Today I had an unexpected guest! Ha..i thought Flora will come for tuition next Sunday but she turned up today! Lucky my teaching didn't end up to be a disaster.
All of a sudden i miss the days in Year eight when Eliz and I sat on eastwood oval chewing over every topics we could find. It was the more innocent days when friendship loyalty and trust are both held in great esteem. Now they still are but seem to be secondary values. I guess as we progressed through high school, we have become more easygoing on things like. I feel really childish talking about this. My point is i really miss the times when we sat on eastwood oval having our little chat on anything close to heart.
Oh well.im kind of excited about doing law. It would be challenging, depressing stressing and hopefully valuable knowledge which could come in handy in the future.
I have been painting something ..ugly? Doesn't matter if it is. The point is..drawing or painting allows me to concentrate fully. I like that. Like Maths, painting requred my full attention. Like writing an English essay too. Talking about English essays, I have learned a lot through brainstorming and synthesising ideas and writing the actual essay. This sounds "nerdy", huh? But it's really true.
(sorry to jump from topic to topic)
I really do believe in my beliefs. But yet sometimes they seem so shit coz ... i feel different. Sometimes i am too extreme. But yet to conform is to lose one's individuality. ha..what am I blabbing on about? Im being bold about my writing here. I dunno. A few weeks ago, i felt like i have lost myself somehow. Perhap, I had too much time but yet no.
Getting late. Australia day tmr. Proud to be Aussies? Well, i wonder which catagory do I belong? Half-half but never fully belong. Not an aussie, not a honkie.
I still find it difficult to continue reading that..fantasy book. Just too slow eventhough the descriptions are superb! My next book will probably be Cold Mountain...
Too lazy to read these days.
Did I mention that one of our birds die overnight? We got a new one yesterday. The bigger green one doesn't seem to like the smaller grey one but the smaller bird always follows the move of the green bird. They look so adorable yet...
i wonder if they are happy to be trapped in a cage?