But after all this time I still break down and cry
There are songs that make me lose it
And make me feel like shit
Songs still affect me and make me hurt
Even though its been so long since you burried my heart in the dirt
Why won't this feeling die
Why do you make me break down and cry
I can't take it anymore
I'm tired of falling down and crying on the floor
How can I kill the pain
Before I go totally insane
Is this what you wanted to do
Kill me because I loved you
You're hurting me can't you see
Break this hold you have on me
I can't live like this
All I wanted was eternal bliss
My eyes are swollen and streaming with tears
Quit playing with my fears
I don't deserve to cry like this
It's a feeling I would love to miss
This song wont quit playing in my head
Save me from this and kill me dead
Take the pain away from me
Throw it in the sea
Kill it like you did my heart
And let me have a fresh start
This poem I wrote one night when I was listening to a song and it made me break down and cry because it made me think of an ex-girlfriend. It's hard to believe that after all this time songs can still affect me like this.
