It's a NO again, as expected. But at least I asked. Although o most people , asking for parental permission to go to a movie alone with a guy is an act of stupidity, I still strongly believe in my parents advice. I do not understand the reasons behind the 'no', but I know their advice would never do more harm than good. I will listen, as always. Experience makes a person wiser. I would be a fool to ignore my parents' guidance. Other's incredulity (um.. perhaps not the right noun) at my sillliness doesns't matter. I know what i am doing.
Last night...we receive a phone call from hk. When i heard, my pulse stumble, blood lurked and changed course inside me. A person who only exist in my memory of childhood in hk are going to come to Australia. The news rose hope in my heart. I may see him, a real figure. On the phone, his voice was totally different from the agitated cute voice of a yr 6 boy. I used to miss them( him and his sis). Later I had to accept the fact that we no longer do belong in the same world. i miss my childhood. I miss the then-them (sorrie i made this word up..non sense la), maybe not the now-them. They must have changed, not only physically, but their personalities. Personality is what matter, not the outward presentation. If they come, I wish to accompany them. If they come, I wish to befriend them. If they come, I wish...I wish...This surprising news is overwhelming me.,