion , identify all parties involved , and tell my side of this story . My main motive in doing this is to prevent (Lady Lost) from ever harming (Lady Lost's Son's Name) again , and to give some warning to the public , and yourself , with just what type of predator (Lady Lost) is .
If you want to know what drives me it is simple . This very week a child was murdered by her mother who then killed herself . The mother claimed she and her daughter were dying of a mold infestation so she rubbed both of them out . At any rate it appears that Child Protection Services had been notified as to how unbalanced this women was , yet refused to fulfill their oath to this child and instead , for all intents and purposes marched this kid to her death . This is not an uncommon occurance in these situations and it is my position that this is a case of people failing to protect a child from an abusive parent . I stepped in because I knew no one else ever would . I have requested many times for assurances that this child is safe , all to no avail . This is my primary motive in this matter.
I do not consent to printing this e-mail . If it is printed I will rescind my offer to not print (Lady Lost's) poetry in full.
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<Alleged perpetrator@ e-mail address> wrote:
Ludwick,
I have noticed that your web site has been dismantled . Because I do not know how many people have witnessed your slanderous web page , or who (Lady Lost) may have contacted through this page and attemprted to manipulate to cause me harm ( it is my position that (Lady Lost) has attempted to manipulate people to cause me legal harm and physical harm including the real possibility of having me murdered ) I have decided to move forward with my page and present my side on the internet.
As I have previously stated , I will present my evidence in a comprehensive format and reveal everyones identity in this matter including , (Lady Lost's Father and Mother's Name's) , (Lady Lost and Lady Lost's Husband's Name) and myself .
In addition , I will title my page in such a way that (Lady Lost and Lady Lost's Husband's Names), (Lady Lost Father and Mother's Name's), svan ludwick and Ladylost will be key words and result in hits My purpose in informing you of this action I will be taking is to invite you to have a peak at the evidence supporting my claims so that you know exactly who you have become involved with and to warn you not to buy this child predators lies and attempt to do something stupid on her behalf against me , as you have alredy done.
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