10/03/02
(As you may not have realised, i am actually writing this the second time. The original one wasn't saved properly. Sigh.)
I have refreshed my whole homepage again. I knew this would happen, as the black and gloomy bg is just not my preferred style. That was just out of moodiness, i supposed.
Now white and bright, my homepage does not attract a lot of people to look. I do not bother to update because it really seems pointless. However, now there is a friend who did recently set up her own homepage. I would like to see our homepages 'grow' together. Hopefully when we look back, we would learn something from them.
School homework, exams, tutoring, North Shore...dominate our yr 11 and yr 12. I see eye-bags and read tiredness on my friends' faces. More and more of them prefer library over the quad during lunch time. We are deprived of the essential time for socialization and other leisures. Even teachers are anxious and regard these two yrs as the most critical years. Perhaps. The whole world is spinning at a faster pace than ever. Unfortunately, i seem to be lagging behind, exhausted of the enthusiam, determination and energy. Where is the motivation? We start to question the purpose and point behind all these fuss about our future. I wonder if these two years will pass in a flash, or drag on tiredlessly forever? When we look back, will we wish to experince such Senior High school life? Or will we be glad to have left our high school life behind?
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