24/04/04

Don't know why recently I have an unusual craving for sugar. Been eating chocolates and anything that is sweet. Well, I realise that snacks are part of uni life. After a long day at uni, all i want is to teleport home and yes have some snacks along theway. (the vending machine on Redfern is convenient)

Today well finally is yeh that's it.  :) I would live my life as it is and he will live his like he had been. I am optimistic. And I hope there isnt' any misunderstanding. I am not hostile towards it. But just seems that "our paths ll rarely cross" because of the way things are now. It just seems that we feign or we are  indifferent towards each other. i admit i had been like that at two stages(sounds funny to say two instead of one) of my life. But perhaps it doesn't matter anymore. I am opimtistic that things will take its course be it intentional or not. It will be the consequence of our actions.

It freaked me out ..how much reading it is for this week. It appeared to me that after the Easter Break, the pace is faster. Assignments or exams nearly everyweek with the exception of one. The amount of reading is doubled. I am beginning to feel my struggle to keep up. The word limit in my law assignment is worrying. Write concisely..well HOW? I will have to axe my paragraphs...sad...

Having sad that, today was an unusualy nice sunny day which means it was another day wasted indoor. But oh well, with so much work undone, i would feel guilty not to get a start on them.

I am chatting with Rachel now.--IEC friends--two left. To me, it's still a special bond. They were the first group of friends I met when I came to Australia.Rachel was at one time my best friend.But how remotely it is now.Now the circumstances have changed, me and her have changed coz our surroundings had been and still are different.Nevertheless, I still treasure the remote friend as a special bond. Coz it is.
23/04/04

Hopefully i got the date now this right. 19th was a bit of an emotional ride...I needed an outlet...I have been thinking too much lately.

It was a busy week. I did my econ mid sem, handed in accoutning assignment (after which I realised i stuffed up my bibilography) and got my ECMT (basic business stat) quiz back. I am happy with my mark. No, not perfect but i am happy with it anyway.

For now, i have a law assignment to work with as well as an accounting mid semester in the up coming week after which will be my ECMT mid sem. WHAT busy weeks after the Easter break!

For now, i need to focus on work. And hope that all that will clear will becoming clear one day. Yeh wel, i am happy with the way i am, i guess.

Don't really have much to write about but would be glad to know how you are going.

Btw, the name, "To:20" took me a while to figure out the meaning. I wrote my last entries on the 19th. So, "To: 20" simply refers to the day after ie. it's got the meaning of tomorrow. Took me a while..so dumb..or well i could still be wrong...Thanks anyway.  :)
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