Reflection...it's dangerous to detract and indulge in a past that doesn't exist anymore. I do find what had happened in say the past 5 years unbelievable. I would never have anticipated the chain of events, although I played the pivotal points in many instances.
Guardian angel has done its job?
I feel uncertain about what is to come. Tonight, I spent my night reading manga, something I hadn't done in a long while. I feel like I am such a mess lol. Yeh exams are imminent. Just behind and disorganised and busy and commitments to work and tutorings. I often feel that I want a break. But when I explored further, I do realise that say I have a break, then what? It's not what i really need or want. It's like I am waiting for something to happen because something is amiss. Incomplete. Just tonight anyway.
Back on track. Back onto the way things are supposed to be. Sleep is often the best cure.
I could only smile and live in the present ^^ And hope for the best. Do my best. Be happy and content. Enjoy most moments in life. (before anything take me away lol)
"Life is a gift; Everyday is a challenge." is in fact the words of a patient. She has been suffering from some illness that I had forgotten. I read it in the newspaper and had remembered it since.