| SMILES - N - CRYES I REMEMBER YOU SAYING "IT WON'T HURT IF YOU LAY STILL." ME NOT WANTING THE PAIN I LAY MOTIONLESS. ALL YOU COULD THINK ABOUT WAS THE.....THE PLEASURE YOU WOULD OBTAIN FROM SUCH A GAIN...THE GAIN THAT WOULD SNATCH AWAY MY INNOCENTS..WITH SUCH A GRIP YOU ALSO RIPPED AWAY MY SOUL. THE WILL TO SPEAK ON WHAT I TRULY FEEL. YOU TOOK AWAY MY SMILES AND LEFT NOTHIN BUT CRYES...STREAMS POURING FROM THE TEAR DUCTS OF MY EYES. ME BEING SO YOUNG COULD ONLY THINK WHY? WHY ME, OPPOSE TO THOSE FEMALES WHO YOU COULD CONFIDE? YOU SAID IF I DIDN'T TELL YOU WOULDN'T DO IT NO MORE. FOREVER SILENT....BECAUSE OVER AND OVER YOU LIED. NOW AS I GRACE THE LANDS I WEAR UPON MY FACE THE MASK TO KEEP MY SMILES WHILE I KNOW WHY THIS CAGED BIRD CRYES. MOMMY ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT THAT PART OF ME WAS PRIVATE..BUT YET IN PRIVATE IS WHERE AND WHEN YOU TOUCHED ME..THE PARTS OF ME THAT WERE PRIVATE IS WHERE IT HURT. MAD AT THE WORLD FOR BEING SO BLIND. NOT KNOWING WHO TO TELL. CONTINUOUS CRIES THROUGH THE DARK GRAY SKYES. CONSTANTLY PLAYING PRETEND...ALL YOU'LL EVER SEE IS THE SMILES FROM THIS LITTLE GIRL I HIDE INSIDE; I'LL NEVER CRY AGAIN. I'M DONE PLAYING...... |
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