I'm closing down this homepage, or to be rather accuratly speaking, i am not going to update this anymore. The initial purpose had long lost its original meaning. When Pong started hers, mine became a hobby, updating it every Fri (with a few exceptions).
Now i don't feel like writing down on the net anymore. It is pointless.
Well, enought about that. Let me make my last entry here. Be it boring or interesting as always has been.
This week was my first week of the term break before yr 12 will begin. (But don't get me wrong here, my decision to abandon this homepage was not due to the start of HSC. ) I had enjoyed every second of the term break, talking on the phone, studying, taking an afternoon nap or quarrelling with my siblings. The days were by no means productive, but I do not feel they were wasted. In fact, i was as happy as i could be.
Surprisingly, i had only gone out once only--on Tuesday to the city. You know, to get Sue's present..and yes after, i was bankrupt. I only go there once every 3 months. It never seems to change much. That day had been one of the best.
I also took sometime to ring everybody last night. First time ever. Pong. Susan (reluctantly dragged by her mother off phone to night shopping). Oli and Janice. I had only been chatting with eliz the night b4 so i didnt bother. Suddenly, i realised i do have many friends, and i mean..friends.
This week, in short, had been a week i will never forget. The first time ever to stay on the phone for 7 hrs! The first time ever to receive a parcel! I am glad you are so understanding.
And i would never forget that sense of failure. I'm sorry to ppl to who so much unhappiness was caused by me.
Sometimes, i just wish to escape into Susan's fantasy world. (Good news, she's writing her own story. Not a book, i correct myself)
My last remark: only 4 people do visit my homepage frequently. Thx a lot. I will see you guys tmr! :)
Elaine
8:32 pm