| 29 08 03 Ha...yeah....im really glad to have finished my Trial..From the English Paper 1 to now...a bit more than two weeks..plus the time used to study before the actual trial. I was totally exhausted. Last night ive sorta given up on eco. today..eco..was alright. Hopefully i didn't fail, hoping it's ok. It had been stressful, no doubt. Sometimes i got frustrated with myself...why im not learning eco? i got too fed up with study. :) Happy..:) very very happy..it's a relief..and now i can relax and do nothing ..well at least for a while before i get back to study. Sydney uni open day tmr..I can get together with my friends :) I did ask everyone to go..hoping to tie everyone together. But who knows, in the end, we might end op being in small group. I still wonder if my birthday wish this yr would ever come true :) Now, it's time to really work out what i really want to do. I really havn't looked at the UAC guide properly. I got that after the day i had UMAT(don't ask me about it..i totally failed that). OH no...i dunno what to do. I m trying for med because it's ok i don't dislike it and i believe it to be a meaningful job. Pharmacy would be my second choice. What i don't know is..whether i should go into commerce. Is it different from eco? Economics is interesting. I like learning how things operate..how they work together to make it function. But commerce is like business studies? boring and utterly boring...boring...I can't find another word to describe it coz i hav't done it..but that's the impression it had given me. Actuary is too hard. I m not smart enough to handle things like that. Plus..it's commerce again. Money and ..nothing but money..? or is it? ...To me, commerce just doesn't seem interesting or meaningful. It seems so pointless to learn about. |
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