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I've spent so much time on you
My like for you over time grew
Into something I couldn't explain
But now I realize it was all in vain
Now I see there was no chance
No single kiss, no one last dance
No future together, no fond memories
Though I fantasized as much as I pleased
I want to let go, I want to be free
But I can't let go, you'll always be with me
That piece of my heart will never let go
Yet I must move on and never let show
My feelings for you that I couldn't deny
So finally, I now say goodbye

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I thought that you were kind and sweet
Laying eyes on you was always a treat
Back then, a few mere months ago
I was young and naive, but I now I know
That just because a guy is fine
Doesn't mean he'll stay in line
You acknowledge my presence
When your friends aren't around
But when you're with a crowd
You act as if we'll never break ground
Now that really pisses me off you see
You thinking that you can mess with me
Think again my friend
Your time in my life is at an end
But before you go
I want to hurt you so
Not physically-no, that's so not me
But emotionally-yes I want to make you bleed
I want to make you feel the pain
Or maybe the hurt or maybe the strain
But what I want you to feel the most my dear
Is the guilt of giving me anguish and fear
The guilt of not treating me right
The guilt of giving me stress and strife
And I want you to regret that you never took the time
To get to know a person-me-deep inside

Please

I'm sitting here thinking and I don't know what to do
Will you make what you talk about absolutely come true?
I need to find some answers, I have to find out why
I have to figure out why you feel you have no one to confide
You've talked about doing this so many times before
People are beginning to think it's all a great big bore
I'm worried about you, I can't stop caring
And wondering when you'll shed that dark cloak of death you're wearing
You don't need to go yet, you belong here in this world
All your future plans have not yet been unfurled
So please-please don't leave me
I can't act like everything is fine and peachy
I will miss your smile
And those phone conversations that went on for awhile
Don't do this-it's not the answer-don't you see?
You'll only make your loved ones bleed.

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