I've always watched you,
Loved and kind but i feel your words,
They scratch my face,
And your actions now confuse my mind.
I've always wanted to work this life,
Into something i could embrace,
I tried to be someone else you'd hold,
But you just watch me as i drown.
And you make me search my soul,
While i suffer here for you attention.
Lost in my thoughts, am empty hole.
No hope for me to gain redemption
I'll just stay here, hoping you'll see me,
But if you don't, It doesn't matter,
I'll just try and take your life and key,
To answer to why you leave me battered.
Bruised from the truth,
I see theres nothing here for me,
I'm wanting answers from you,
Wanting to know why, you left me here,
I want you to see how nice i can be,
Will you let me,
Come on i am not that bad,
The lonelyness i feel inside of me is torture.
I'll just stay here, hoping you'll see
But if you don't, it doesn't matter,
I'll just try and take your life and key,
To the answer to why you leave me battered
Will you ever return,
For me to hold,
Right now I'm holding on,
To myself, wanting you,
Dazed and confused I stand alone,
Waiting for you to come to me,
Come from whereever you are ,
To come into my arms.
I'll just stay here, hoping you'll me,
But if you don't, it doesn't matter,
I'll just try and take your life and key,
To the answer to why you leave me battered.
Feel my eyes on you at all times,
You'll never know how i fell for you,
But i'll stay here and nver cross the line,
I've heard it all before, I hate to be true,
I lose it all to my emotions,
Watch as it collapses around me,
Desensitised to all devotion,
Hating what i have to be,
See this evil, twisted face,
Blame me or what i have become
Or choose to blame the human race,
All that happens must be done.
Alone i stand
I'll just stay here,hoping you'll see me
but if you don't, it doesn't matter,
I'll just try and take your life and key,
To answer to why you leave me battered