| 2 12 03 I've been too lazy to bother with this hp. After that hsc (soon to get result), life had been quite free and relaxing. Nothing much to do. Yeh my sis was suggesting why not tv? why not play PS? why not this why not that. Well...sometimes the problem is that those things had not been a part of my life for a few years. Now to get back to them seem strangely inappropriate. I've reading. Boring, as one of my family friends said. He said "you gotta go out more after the hsc". ok. one viable option. But to where? I finished reading the life of pi in a few days before the formal. Just read The catch in the rye in the past few days. Now im more then one third through Briar Rose. I still have more than three other novels sitting on my bookshelf. I have been kniting alot before. Now nearly 50cm i think. Something to do when i talk on the phone. Been chatting to Sue a lot. She's a cheerful companion too. But well...havn't seen most of my friends for a wk or so. Formal was great. Nice view and all. But a stupid embarrassing thing we did. Oh well... Forget it...forget it... Sat-a picnic sorta thing Jane is going to miss out. Well...I've been tutoring ppl too. Not too bad. Life can be so depressing at times...even when there is no school and the hsc. (I wonder how i can help my sis get thru it). Like today's weather...all gloomy dull cloudy..so greyish white...I wish i can travell out from syd to somewhere else. Anywhere but staying here. Well..i know i ll end up staying here all 3 months. Tuition and read. And maybe get around to play with paint and a few parties with friends. Then uni--a new life huh? ...dunno what to do with my time now. Like..i want to do something constructive and fun. Something i can look back on and think "wow i did that". But what im doing at the moment is no where near it.. damn. what is a place i would want to visit? i dunno. Probably somewhere i ve not known before. |
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