| By: Kirsten His eyes scanned the pages of the magazine quickly glimpsing at the picture on each page, nothing came to interest at first as he laid awake on his bed with Jack Danials at his feet. He suddenly stopped on page 84, his eyes quickly zoomed into the picture of a young girl with black flowing hair and a smile to die for. He couldn't help but stare at Amanda, his old girlfriend. She had moved on but he still stayed with her in his heart. He did not want to move on she meant to much to him, even if she did not realize it. His heart sank as he read the article underneath the beautiful picture of Amanda. It was all about had she had fallen for another guy, and that me and Aj were still good friends. My ass good friends he thought to himself. She had left him and she expected to stay close with him still. No that's not how it went. She had broke his heart, he wasn't go back to her again, even if he had an internal love for her that would never go away. He even hated the fact that he had to admit he still loved her. But that didn't mean he liked her, love and like where two different things. Love you couldn't stop but liking someone you could and he did not like Amanda one bit. He studied her face remembering her presence in the bed he know laid in. He felt like crying, but he didn't want to be a pussy, he didn't want to admit to himself that she had gotten to him. He wanted to prove he was stronger than that. |