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..HeAr My Stories.. LiFe Is Hard Dakara HappY yo!

*Again* Hyahahahahaha NARSIS MODE ON

*again* Narsis mode on! Lots of pic ne? *LOL*

DATE : November, 26^th 2004

MooD: Aitaiiiii yoooooooo!

Song: Dear My Friend (ARASHI)

Moshi Moshi Minna!!!!

Hontou ni tsukaretta yooooooo! Hiqs today just did my first co ass exam. That was not bad I guess. But my head still ache coz I can’t sleep well on these past two days and maybe because the effect of one cup of coffee that I’ve drank last night (just one cup and that’s already makes me wakes all night.. oh I’ll never try to drink coffee again after this!).

Oh btw… OO-chan otanjobi omedetou ^^ !!! Almost forgot this but YUS reminded me.

This week is soooooo “heheheheheheheh”. Oh I finally meet my old friend. He is my elementary school’s friend and we were really close that time coz we shared a same class and his house was near mine. So we had spent a lot time together that time. Oooh! Really miss him coz last time I met him was 7 years ago (I guess). And he is changed! OMG really changed!!!!! He knows my cell phone’s number from my friend and then start sms-ing me two days ago. And his first SMS just “Lala…still remember me?” *LOLs*. And I just like “who the hell is this? SMS me.. calling me with my nick name (only my family and some of my friends calls me that).” OMG turned out to be him! And we talked at 4 in the morning. Hm *elementary school mood’s on”.

Oh… haven’t chat with HIM for couple days. Hm where is HE? On his last sms he said that there is something wrong with his computer.

Booooooooooooreeeeeeeeed yo!

OK I guess that’s all for today… coz there is no one of my friends online this time. (Just YUS). And I guess I have to study again tonight. Oh well…

Jaa ne!

~Sakurai no miko said “LiFe Is HaRD (T.T) DakaRa HAPpY (^o^)” @ 20.00~

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Date : November 18th 2004

Mood : Kyou wa atashi no Tanjobi desu!

Song : Matsujun Hatachi song (arashi How's it Goin concert)

Here to see me year to year ^^

Nove,17^th 2004

23.00

Oh Ok!

It’s just one hour before my birthday ^^. Just wanna post some words. *LOL*

Oh I have a nice chatt with HIM today. And I luv chatting with him! Oh btw these are some sketch from him. Hope he don’t mind I put it in here ^^!

*LOL* isn’t that cute? Ah too bad he couldn’t wake with me this night…

Oh just 50 minutes to go… Now I’m checking for mail and upload some pic on photobucket. Gya! I just woke up from weird dream. On that dream, I saw all of my Japan-tour friends. Oh I guess I just wanna go to Japan again. Hm… I’ll stop writing right now. And start writing again at midnight.

Oh wanna post this banner too!! Vina reminders me that now is already okacchi’s b’day (oh I forgot the 2 hour differences *LOL*). So… Otanjobi omedetou! Okacchi!! Aw maybe I’m your new fans (start like him from February coz of KCE), but I’ll support u forever ^^.

Thanks for the tips Vina ~chuu~ (hope the banner's working)...!

Oh 15 minutes to go!

Nove,18th2004

00.00

YAY!! happy B'day ME!!! Hatachi desu! Kya~ what will happen after this? *LOL* oh I have a dinner plan with my Onee-chan tonight. And some chatt plans with HIM *LOL*. Oh Have already collect some SMS. And received some calls. *LOL* i'll wait till morning comes yo!

Oh thanks CISKA!!!! For the card!! Suki Yo!!! Here you could see ciska's card for me ^^.

~Sakurai no miko said “LiFe Is HaRD (T.T) DakaRa HAPpY (^o^)” @ 01.15~

wakakakaka have made some changes. Coz i guess there are too many pics in here. So I made some link wakakakakaka! *Crazy mode on*

Planning to wake until Shubuh come (coz i don't want to late for Sholat Shubuh yo)...

Hehe Jaa ne!

~Sakurai no miko said “LiFe Is HaRD (T.T) DakaRa HAPpY (^o^)” @ 03.00~

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Date : 11月17日2004年

Mood : Tomorrow is my Bday!

Song : Ai Nanda (Okacchi’s natsucon2003 version)

逢いたくて逢いたくて。

夢で君を抱きしめてみる。

追いかけて追いかけて。

深い迷路をさまよってる。

逢いたくて逢いたくて。

夢じゃない本物の君に。

逢えなくて逢えなくて。

行き場のない想いに溺れてる。

~BLUE~ (ARASHI)

Message for K.A.E.D.E : arigatou for d song!*Chuu*

Gya~ tomorrow is my birthday and I haven’t plans anything for that. I have already post my birthday wishes and list on my last entry, so I have nothing to do right now. Not feel boring today (uhm! NOT! I think I feel bored a little).

I’ve made lots of moving pic of aiba and sho yesterday. And have sent that to onee-chan (enjoy nee!). And I’ve made lots pic of myself too (again…*narcis mode on*). Still curious with what Juju said on our last chatt. Majide? She said that I look like Sha Shi (MARS). Eeh? Majide? (pic yang mana siy JU yang mirip?). Nee-chan agreed with her. Ciska (who btw haven’t seen the drama yet) is the only one who not comments at that. Oh Sha Shi? I hate that girl… urgh! Her spoiled behavior to Ling makes me wanna … But at least she ever been love by Ling. LOL

Oh I’ve made banner for okacchi’s bday too (*lirik lirik Vinna*). Aw! Can’t wait to put that on my blog ^^. I made it special hohohoho! Hey! How’s about my study plan? I’m not even touch the neurology book yet. Owch! But I’ll do that after I post this entry.

I guess i've post tooo much pic wakakaka...

Plan for b’day? hum! I’ll online from 9pm till 12am hohohohoho.

Jaa ne

~Sakurai no miko said “LiFe Is HaRD (T.T) DakaRa HAPpY (^o^)” @ 13.00~

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Date: November,16^th2004

Mood: 2 days to go >.< (preparing banner for okacchi)

Song: Walking in d rain (ARASHI) *I played this song for you too K.A.E.D.E–kun. Coz u love rains LOL*

Ayaya! It’s me again! It’s almost 2.00 am and I still can’t sleep! OMG what’s wrong with me?

I used to have a plan for study today. But guess what?? I didn’t do that! I’m not even touch that neurology book. Oh I have to do it tomorrow. Start from tomorrow I’ll start fasting again (utangku buanyak niiy >.< have to start paying it from now). Ow I feel so bored today and kinda upset coz my bro will go to JAKARTA on Wednesday and I can’t come!!! Hiqs poor me! Oh! To avoid the boringness, I’ve made sho-kun moving pic hehehe.

Oh! None of my friends online in messenger! *LOL* who will online in such time? Could I be more baka? *Chandler’s mode on*.

Ok I guess that’s all. I’ll posting again latter (if I have something to post wakakaka). Oh i guess i have post lots of pic this month gyahahaha.

Jaa ne.

~Sakurai no miko said “LiFe Is HaRD (T.T) DakaRa HAPpY (^o^)” @ 02.00am~

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Date: November,14^th 2004

Mood: 4 days to go~~~~

Song: La tormenta Chapter 2 (Say A.Ra.Shi!!!!)

MINNAL AIDZIN WALFAIDZIN MINNA-SAMA!

IDUL FITRI Omedetou GOZAIMASU!!

Huqs! feel so bored today! I just wanna post some words.

So…I went to my grandmother’s house this morning. But couldn’t spent long time in there coz my parent have to go to some place. I met my dad’s family there. Kinda fun! Hey! My “indo” cousin looked cho~ kakoiiii! (jelas aja la wong bapaknya bule aussie sich). Fu fu fu.. he has grown up. And when I told him that I have to go he said “loh! Kog cepat sekali”. Aw! Cho~ kawaiiiii hihihihihihihihi. One of my aunts said that I looked like a pretty doll. Fuaaaa she said that makes me *hazukashiiiiii* aw! Narsis mode on!!! So… all runs very well until my dad screwed all the things up by saying something about “why me don’t have a boyfriend yet” (So what gitu loh?). Fuuu he thought that I can’t get one so he have to help me to get one. I have to argue with him about that. Oh I hate having argued with him (percuma banget deeeh). And one thing he have to noted that I don’t have a boyfriend yet is not because there are no boys want to be with me! Bleeeeh >.< yang bener aja!!!!

Ok enough about that. I hate to talk about boys if that includes my dad. OMG forgive me!!! Eeeh baru aja abis maaf-maafan hihihihihihi… Gomen ne Otou-chan. Demo… I don’t like while you said that things (>.<). I’ll find someone. Yakusoku yo! I’ll find someone and he will be the best.

Oh just thought about my birthday list: (not yet my birthday hehe but I have thought about it huwahaha)

• Arashi 5x5 album (have ordered it from gonzo… thanks Q-chan!). (aw! Money flying…)

• Arashi Pika**nchi Double (have promised nee-chan to buy her dvd). (again… money flying…)

• Arashi Izaa now concert DVD (Aw! Could someone help me to order this one?? Really wants it!! But dun know how to get one!?!? Eh? Should I get the overseas version? *that’s cheaper!!!*).

• This month Johnny’s magz except for WINKUP ^o^

• Some sketching tools (have ordered this to my friends hohohohoho).

• Some money maybe hehehehehehe… to pay all the stuffs I want. *LOL*

• Aw!! Couldn’t think of anything more…

Wish list:

GOD please …

• Make me a better person.

• Let my family and my friends always there besides me. Loving me, caring me.

• Let me be a good doctor!

• Let me through all of this.

• Give me a boyfriend (>.<). Not just a boyfriend, but someone who could love and caring me all the time. Guiding me, accompany me for all the good or bad situation. Someone that I really love too, and someone who could make me wanna spend my life forever with him! Coz.. Aisareru yori Aishitai yo ! ho ho ho

• Will think about it again latter…

Oh and I have my new top10 list (hehehe!)

New top10 List:

1. Sakurai sho (You’ll always be my ichiban yo sho-chan).

2. Yamashita Tomohisa (Aww.. my love for you’ll never change!!)

3. Matsumoto Jun (Aw! Dear my petto… welcome to my san-ban!!)

4. Yokoyama Yuu (Hyaaa~ yoko-chaaaan!!!! up from hachi-ban to my shi-ban)

5. Aiba Masaki (Gomen ne nee-chan… but I love his baka-ness too!! Wow! He jumped from my juu-ichi-ban to my go-ban)

6. Akanishi Jin (Straight your hair back.. so I could considering to put you back on my san-ban >.<).

7. Okada Junichi (my twin brother hohoho but not in the same year. Oh please sing ai nanda for me >.<) down from roku-ban to nana-ban.

8. Doumoto Koichi (Gya! You’re look like a prince to me! Prince baka hehehehe. Down from my go-ban to my hachi-ban).

9. Tackey&Tsubasa (Aw! They’re inseperable yo!)

10. Ayukawa Taiyo (My future affair!!)

Aw!! Got some call! Hehe…

Jaa ne…

~Sakurai no miko said “LiFe Is HaRD (T.T) DakaRa HAPpY (^o^)” @ 11.00~

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Date: November, 13^th 2004

Mood: Sleepy dakedo Happy!

Song: Go Now (FOUR TOPS)

Mo Mo Minna!!!!

Yay I’ll have a “Lebaran” holiday start from Monday until Friday! **. But I still have to study. **

Today I woke late at 8.30am. Wow! That’s a record huwahahahaha. I feel so tired so I just don’t want to wake early in the morning like usual (and me didn’t have to wake for “sahur” either…hehehehe). (Aw! My house is so busy!!)

So… today is also the last day of “Ramadhan” ne?! I couldn’t join fasting. And tomorrow I guess I couldn’t join the “Sholat Ied” either (Aww! Poor me… ). Yesterday my brother had a “buka bersama” in my house. He invited some of his friends (zenbu wa otoko yo!). It was so fun hehehe (lumayan.. bisa liat cute ).

Oh I have already done my “co-ass job”. Argh! Not done… I mean I have already started it. Kya~ that’s sooo… tiring! But that’s kinda interesting too… I guess. Oh I have to love that job! I join the pediatric lab for this week. Oh the neurology’s lab really scared me (and I will have a night shift too in there)! Have to study hard ne!! Oh I’ll learn to be more serious!

Finally I’ve watched all the ANWA episodes. Huwaaa! Really love it!!! Arashi ga daisukiiiii yo!! I love all the episodes. And I couldn’t stop gazing sho kun. Kya~ he is so kakoiii! And this time I couldn’t stop laughing at aiba’s stupid moves. Aw! Baka aiba (lirik lirik nee-chan). I just realized that! Arashi no baka na hito wa Oo-chan jaa arimasen yo! Kare wa aiba-chan yo ! Huwahahahahahhaha. Looked at his words, his stupid moves makes me wanna …. (but he is still kakoii yo nee-chan). Really like the “cake decoration” episode. Aiba and oono have to decorate a cake at that episode. And look what aiba’s done with his cake. OMG I don’t even think to eat it (masa topping buat kuenya… abis dicoba ditaruh di atas kue!). Aiba is not decorating his cake! He just piles up his cake.

Here to see ANWA caps i made

Hey! 5 days to go! And I’ll have my 20^th birthday. Fitrie-chan made a mistake by sending me a “birthday SMS” yesterday. Hahaha that’s ok yo! Arigatou ne!

Oh almost forgot!!!

OTanjobi omedetou Kimura Takuya!!!!

November is a busy month! Hohoho I don’t believe it, lots of johnny’s celebrating their birthday.

Oh I have to go minna…

Before that “MINAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN” to all of you! Forgive me if I have done anything wrong. Let’s start whole brand new days with a new white pure heart.

Jaa minna… Happy Lebaran!!!

Sakurai no Miko said “Life is Hard Dakara HappY” @10.00

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Date: 8^th November 2004

Mood: 10 days Left!

Song: Cool Magic City (KANJANI8)

Moshi moshi minna!!!

Oh I really pissed of yesterday ! I have almost done my new layout while the computer suddenly turns off! OMG I even haven’t have a time to save my work first. Padahal aku ngerjainnya 3 jam loh! Oh I’m sooooooooo upset. Then I decided to work on it today ^^;;;.

And here it is… my new layout for November. Haha I’ve told to everyone that I’ll make a mixed pic for my new layout (*wink to ciska*). Actually I have already made it. But… when I saw arashi’s pic in potato (thanks to nee-chan who have sold her magz to me *hugs*). (aw!) I couldn’t stand it! Hehe I have to use it in my new lay out’s pic. Well I guess I still the biggest fans of ARASHI right? So I remake my layout’s pic. But the yamapi’s pic is the original one (itu pic emang udah mo kupake dari awal). Coz I really love this yamapi’s pics. Look at him! He is so kakoiiiiii in red ne (*wink wink to Dianne who doesn’t like red)?? I mixed the pics hehehe (m.f.l.a = misce fac lege artist *some pharmacy’s word*). Is it looked weird? Hahaha ARASHI & YAMApee (my biggest obsession).

Oh I received lots of vcds this week. I really couldn’t wait for this month “patungan IJ” and “ANWA” (padahal yg kemaren aja belon sempet ketonton hehe). Thanks to mami marsa too for the v6 circus. I really in love with Kanjani’s song right now! Cool magic city and Hana no naniwa iro habushi. Thanks to Dianne who had compiled the pv for me ^^! Yokoyama is soooo cute!! Although subaru’s voice really screwed that song a little (*lirik lirik diti*). And I feel sorry for one of kanjani member (tadayoshi okura?) hahaha (kasian kebagian mukulin bedug melulu!).

Yesterday I have a nice chatt with my friend cindy (kya~ chuugoku wa dou?) and my australian friend Julian (he promised to give me his pic, but he never did >.<). A! And I have a nice chatt with sakura too ^^ (have to chatt with her again next time).

About my lectures…

Yesterday I had a Pra-KKN test. What the hell is that? It’s just a formality test I guess. KKN masiy brapa taun lagi aja udah dibuat ujian sekarang. Huh!

And start from tomorrow, I’ll do my “co-ass” thing job in the hospital. Huwaaaaa! I’ll work on pediatric’s lab for the first time. But I guess the pediatric lab is the simplest one than the other lab. And I heard that there will be no post test for this lab?!? *Praying.. hope that rumor is true!* But after that I’ll move to Neurology’s lab. OMG the post test will be an oral test! *Faint* Mana dosennya jahat jahat pula… Hiqs! I hope I’ll get through all of this sooner.

Hehehe I bought a lot of dvd yesterday *piracy mode on!*. I bought”Millenium Actress(Japanese anime)”; Shark Tale”; “MULAN II”; “Whole Ten Yards (aw love the matthew perry)”; “Princess Diary 2”; and “The three musketeers (Donald-Goofy-Mickey new movie)”. Kya~ luuuv the three musketeers… soooo cute to see the three of them join in one movie. Really cute movie! And right now I’m watching the “millennium actress”. I think it’s kinda nice movie too. Oh I found “Thunderbirds” too yesterday! But there is no Japanese audio… jadi percuma juga ga bias denger suaranya V6 hehehe. But the seller said that it is a big & famous movie.

My birthday is 10 days left. Oh! I’ll turn 20 this year. I guess there will never be any differences. I mean me still me. oh I have to make a wish list ne?

Btw.. otanjobi omedetou Tomoya nagase (nove, 7^th). And for Ryo (3^rd nove) too. Hehe lots of birthday in November!

I guess that’s all for today ^^.

Wanna watch “tru calling” ….hehe my fave Sunday’s drama.

Jaa ne…

Sakurai no miko says “Life is Hard Dakara HappY” at 11.00 am

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