12/12/02
Someone help. I was kidnapped by one-legged green midgets and I've been tied up in a giant tortilla shell for the past month. I gnawed my way out and escaped long enough to write this message so please help. They only feed me black-licorice flavored jelly beans...they smell like cabbage! Uh-oh they're coming! Send help...and cheese for this tortilla!

11/12/02
David, I didn't ask you to stop. Maybe you should read my rant a little better. I was just asking if you think you should stop being bitter. But I wasn't telling you too. I was just curious. I don't know...whatever. I feel like crap. I stayed home sick today and I don't feel like ranting cuz I think I might puke. Have a great day everyone. Peace!

11/11/02
okay for band today...we had to sit outside in the FREEZING cold to play music. Mind you I have a metal mouth piece...wow that feels good after sitting outside in the 32 degree weather. Whatever...it was respectful and the veterens liked it. :D So anyways, David, don't take offense to this cuz I was just wondering but literally...the dene thing happened like 6 months ago. I know she's a bia and all but still...don't you think you should stop being bitter? I was just wondering. :D love ya David!! :) Anywho, I gotta go. Have an awesome week everyone! Peace!

11/05/02
Today was okay. I can't get a hold of this kid but thats ok. I've never been able to get a hold of him. You know, people who are out all the time should get cell phones. It would be super useful. Like literally, what if I died and my friend needed to tell that person I died but he wasn't home because he's never home and he NEVER found out because he doesn't come to school? Wouldn't that be horrible? Then he would miss the funeral too. I have an awesome quote for you guys. "It's just one of those days where I feel like rolling down the stairs going weee!!" LOL!!! Isn't tha awesome? Thanks for that quote woes boy! Anywho, I have some espanol homework and then I best be going to bed. Peace!

11/03/02
okay...so life is alright. Mine isn't absolutley horrible. I've finally found a nice guy. One that isn't shallow like some guys AND he treats me so good. But...i dunno. My parents don't like him. Well, they are worried about him. He just got out of the hospital. whatever. I guess I don't care what they say i just don't like going off and doing stuff behind their backs. :S Does anyone else see that school sucks? I hate it!! I only look forward to three of my classes. Thats sad. Spanish 1 is too easy for me and I've NEVER even taken spanish before. Thats sad. Math is dumb and bio 2 is so boring I want to take a shotgun, shoot myself in the stomach, then proceed to stand up and hang myself. Yes...mrs. geving is that boring. Well, my fingers are numb because someone forgot to put heating in the computer room. Stupid house buliders. peace

10/27/02
You know what? People (including myself) need to learn to stop blowing everything out of proportion. Like recentley I got into a hoe down with a friend and I realzed (after talking with her) that things were not as bad as I originally intended. People, don't be so friggen dramatic about things. Gosh think about it. What is the point on dwelling on it? It doesn't change. Like, fights with friends, aren't that bad, you can fix them. Being grounded isn't that bad. Eventually you get off grounded. Life isn't even all that bad even though it seems like it. Especially when it throws a pile of poop in your face, opens up your mouth and stuffs it full of lizard guts all while dating your current boyfriend and eating those special jellybeans you were saving. You can get over those things. Why don't we focus on things that somewhat matter and have a purpose and a future? School? College? God? I dunno, just think about it people, don't be so over dramatic in everything and be optimistic more then pessimistic. Live life like a child. Don't you see how much fun they have and how care free they are? I just thought I would give y'all some advice. I have a headache but HEY!! it will get better! I think I'm gonna go to sleep though! Nighty nite and sweet dreams!

10/25/02
Hey! I have to get surgery today and that really sucks. As a matter of fact, everything sucks and its pretty much all my fault. I did something I shouldn't have and now people hate me and will never trust me again. Well, I made a mistake and since I can't take back the past, don't dwell on it. There is nothing I can do about it. Whatever. I don't care.

10/20/02
Wow...I have absolutley nothing to rant about. I just got back from youth convention and it was totally awesome and amazing. If anyone wants to hear more about it, lemme know. I just wasn't about to spill everything though on my ranting page. Just in case people don't wanna hear ya know? I hope you all had great MEA weekends. I'm excited to go back to school. I just miss everyone. :D well, I need to go and clean my room. Peace out yo!

10/17/02
wow...I haven't written in a long time. Thats cuz school sucks and I've been so busy trying to keep my grades up its pathetic. Well on a better note, I'm going to youth convention today and that is going to be like super awesome. I mean, I'm away from my parents, I'm in rochestor which happens to be an awesome place and I'll be with my friends in church the whole time!! What more could I ask ofr? Well, yeah I know that may not sound appealing to you guys but it is fun so back off sucka!! lol jk. I'm planning this surprise party for my friend while we are there. I hope no one spoils it. actually, I hope she doesn't know about this website...uh oh. PEACE YO!!

10/9/02
OKay so yesterday I find out that after like 8 years of going to the doctor for a bunch of expensive tests, I find out I have vertigo and I need like a surgery. Now that wouldn't be bad at all. I could handle that but to say that I need to wear a NECK BRACE so i don't throw my balance off, thats pushing it!! I have to wear the friggen neck brace for 10 days!! UGH! ANd to top that off, I don't even get to sleep in my own bed i have to sleep in a RECLINING CHAIR at a 45 degree angle for 5 nights!! Shutup doctors!! You can suck my neck brace!! I don't even care you dumb...ugly. Leave me alone. I'm sick of you and all the friggen contraptions you put me in and all the medicine you prescribe. UGH!!! I can't help I'm accident prone. MAke me a bubble...then I'll be happy. Peace

10/6/02
Yeah, so guys suck. The one I liked had to go and mess everything up by getting himself into a hospital and now my parents don't think that I should be involved with him at all because I "don't need to be in the middle of his messed up life" So I'm trying to talk them into letting him come over and explain himself and then my parents can get to know him better but I dunno if that will all work out. Anywho, I gotta go. I've been waiting to talk to him for like 5 days and I am NOT going to miss that phone call even if there is some sort of fire in my house. Peace out yo!

10/3/02
I HATE PEP FESTS!!! They are so pointless and all people do is argue over which class is better. But really, think about it. Is any class REALLY better then another? I mean, freshmen can't help it that their parents decided to have children when the did. And another thing that sux about pep fests is that I'M IN THE STUPID BAND!!! UGH!! I never get to sit with my friends and no one appreciates the music anyways so we are pointless. Yeah, now I have to go to the stupid homecoming game. PEACE

10/1/02
You know what? I just read martins rants and martin you need to just shutup! Gosh you are so dumb. I mean really, If chad and tom want to feud, let them because it is none of your business. I don't care if you are friends with them because NO ONE is asking you to choose sides. PLus you know chad, he is just messing around. So just stop while your're ahead...oh wait, your not. And also, only david can do the "I'm hungry...but not as hungry as I hate dene." So just stop, its not funny when its coming from you plus you don't make ANY sense when you do it. So just STOP!! Your bugging the crap out of me. And I don't care what you have to say to this. Go ahead and find something about me to rant about. Not like it hurts me any. Peace

10/1/02
I finally gave my two week notice at Leeann Chin!! YES!!! My last day is oct. 13th. :) I'm so happy. Now I just need to find a job that isn't in food service. :P I hate food service. Well, I've been talking with this guy and we are getting to know each other pretty well. I want to go out with him but I am NOT asking him. He has to ask me. If he asked I would just be like ,"yes I'll be your girlfriend." Not really like that but you know. I hate being single. Isn't junior year all about the lovin'? Not really, I just made that up. lol. Well, my math homework is calling my name...Do you hear it? "Nelle, find my angles, it turns me on. " LoL. Peace

9/28/02
Well, I had to work last night and my manager was being SOOO fricken DUMB!!! UGH!! She was like,"there's a crumb of rice on the counter, you need to wipe it down again." She found EVERYTHING wrong with what I did last night resulting in me not leaving until 11:00!! GRRR!!! I HATE MY JOB!!! This morning I got up and i had to wrap presents because I'm going to a stupid baby shower at noon!! ICK!! Well, at least relief comes tonight when I go out to dinner with Joe. ;) Hopefully that will be good. I funna go. PEACE YO!

9/26/02
Hey there. You know what? Math sucks. I can explain a lot of it and I know how to do it but it sucks!! I'm going into ministry when I get older!! I don't need to know how to find the cosine of an angle. I will never use it!! GRR!! Yeah, on a lighter note, I met this kid today. He's a freshmen but he doesn't look like one. He's nice and built and cute AND he likes me!! What else could I ask for? Well actually a lot, but those are really nice. :D So anyways, I'm going to take the time to get to know him some more and then hopefully I have a chance with this kid. My fingers are numb. PEACE OUT YO!!

9/24/02
School stinks. People stink too. Esp. when they don't shower. Okay, so today, I took my biology test and how do you think I did? I think I passed but with a D- or something. UGH!! That makes me really mad. You know what else makes me mad? People that ditch school all the time. It's pointless and you'll never end up anywhere in life if you ditch daily. Gosh, sometimes I'd just rather be at school. Yeah, I gotta go and do HOMEWORK!!! UGH!! Poop on my face!! Peace

9/23/02
You know what? I've been studying for my bio test for like the entire night and I still don't understand any of it. See, I took bio2 because I really liked bio 1 and I thought we would be doing stuff with cells but NOOO!! We are doing stupid stuff with life science that I learned in 7th grade!! UGH!!! One of the things I should know is what an abiotic factor is. Uh...duh! Who doesn't know that? Everyone knows it!! That's like a baby's first word as it comes out of it's mothers womb. Abiotic. just kidding. Yeah, that baby would be a genius. You know what's cool? There is this very nice guy I just met. He's cute, he's funny, he has a great personality and he doesn't mind that I'm all into God and everything. But there is one bad thing. It seems like he likes me but I'm not sure if he does. I'll let everyone know as soon as I find out what's going on. I have to go and study biomes. Peace out yo!

9/22/02
I just wanted to let eveyone know that work stinks. I think that we shouldn't have to work because it's dumb. Well, maybe if I actually had a job I liked or something that would be different but no, I have a job I hate and dread going to. On a lighter note, I had a ton of fun last night. I hung out with a group of friends and we played pyschiatrist (yeah I know I spelled that wrong....shutup) and that was like mondo awesome. Well, now I have to go to STUPID work. Peace

9/21/02
Does anyone know how friggen cool I am?! I set up this part by myself because Chad wouldn't do it. He's lazy. LOL. Just kidding. No stefie actually helped me to. She get me a file. SO it's all good. Now I can rant. Do you want to know what time it is? It is 8:32 in the morning. I'm about to hop on my bike and go to church but still, this is awful early in the morning to be getting up and going somewhere. UGH!! Do you wanna know something else? Why did people have to start becoming stupid. LIke I mean those robbers and rapists. Why did they have to start doing that? They are dumb. IF there were no such things as robbers or rapists, When my parents leave me home alone, I wouldn't have to worry about dying because I live in the ghetto. BUt NOOOOO!! Stupid poor guys who can't get any think that they should just go and get some from a stranger ruined it all!! AHHH!!! Well, whatever. I gotta go make a lunch to take to the work day. Hasta Luego