Date:  Fri, Aug 25, 1995 10:35 PM EDT
by markjo@aol.com


Here's how my fantasy usually goes....

I'm either at a job interview or someone has come to my
apartment, maybe a financial analyst, on a sales call.  He's an
older business man, handsome well-dressed authoritative, in a
double breasted suit of exquisite cut, a perfectly matched tie,
the right shoes...(am I ever so superficial as I am in my
fantasies?) 

He's talking to me, droning on in a monologue about portfolios or
job qualifications, I barely notice how boring he is. I barely
notice that he's been mentioning that the room is chilly,
watching me start to shiver, or how light my right arm
feels...that he's actually testing me for suggestibility. Sure
enough my right arm has risen from the arm of  the chair, I'm
just listening to his boring talk on finances, humoring him.  At
this point he starts a more thorough induction, regulating how I
breathe, relaxing each part of my body, using
visualization....you get the idea.  

After a while he tells me that because he could tell how tired I
was, that I should get ready for bed, after all, I'm just alone
in my apartment.  He watches me move about, get undressed, (I
sleep naked), even brush my teeth (after all, I'm alone in my
apartment...).  As I'm doing this,  he mentions that I might want
to watch a movie in the VCR.  Even though I unplugged my TV 3
years ago (TV is evil) I obligingly go through the motions and
stare at a blank screen.  He tells me I'm watching a hot new
porno movie, with a hot sex scene.  The hottest one I'd ever
seen....he starts describing how a cute boy in bed is blowing a
guy who must have just come from work, he's only unzipped his fly
and let his cock hang out, but I've never seen a man that
handsome, have I?  Isn't that boy so lucky.....I'd do anything
for that guy wouldn't you?  anything for that man.....He notices
how excited I've become,  and then starts to describe the man in
the movie, of course he describes himself.  He watches me start
to lick my lips, and then he opens his fly......I admit the
preliminaries get me far more excited than the act.  Would you
like to comment on this (I'd prefer actually to hear how your pet
fantasy goes....)  

One other detail.  Before telling me that I probably wouldn't
even remember the little "conversation" we just had he mentions
that when we talk again If I saw him adjust the knot of his tie,
I'd feel my mouth get uncomfortably dry...like the sahara...and I
know that I'd have to suck him.  I wouldn't question it at all,
in fact I'd feel very comfortable....

I hope you enjoy this. It feels wild to be able to share it with
someone.