Reader's feedback, Jul 2003
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Are the alternatives to spanking better?
Date: Thu, 31 Jul 2003
Spanking, caning, beating. It's an historical topic nowhere
better addressed than in the classic "The Life Of Dr.Johnson"
by James Boswell. Johnson is quizzed about the subject by
Boswell in the face of a public prosecution of a school master
who seriously beat the boys in his classes.
Dr. Johnson, who was himself caned seriously, and even brutally,
by his teacher, nonetheless defends whipping as an important
part of both child raising and discipline. He asserts (see
Boswell's Life of Johnson) that such punishment of boys is
defensible. In fact, any other punishment (of the same quality
for the same offense) is considerably undesirable, says Johnson.
It is much less effective and desirable than corporal punishment.
Indeed, the question is not whether physical punishment is
humane, the question is whether the alternatives are better!
Johnson thinks not. So do I.
Send the kid to his room? Deprive him of TV? Lecture him on
the problems of his behavior? etc. etc. But kids have no problem
foregoing any of the above activities. Lecture him? Well,
that gets us into the rather nasty matter of psychological attacks.
Don't want to spank? What is it you have in mind to use to
terminate bad behavior? Send him or her to the bedroom?
Demand restrictions? Lecture the child on good behavior and
moral activity? He can still curse you, ignore you, do his own
private thing. He is still a rebel against authority. But
there is, in fact, very little 'come-back' from any child after
a good spanking! After that, not much can be said or thrown
up in the parental face. And nothing rivets attention of a boy
or girl like a spanking! Nothing. In fact, the alternative of
psychological attack, personality assessments, comparisons with
other siblings or other kids....all that is very, very destructive.
A good spanking is over soon, with no lingering after-effects on
a kid's mind or emotions.
Of course, a case can be made for the nasty effects of hitting
anyone, as anti-spanking advocates always make. No doubt about
it :Opponents of spanking go over it again and again. Who can
disagree? But the question not addressed is just what are the
alternatives?. Take a look and they are all much more brutal,
ego-destroying, behavior destroying than a good hard spanking.
The alternatives proposed attack a child's ego, his self, with
lectures and restrictions that really make no impression.
So the question at last is not how undesirable spanking is versus
any of the alternatives? But are the alternatives worse than a
spanking? I think they are. Incredibly, so do most of the teens
writing this site. Most parents would never have dreamt they
would see such from teenagers.
Not sure? Okay. But just look at the overwhelming dominance of
letters from teens on this site over the last 3 years! I mean
letters from teens, even older ones, either supporting the spankings
they get.,or asking the site to tell their parents how much they
wish they did get real spankings.
Odd? Masochistic? Not really. These honest kids understand that
a good, sharp, physical punishment is much more desirable than
the psychological, emotional, ego-related on -going attacks that
form the alternatives.
Hey, parents, your kids want a licking, not a lecture! Just
read the letters on this site!.
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Re: reader response
Date: Thu, 31 Jul 2003
Thank you for adding the note after "layer cake" under
technique on your website. When I wrote my original April
30 e-mail, recommending the "layer cake" method, I was not
even thinking about teens.
For one thing, parents for whom spanking is still an active
regimen generally have their own particular technique, to
which the children are accustomed, fully developed by the
time children reach their teenage years. For another, my
wife was instructing parents whose children were about half
to three-quarters the age of the 16-year-old whose comments
were posted in your June 2003 reader feedback section.
Actually, now that I think about it, when - as mentioned in
my April 30 e-mail - we paddled our youngest (then a senior
in high school) she did not cry either. However, by the
time we finished, there was no doubt in anyone's mind that
the message got through - much as I suspect it probably
did with the 16-year-old. (Nevertheless. if you have any
contact with her again, please offer her my sincerest
apologies for giving her parents incomplete advice as that
was not my intent.)
One of best things about your website is that it gives parents
and children a springboard from which to discuss options.
That is, along with the ability to modify instructions as
needed, one reason - as I suggested in an earlier e-mail -
why, despite their impermanence, websites are preferable to
the fixed text in books. (Of course, the website could be
downloaded onto a CD or printed in hardcopy, and treated
in the manner of a college-style handout.)
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: maintenance spankings
Date: Mon, 28 Jul 2003
A friend put me onto your site, and it is very good. Thanks!
One of its best letter contributors, I think, is a young man
who wrote 3 letters last September sequencing the development
of spanking in his life as a teen. Honestly, the young man
writes well, writes honestly, with lots of detail, and even
humor. His last letter was in May of this year. In that he
walked us all through his father's proposal to him one evening
of something he called 'maintenance spankings.'
All other topics related to spanking have been covered by you
and by the many letters to your website. But not this one.
This one is unique. My friend that I mentioned is seriously
thinking about it in regard to his 16 year old boy, and he
has urged me to do the same with my 17 year old. The two
boys are pals. Both get paddled bare bottom, but rarely.
Still, they both know it can happen. They both accept it as
good for them and much better than being grounded or lectured.
My friend and I are still talking it over, weighing the pros
and cons. Like a lot of teens, our boys don't think much
about consequences, so they mindlessly get caught up in one
much less than desirable activity after another. And of
course, there is much, much they are not caught at. So they
both could really use something to remind them of consequences
regularly, and to make them much more mindful and reflective
on a daily basis. And as well also to clear the slate of the
many things they do and not been punished for.
The two boys are constant pals, so what happens with one is
now of importance to what happens to the other. So, before
my friend and I commit to maintenance spankings we are wondering
how the boy who originally raised the topic in May feels about
it all now. What was decided about it in his own home? How
does it work? What are the steps and procedures involved?
Is a maintenance spanking for him more a symbolic reminder
than a real punishment -- ie. with little pain? If he gets
them, what is involved and what does he think about it ?
At no other place on your site than this young man's candid,
even humorous, letters is the topic of maintenance spankings
ever mentioned. My friend and I do not want to start it all
with our boys, then drop it later. But it is hard for us to
decide the matter without getting feedback from a teen who
experiences it, who knows what it is all about.
We'd like to move on about this topic and would appreciate help.
As above, we feel we cannot do it with one of our boys and not
the other: their lives are too intertwined. We'd like some
evaluations of this idea. Thanks.
(SWL's reply, July 30, 2003:)
If you're interested in my opinion on "maintenance spankings",
I'm strongly against them. A punishment - any punishment -
should be fair, above all. Fairness means it must be well
deserved, and in proportion to the offense committed. If
there was no offense, there should be no punishment.
Spankings are among the hardest punishments available and
should be given only for major offenses, if at all.
Do you know the principle "in dubio pro reo"? Because of
this principle, it is never morally justifyable to give a punishment
for unknown or unproven offenses. Imagine your state
incarcerated every citizen regularly, say once a year for a
duration of three days, "as a reminder", or "for the crimes
they may have committed but were not caught"!
K's father violated the punishment agreement they made.
"Maintenance spankings", of course, were never a part of
it.
If you and your friend think your boys may need a reminder,
it should be no more than that - a reminder. Verbal. That's
my POV.
SWL
(in another mail, July 30, 2003:)
And thank you for a prompt and well articulated response.
You are quite right, and your arguments are irrefutable.
Moreover, I'd forgotten the issue of the agreement. Dad
did break it, and everyone who reads your site knows it.
I can't believe he has thought it through himself.
Hopefully you shared the ideas you have written here with
the 17 year old so that he may use them. And, as I suspect
there are others than my friend and I thinking about the
topic since he wrote, perhaps you should put this letter
of yours on the site inserted after his own. Or, if you
wish, put it after my letter if you put that on the site.
Of course, if you don't put mine on the site that is fine
with me. Now I'm kind of ashamed of it. Again, thanks.
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: this is wrong
Date: Fri, 25 Jul 2003
Hi..i am aware that your website is basically the pros of spanking a child or
teenager. But here is a good message to parents. When you spank a child you
are sending out a strong message that your childs behavior is wrong. That is
the what most punishments are used for. But what achieved? after a spanking a
child will know never to do what he/she was spanked for again. but what will
they do instead? By spanking you are not giving your child and choices. They
no not to commit the act but dont know what to do instead. Say your child draws
on a wall. You can sit your child down and discuss the consequences. Then you
can tell your child better choices he / she can make...like drawing a picture on
paper for the refridgerator. Give your child options so that he/ she can make
better choices in the future. By spanking you are eliminating the childs
ability to make the btter choice and to understand the consequence of making a
bad choice. see the difference...??
Also the only thing a child will learn from it is that hitting is okay. You
wouldnt expect your son or daughter to hit another child at school for calling
them a name. All they learn from spanking is that hitting is a good way to teach
someone else not to commit an act. Plus if you dont think that it is right for
someone else to hit your kids then why is okay for you to hit your kids?
Hitting is morally wrong. Parents can lose control whether they have love
behind them or not. It is in our nature to become angry. When hitting a child
a parent can become over aggressive and that can lead to abuse. Also a spanking
can be traumatic for a child. They could then grown up with many anger or
emotional dissabilities. Both of my parents have that problem yet i was only
hit 2 times my entire life. Ididnt learn anything from that except dont do it.
btu i didnt know what to do instead. Instead give your child the choice and a
civil punishment like a chore or losing a toy for a month. Then sit down with
your child and discuss alternatives to bad behavior...it worked for me and i
didnt have to be in physical pain either. think about it!
Please take this to consideration and show it to people. they should hear
the other side of the argument also.
thanks and stop spanking
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Clear & Consistent
Date: Fri, 25 Jul 2003
You have an informative and useful site. Family discipline is a difficult area
for most parents and your site will be a great help to those who decide to
spank. As a father of two boys living in Scotland, I was frequently spanked when
I was growing up and now believe that it is the effective way with my own kids.
Clear and consistent rules really help take away the doubt and concern and
reduce arguments in the home. I made sure that as soon as possible the boys knew
and understood what they would punished for; Disobedience, Dishonesty,
Disrespect, and Lack of attention and effort at School and Bible class.
They were always punished the same consistent way between the ages of 3 and 14.;
over the knee, spanked twice their age on the bare bottom, and sent to their
room to reflect on what the had done.
In a busy home I did find it useful to note down what they were each punished
for, to help monitor any behaviour trends and be able to do something about it.
So far the boys have grown up happy, secure, and more importantly with good self
discipline.
I hope people who use this site might find my experience simple, useful and
straightforward.
(from Scotland)
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: I was a naughty girl
Date: Fri, 25 Jul 2003
Dear SWL,
On 11-01-2003 and 26-01-2003 I wrote to you about my spankings.
In the meantime I am now a girl of 17 years old.
In the first letter I mentioned that I had improved my behavior in such a way
that I deed not earn a spanking in the last 3 month.
And now 5½ month later I stil have not gotten a spanking.
I am very pleased and so are my parents an especially my mom.
I am now quit sure that I will never be spanked again,because my behavior
has improved so much.
In a letter of 16-02-2003 (that I read recently) Dr A stated that it sounds that
I enjoyed my spankings, but that is absolutely not true.
The only thing was that (when I was very naughty) I preferred a spanking instaed
of other punishments.
At the same time I learned from your site that another 16-year old girl still get
spanked on her bare bottom.
I asked my mom about the meaning of "S&M" (Dr A referred to) and after she
explained this I know that these practices has nothing to do with my mom or me.
But I am still glad that my parents raise my brother and me in the strict
way they did and do.
Still with love
E(...)
(from the Netherlands)
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: im in a tight spot :/
Date: Fri, 25 Jul 2003
hey,
ok, im a 15 year old guy. ive never exactly been an angel, and
my mum has never hardly ever punished me so ive pretty much done
what i want my whole life (dont worry i never did anythign very
bad). a few days ago my mum was looking on the net for help with
punishing me (got in trouble at school) and she found the punishment
selector site and it picked spanking. so i ended up getting
spanked with a stick/switch whatever u wanna call it. i dont
consider myself a pussy or anything, but it stung like hell but
she just kept on smacking me with it, and i ended up in tears.
when she stopped i just stormed off into my room. now as u can
imagine i was pretty shocked, id hardly been punished ever and
my mum just suddenly comes up and spanks me. i was so embarassed,
you would never know how embarassed i felt, and after a while and
the stinging finally stopped i was thinking about it and i started
crying from being so embarassed (i was already pretty messed up so
i started crying pretty easily). i stayed in my room for the rest
of the night cause i was too embarassed to show my face and i was
sooooo pissed off at my mum. i locked my door and stuff cause i
didnt want her to walk in and see me sitting on a cushion which
would only have satisfied her. so the next morning i felt a little
better and i did go down and my mum didnt do much except mention a
few things about hoping id learned my lesson or something. so
anyway that day i came home from school with another detention
for skipping school, and she spanked me again. now this was even
worse because i already had bruises on my butt from the day before.
so i ended up in tears again and i i stormed off to my room again.
i hate it after i get the spanking cause i dont wanna look at my
mum cause its so embarassing and plus im crying. so i spend the
rest of the day in my room feeling embarassed and pissed off at
my mum. the next day i didnt get in trouble at school or anything,
but on the way home i was thinking of ways to get my mum to stop
spanking me so i went home and started swearing and stuff to try
and get her to spank me so that i could show it didnt hurt and
that it didnt work. she did spank me again and i ended up in
tears which kinda made my plan backfire. it was pretty stupid
cause i thought i would be able to just hold in the tears but
she just kept smacking and smacking and i couldnt. but this time
instead of going to my room i went and lay on the couch and cried
cause i didnt want to have to go to my room for the rest of the
day cause i was sick of it, plus if i did it would be to shameful
to come out again. so after i stopped crying i went out of the
lounge and i saw my mum and i was so pissed off at her but i didnt
do anything (normally i would have swore my ass off at her) and
now shes using that as an excuse to say its working. anyway ive
managed to behave lately and havnt had a spanking since which is
good cause the bruises are still there, but now she knows its
working and shes going to keep it as my punishment. i know im
going to end up getting into trouble somehow soon and end up
getting spanked for it and i seriously dont want that to happen
so ive been trying to figure out ways to get her think it doesnt
work. i dont want to do anything like my first idea cause that
didnt work and its probably why the bruises havnt gone yet. i
feel pretty stuck though cause if i do get in trouble i get spanked
and its so hard to behave properly all the time. ive posted a few
places on the net for help and everyones just said to behave and
i wont get spanked, and i know its obviously true but im not used
to getting punished like this and i cant stand it and behaving
isnt as easy as it sounds...........anyway please help :(
thanks.
(in another mail, July 30, 2003:)
hey,
thanks for ur reply. i did show my mum ur site she was reading
it for quite a while. it didnt seem to have any affect on her
or anythin cause she never said anything, but i got in trouble
today after i got into an argument with my mum over homework
(lol) and she got pretty mad but she grounded me for a week so
i never got smacked. when i asked her why she suddenly changed
her mind about spanking she said she "had her reasons" so i
think she must have changed her mind about the site. she said
ill still get spanked if i do some stupid stuff or something
but not often. being grounded stinks, but im allowed on the
computer for homework.........so suddenly im getting a lot of
homework LOL.
anywayz thanks for ur reply, and changing my mums views on spanking :)
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: e-mail for readers feedback page
Date: Tue, 22 Jul 2003
(Note: this letter is not anonymized on special request)
Dear Sir
Please place the following message on your 'readers
feedback page'. Please do NOT remove my e-mail
address since I prefer to correspond with parents
direct.
I recently married a woman who has been widowed for a
number of years. She has two sons aged 12 and 9.
Neither boy has ever experienced corporal punishment
of any kind.
My wife has recently become a convert to the idea of
using moderate corporal punishemnt, at lest as a last
resort. This has been the result of talking to
another parent who found it effective. My wife also
seems to think that if it is to be administered then I
would be the more appropriate person to do so.
I remain less certain about the effectiveness of
corporal punishment, but I try to keep an open mind on
the issue. My main concern, however, is the impact
that the use of corporal punishment might have on the
process of cementing a relationship with the boys as
their new 'father'.
Any advice or thoughts would be appreciated. Please
feel free to correspond dirct with myself on
[email protected]
Regards
Matt
(in another mail, July 30, 2003)
Dear SWL
Thanks for your further advice. It often takes
someone outside the situation to come up with the
obvious solution: ask the boys themselves. This seems
extremely sensible and I like the idea. We could also
ask whether they would prefer their mother to be
present.
I am not clear whether you are suggesting asking the
boys at the time of punishment, or whether to bring up
the subject when no punishment is due. My own feeling
is that perhaps the latter is better. The boys can
then give the matter some calm consideration. At the
time of a punishment their minds are bound to be
clouded by fear and also perhaps anger and resentment.
On the subject of embarrassment, I have to say that
curiously I find it a slightly embarrassing
proposition talking to the boys about this issue! I
am not sure where that is coming from. However this
is something I think I should overcome.
As regards whether to spank the boys through clothing,
I have noted the advice on your site on this issue.
My instinct is to spank through clothing, at least on
the first occasion. I think both the boy and I would
feel more comfortable with this. I would then
preserve punishments on the bare bottom as the
'ultimate sanction' only for very serious offences.
Thanks again.
Matt
(in another mail, July 31, 2003)
Dear SWL
Thanks for your further message. I have spoken to the
boys and I thought you might be interested in the
outcome.
In the event the conversation was far more easy than I
had ever imagined. What made it easier was that there
was a minor instance of misbehaviour on the part of
the older boy to which we could link the conversation.
After the incident of naughtiness (which wouldn't in
itself have warranted a spanking) my wife and I sat
down with both boys and said that in future we might
use corporal punishment as a sanction. I left my wife
to do most of the talking. Neither boy seemed
shocked, but perhaps surprised. Obviously they were
not at all keen on the idea and there was some awkward
fidgeting at the news. They did however seem
accepting.
We asked the boys to think about what should happen if
we ever need to do it. In particular we asked them
who should do it and if we should both be present.
Neither boy had an answer immediately. The oldest
wanted to know exactly what we meant by spanking and I
explained it would mean smacking his bottom until it
was sore. We did not specify more than that.
We talked for a few minutes and then went our separate
ways, both boys going upstairs, possibly to consult.
About an hour later, when I was sitting alone, both
boys came to me with their decision. The oldest
started by asking if spanking meant having to undress
at all. I said that sometimes it might, if they were
in really big trouble. At that they both said they
definitely did not want their mother involved. They
were very keen that if it had to be done, they wanted
it done as privately as possible. I told them I
thought this to be a reasonable request and suggested
that if it ever has to happen it will be in their
bedroom, with no one present but myself and, of
course, the boy in question.
I got the distinct impression that the older boy's
primary concern was modesty (he clearly hated the idea
of undressing) and the youngest's was just the pain
(that's what he asked about). I suppose this is to be
expected given their ages.
I suspect it is now more a question of when rather
than if a spanking occurs. When it does, then at
least in the case of the older boy I think it has to
be done with as much attention as possible to his
modesty and privacy.
Thanks again for your interest.
Matt
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Spankings from my Dad.
Date: Sun, 20 Jul 2003
I am a 12 year old girl and I regularly get spanked by my dad who has raised
me all my life. I know I am going to get a spanking when he sends me up to my
room and tells me to wait for him there. When he does get there he has his
slipper in his hand, before I get the spanking he tells me what I have done to
earn it and why he is using the slipper to administrate enough pain so that I will
recognise my wrong-doing and not do it again. I then get turned across his
knee and have my trousers/skirt pulled down along with my pants and then he
administrates the spanking which stings very badly and by the time he has
finished I am always crying but now I know what I have done wrong and know not to do
it again and I have to say that even though I don't like being spanked I know
that I was in the wrong and have fully deserved it and when I tell this to my
dad he is always proud that I have admitted to doing wrong and that I received
well-deserved discipline.
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Feedback
Date: Fri, 18 Jul 2003
Hi --
I just discovered your site and found it both thought-provoking
and amusing, and certainly complete. One fairly unique section
"How can I get my parents to spank me?" -- particularly struck a
responsive chord with me, inasmuch as it reminded me of an event
out of my own life. As a result, I thought it might prove
instructive to share that memory - because this event actually
happened. Maybe someone can even learn from my mistake. If you
deem this appropriate, feel free to post this incident in your
‘feedback’ section. You may also list my email if you think anyone
might wish to pose serious questions.
When I was growing up during the late 60s, parental spankings were
still a common aspect of most children’s' lives. Certainly that
was true in my house, where my parents exercised a loving but
fairly strict control over my behavior by spanking me for any
serious infractions. And for me, this disciplinary approach
worked because I feared it more than enough to generally go out
of my way to avoid giving my parents -- and particularly my dad
-- cause to spank me.
That's why I have never been able to understand why I also developed
a masochistic fascination with spankings as a youngster. Even from
an early age (at least 5) I thought about spanking a LOT. I also
gradually became aware that I not only enjoyed seeing or hearing
about other kids getting spanked, but thinking about my own
occasional spankings and, more and more as I got older, fantasizing
about being spanked.
By the time I was 9, I had also secretly started collecting magazine
and newspaper cartoons, pictures, and stories about spanking and
juvenile corporal punishment in all settings: home, school, and
(from newspapers and books) judicial. And whenever I was alone for
a few hours, increasingly, I pulled these materials out from my
attic hideaway and thought about them, envisioning myself as the
person being punished. Initially at least, there was nothing sexual
in these fantasies -- or at least nothing I was yet able to recognize
in that way -- but by the time I had my first teen wet dream,
spanking was its central theme. And gradually, but irresistibly,
such nighttime dreams and daytime fantasies became an obsession,
albeit, still one I didn't understand or yet have a name for.
In fact, so pervasive were these fantasies that I started to risk
spankings by gradually but secretly, during things that I knew my
parents had always considered spanking offenses. I still feared
actually BEING spanked, but more and more, I recognized that I found
pleasure in THINKING about being spanked, and that these thoughts
were growing more and more intense and compelling. And most
compelling of all became my fantasy of facing my father and ASKING
to be spanked.
Between the age of 10 and 14, when things came to a head, this
latter fantasy came to drive my evolving, if still unnamed and
misunderstood masochism. In fact, I imagined the scenario over and
over. I would go to my father while we were alone (my mother had
changed her attitude towards spanking and had stopped using them
by the time I was 8, and had since had fights with my dad over
the issue), and convince him to spank me, and he would oblige
me -- with satisfaction.
Three points of clarification: first, by the time I was 10, spankings
had virtually stopped even for serious offenses, and totally and
officially stopped by the time I turned 13. Second, while both my
parents had believed and used spanking earlier, even my father
never used it often or abusively. And third, in spite of gradually
escalating my secret pattern of misbehaviors, none were ever
discovered, or at least evolved into a confrontation resulting in
a spanking, leaving me with increasingly mixed feelings.
Yet in my fantasies, I imagined that my dad did discover these,
and continued or reinstituted spankings, and secretly enjoyed the
power he derived by spanking me, having only stopped due to pressure
from mom. Also, like many kids moving into their teens, my early
teens were not a happy time. I didn't understand myself, alternately
wishing to rebel and seize the power and perks of adulthood, while
also craving the structure and certainties of childhood. Even
though I rarely got into real hot water or was caught in serious
misbehavior, as I got older, I became an 'attitude on two feet',
and seemed to constantly be mad at -- and be the recipient -- of
sullen or angry exchanges with my parents, particularly my dad.
In short, in my fantasies at least, I imagined my father fantasizing
about the satisfactions he would derive if he could deal with my
attitudes as though I were still a little boy -- across his knee.
Finally, as I've said, things came to a head the summer I was 14
and half, and found myself at home alone with dad for a week while
mom was away visiting my grandmother. Realizing a unique opportunity,
I decided to finally face my father.
I thought about it for days before hand, planning my approach. In
my mind, I envisioned myself mentioning that my civics class that
past spring had studied the topic of corporal punishment and changing
attitudes, and that I had found it eye opening when I learned from
the poll we had participated in that a lot of kids my age were still
spanked. I imagined asking dad what HE thought, and whether HIS
attitudes had changed -- then working the conversation over to why,
if he had previously spanked me because he had found spanking to be
an effective method of discipline, had he stopped. In my planning
I saw myself admitting that I HAD certainly found spanking effective
in changing MY behavior, and that while I had never enjoyed such
spankings, I also had to say that they had been fairly earned.
I then imagined myself telling dad how much I sometimes wished
thing could again be as when I was younger, paying for my misbehavior
through the painful but quick means of a spanking, after which all
had been forgiven and the air cleared. I thought I'd then tell him,
that by contrast, as an often angry and sullen teen -- seemingly at
constant verbal war with he and mom (and by then, subject to other
forms of discipline, like grounding and lost perks, none of which
I found as effective or quickly and cleanly resolved as a spanking)
-- I often "almost" wished I could be ttrreated instead as an 8 or 9
year old again.
Then I imagined admitting to my father that I also wished such a
return to earlier methods were possible because I had a "lot of
unresolved guilt I had been carrying around inside my head, and
wished I could so easily pay off". In my mind's eye, I saw my
father demanding to know what guilt -- and flooding him with an
embellished and even made up list of sins: ranging from having
gotten away with dropping pebbles from a local overpass onto cars
passing below (and cracking one car's windshield), to uncaught
incidents of childhood shoplifting, lying, and goofing off on
school studies.
And in my mind's eye, the outcome of this would be that my father
would coldly smile at me, suddenly reach out and grab me, force
my arm behind my back and powerfully overcoming my resistance,
manhandle me over his knee, drag down my pants, and give me the
tanning of my life. Moreover in my 'planning fantasy', after the
spanking, dad would later walk into my bedroom where I'd still be
crying, and informed me that, in light of our "exchange", he'd had
decided that I obviously WASN'T too big to benefit from a spanking,
and was therefore going to institute a "few changes" in my life.
At this point in my mind's eye, my dad would admit that he had not
only been surprised at how effective spanking me had proven, but
that he had also found the 'reestablishment of our earlier
father-son relationship, surprisingly 'satisfying', in that it
had not only cleared the air and 'rebalanced the books of justice',
but that it had allowed him to get rid of his own up-to-then
repressed anger and frustrations toward me.
As a result, I imagined him then informing me that he was going
to try 'an experiment' -- for 'at least' the next three months I
would be 'sentenced' to be treated as a 9 year old again. Moreover,
under this new regime, which would be administered without my
mom's knowledge and only when we were alone, I'd be treated not
simply as I actually had been at 9, but rather as a 9 year old
boy in 'the good old days' would have been treated. In my planning
fantasy, dad explained that this meant that I'd be spanked for
any and ALL misbehavior or attitude problems, with the only
difference being variations in how severely I was punished. In
my daydream dad then made clear that part of his experiment would
be to introduce to old fashion methods and disciplinary scenarios,
including my introduction to things like woodsheds, old time
'tools' like a razor strop, wooden hairbrush, and hickory switch.
In my daydream, he also informed me that if I misbehaved when we
were alone, I'd be spanked on the spot, but that I could also
count on weekly 'reviews' of my behavior.
Finally, he said that although he and mom he never spanked me
for poor grades -- believing that as long as a child 'tried' he
shouldn't be penalized for not understanding -- that too would
now change. In the future (I imagined him informing me) the
'burden of proof' would be on me to PROVE I had truly tried my
best. And for every D I brought home, I could thereafter count
on earning 15 spanks, while any F's would get me another 20 spanks
apiece. Moreover, I imagined him telling me, these new procedures
would remain in effect for the full three months of the experimental
period, no matter how much I might change my own mind about the
desirability of spanking. And at the end of that period, he and
he alone would decide whether the experiment should cease, be
extended for another three months, or MADE PERMANENT.
So intense was this 'planning fantasy' that I finally actually
screwed up my nerve, bit the bullet, and -- in reality -- opened
my planned dialog with my father, convinced that I could make
my fantasies into reality.
The ensuing conversation lasted about an hour. Unfortunately,
four hours later, dad dragged me into our family doctor's office:
the beginning of what later evolved into numerous tests (for a
brain tumor, among other things) and eventually a LONG series
of therapy relationships with one psychologist after another --
unfortunately culminating in no clear resolution. Worse than
that, my 'moment of candor' impacted and strained my relationship
with my dad, my mom, had ripple effects throughout the rest of
the family, and even with many of my teachers at school, and
largely messed up my life for a LOT of years.
The long and the short of my cautionary tale is this, if you
have fantasies like mine --- SIT ON THEM. Silence may be
frustrating, but sometimes keeping certain thoughts to yourself
is definitely the wiser course.
Curt
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Spanking
Date: Wed, 16 Jul 2003
(Note: this letter is not anonymized on special request)
Dear sir or madam,
i`m a german teenage girl and be often very naugty and bad to
my mom - my dad dies 4 years ago.
When my mother want to punish me, i get grounded or less of privilegs or so.
But i think that it is better for me she would spank me.
Things like less of privilegs or grounding or so don't change
my behaviour and often i feel that it were better my mother
would spank me.
I think that spankings would change my mind and i would be a
better girl if the spanks me.
And i think that this would teach me a better lesson than the
other things i'm punished.
So i would like to aks you if you can give/send me more ideas
and information so that i can make sure if it is really the
right punishment for me and how it can be done.
Can you also tell me how i can talk about that to my mom and
how i can convince she to spank me.
Thank you very much - you can publish my e-mail adress so that
other girls can wrote me how that's been in their family.
Sorry for my bad english,
Ulrike
(from Germany)
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: In My House...
Date: Sun, 13 Jul 2003
(Note: this letter is not anonymized on special request)
Dear Spank With Love Website,
First I would like to praise you for the wonderful website you have
created! It is definitely the most usefull one on the web. You
should be very proud!
Before I get started, I should probably tell you a little bit about
myself and my family. I am a 37 year old married woman named Grace.
I am the proud mother of four great children whom I love very much.
I am currently a stay at home mother to care for my kids while my
husband, Dan, works as a well-known pediatrician in our city. My
husband and I are 100% pro-spanking, but we do not, however, support
the abuse of children. There is a VERY BIG DIFFERENCE between
spanking children and abusing children. I have a ten year old
daughter Merideth, an eight year old son Jake, a seven year old son
Tyler, and a 4 year old daughter Emma. Our children are like most
other kids their age, and can sometimes be disobedient. Not only
do my husband and I spank our own children, but my husband also
recommends spanking to the parents of his patients.
Since I am a stay at home mom, I am mostly the one who takes care
of spanking our kids. On average, I usually have to spank at least
one of our children about every other day. Each individual child
recieves about 1-3 spankings each week. I almost always spank my
children in the legs-up or also known as the "diaper" position
because I find it the easiest way for me to deliver an appropriate
spanking.
When a child breaks a rule, I usually tell him or her to stop it or
else they will recieve a spanking. If the child does not refrain
from what he or she is doing, I tell them that they are going to
get a spanking for not following the rules. I then take them to
their bedroom or to another private room, and tell them to put on
their pajamas; no matter what time of day it is. I then lay the
child on their bed and begin spanking him or her on the bare bottom
with my hand, in the diaper positon. I am strongly against any
objects other than the hand to deliver spankings. After the spanking
is finished, I then hug the child and tell him or her how much I
love them, and completely explain why they were spanked.
Usually that is enough, but depending on the offense, I might call
a babysitter to come and watch the child for the rest of the day,
while everyone else goes on with their scheduled plans. Also,
sometimes I will have the child drink baby formula from a bottle
for dinner that evening. I only do this for more serious offenses
to get the point accross that their behavior was wrong and will
not be tolerated in the future.
My husband and I usually follow the method above when spanking our
children at home, but sometimes our children act up when we are out
in public, so we have an alternative when we are away from our house.
If we are at a store, a restaraunt, church etc, we calmly take the
child to the restroom and spank them there. I would like to suggest
the position that we prefer while spanking our children in public
areas. We have the child face a bathroom wall, with their arms
stretched out in front of them, and put his or her palms against
the wall. (kind of like a push-up postion while standing) Then
I stand facing the left side of the child's body. I then wrap my
left arm around the child's waist/stomach area to support the child
while being spanked. Using my right hand, I begin to spank the child.
I find this position very usefull and effective because both the wall
and my left arm are supporting the child's body so that no injuries
occur. This position can also be very helpful when in a car. If I
am driving and one of the kids misbehave, I simply pull off to the
side of the road and make the child assume the position described
above. Instead of leaning agains the wall, I have the child lean
against the side of the car. This is also very useful when you are
traveling.
I already had to spank my older daughter, Merideth today. I went
into her room to wake her up, and when I kindly asked her to get up
and get ready for church, she replied, "Okay, just five more minutes."
After eight minutes had passed and Merideth still wasn't out of bed,
I calmly went into her room and said, "Merideth, please get up and
go eat breakfast right now or else you will be spanked." She
defiantly looked at me and said, "Nooo! Shut-up and go away!!"
(even though she knows she isn't allowed to talk to her parents like
that) I then told her I was going to spank her for disobeying me and
she reluctantly cooperated as usual. I gave her around 20 hard smacks
on her bare bottom, diaper style, and then hugged her when I was done.
She immediatly hurried down stairs to eat breakfast like I had asked
her to.
I would just like to make it clear that I do not in any way enjoy
spanking my children at all, but sometimes, it is neccessary. My
kids have learned not to argue or resist spankings, because that
only makes them more servere. I started spanking each of my kids
when they were about two, and I will probably continue spanking them
until my husband and I feel it is no longer neccessary. I think that
spankings are the most effective way to correct my children's poor
behavior.
If you would like to put this on your website, that would be great!
Don't worry about keeping my e-mail address annonymous becuase I
would be more than glad to give anyone advice. Thank you so much!
(I'm sorry about such a long letter!)
Grace
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: About teenagers spanked
Date: Thu, 10 Jul 2003
The best way of preventing these dominant and inmature parents
from keeping torturing their poor kids is fighting them off this
disgusting behaviour. Believe me, if you are in your teens and
your parents are still spanking you is just because they get
sexually excited. There should be a law in the States to protect
you from these terrible abuses, but as far as there is not, you
must take into consideration that you are human beings and you
deserve respect under any circumstances. If your parents want to
spank you believe me, they are kid molesters. The best thing you
can do to help them is fight them off with all your strength.
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: babyoil and water
Date: Tue, 8 Jul 2003
when I was growning up my dad used babyoil or sometimes
water to make the spanking sting more. He found out that
he could spank less hard but get more of a sting out of it.
My mom also used water as she did not have a great arm.
she had a spray bottle that she would spritz on the water
and lay on her hand or small paddle.
WOW!!! it stings like the dickens. Just wanted to share
that with the reader about making the spanking sting without
having to hit harder.
(...)
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Spanking as sexualized abuse By J. J. D. - Licensed Mental Health Counselor and psychotherapist
Date: Sun, 6 Jul 2003
Spanking and sexual abuse are terms that aren't generally categorized
together. The average person knows that sexual abuse is damaging and
illegal, whereas spanking is still legal and widely practiced. As a
psychotherapist working with children and families, I frequently
encounter parents who spank their children, and I am often frustrated
by their casual assertions that this practice is harmless and
necessary.
Mental health professionals, however, seem fairly united in believing
that spanking is damaging and some even suggest that spanking teaches
kids that it's OK to hit when frustrated. But I believe that the
damage can go well beyond that and spanking is actually a sexualized
form of abuse.
To begin with, something many counselors, parents and teachers say to
children to help prevent sexual abuse is that their private parts are
any part of the body that would be covered if they were wearing a
bathing suit. Obviously, the genitals are the areas of most concern.
However, the buttocks are also covered by a bathing suit and, in
general, children are taught not to touch people there or to display
this part of the body in front of others.
Of course, when children are very young they need help with bathing
and toilet hygiene, thus some contact from parents is necessary. But
many parents spank their children well beyond the age where such
intimate touch is appropriate.
And what happens when a child is spanked? This area of the body which
they've been taught is private is suddenly touched forcefully by an
adult. And the child is told it's OK. All of a sudden, things are
rather confusing.
Carry it one step further and you have adults pulling down children's
pants to spank bare buttocks. First of all, having your pants suddenly
yanked down isn't much different than having your clothes torn off by
a rapist. Parents commit these symbolic rapes routinely. To be treated
in such an intrusive manner is to feel profoundly disrespected.
And then this protected, private part of the body is not only being
exposed, but also brutally stimulated. Some adults think that
humiliation should be part of this so-called learning process. They
may have the child perform accompanying rituals such as having to go
and get the belt or paddle to be used on them, to pull down their own
pants or to count the blows aloud.
When this occurs, obviously the adult has gone beyond punishment.
Indeed, I believe they've crossed the line into pleasure -- their own
pleasure -- the sadistic thrill of exerting power over a weaker being.
Although pain, humiliation and fear are the victim's main responses,
there may also be a certain element of excitement, though virtually
unconscious in comparison to the shame, anger and helplessness that
flood the senses.
This bewildering blend may manifest itself in many dysfunctional ways
in later childhood and adulthood. Just look at our culture for
evidence. Pick up the weekly arts newspaper in large cities and find
an expensive buffet of kinky thrills to choose from. There are many
clubs where one can go to be spanked, whipped or humiliated. Phone sex
lines dealing with this theme abound. The "scene," as participants in
sadomasochism call it, is gradually becoming more noticeable and
accepted.
And while I believe that consenting adults should be able to do what
they want in private, obsessions with fetishes can dilute true,
sexual, emotional intimacy. And accidents do happen and people do get
hurt, physically and psychologically. Ultimately, I believe
sadomasochism is a cultural symptom of something being wrong --
something in our sexual upbringing. Because this dimension of the
anti-spanking outlook is rarely examined, it is likely that many
therapists ignore it.
It is certainly true, however, that spanking can affect children
differently. The sensitivity of the victim, the comfort with touching
and nudity in the family and relationship with the perpetrator all
impact how this socially accepted form of punishment will affect the
child.
Context is also important to consider. For example, children living in
severely abusive homes may feel that being spanked is the least of
their problems, and they may be right. Others have been brainwashed by
their parents and other authorities into believing the beatings were
necessary, and therefore the trauma is repressed. But there are plenty
of other kids and adults who became embarrassed and uncomfortable in
discussing this subject. The shame is just below the surface, and the
memory of helpless humiliation is too intense for casual discussion.
Therapists also need to become more comfortable with this topic. It's
easy to let a client's casual mention of past spanking go by without
exploring details and emotional results. Many clients, consciously or
unconsciously, are adept at minimizing their abuse histories and lull
clinicians into believing them. Using displacement communication, the
technique of speaking hypothetically about traumas and their potential
effects, allows the therapist to validate such experiences as
traumatic, paving the way for a client to disclose anything they may
be withholding.
Indeed, mental health providers need to approach this issue of
spanking with the same dedication usually reserved for more "serious"
forms of sexual abuse. I believe the effects will ultimately benefit
the individual client as well as society at large.
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: Good Site
Date: Sat, 5 Jul 2003
When my husband and I divorced four years ago, I spoiled
our son, J(...), who was 8 at that time, knowing how the
separation had impacted him. However, I soon came to realize
that I was not doing him any good, and he was starting to
get out of hand. I decided that I needed to start disciplining
him, and spanking became one form of punishement that I used.
While J(...) of course does not like it when he is spanked, he
has always accepted it, realizing that he does need the
discipline. A few months ago, J(...) happened to find this
website and read the dialogue on spanking the bare buttocks.
At that time, I did not spank J(...) on the bare, but he shared
the site with me we both agreed it really would make his
spankings more effective. I have since spanked J(...) on the
bare bottom and he frankly admitted that it does him more good
than being spanked clothed. I strongly urge those parents that
might hesitate to spank bare to do so.
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From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Subject: how should my parents spank me?
Date: Thu, 3 Jul 2003
Hi. I am writing to ask about how to have my parents
spank me. My parents are pretty clueless about my behaviors.
They think I am a good kid because I get good grades and
don't get in trouble in school. They don't know I've done
stuff like cheating and shoplifting and stuff. I've been
kind of out of control for a long time, but they don't know
it.
What I read in the teen section makes me think I could use
a good hard spanking. But how do you teach parents who don't
spank to try it? And, how will they know how many spanks to
give? I'm afraid if they do it too hard, it's really going
to hurt, but if they go too light, I might respect them even
less. What do you recommend? By the way, I saw that some
parents use objects like hairbrushes. That seems pretty harsh.
Is a hand good enough? I want my parents to take control,
not abuse me.
Thanks.
S.
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