YO! One day before my birthday Shall I be excited? But honestly, I m not. I don't really want to repeat what I have said in my secret journal.Lol, not really secret just a proper account...Didn't mean it to be secret. OH well. I felt abit exhausted from all that. Would you ask me if you want to know?
I don't really know what to say now that I felt I have typed everything in my other journal last night and this morning. It was all i felt and not felt anymore. Tired of it? Abit. Just want to let it all past behind me, like it didn't happen. But i know that's not true. No one can change what happened but perhaps I could put it behind me and not care about it again since that's why there is a full stop on it.
Ok new life, new thoughts, new age (yo turning 20! no more a teen)..but still..feels abit sad. Oh new uni courses! New damn expensive textbooks...
I felt like I am hopelessly trying to cheer up..but i'll be fine, as always.
Actually, i guess birthday is just another day. So is valentine's day. Sigh. Well it willbe great fun :) ... i guess i'll be abit bore during the day. Only a friend is free.
Happy Valentine's day, EVERYONE. ( Actually, no valentine isn't that bad. )