date:july 12th, 2004
today i was at the coon rapids walmart looking for a floor jack for my car only to realize that i didn't have enough money to buy it...stupid me...the reason that i went to the coon rapids walmart was because my walmart the elk river one didn't have the jack that i needed, since my car was too heavy for the one i originally bought...i need a different one so i went to the CR walmart and they had it. i pick it up off the shelf and think to myself... "fuck i don't have enough money, the rest of my money is at home" so i put it back on the shelf and start to walk to the front of the store to leave and go to my car and head home. little did i know that my ex girlfriend erin was walking in at the same time i was walking out. i was going to stop her to talk to her but i didn't wanna look like a moron to her, but as soon as i saw her my heart skipped a few beats... i was like "omg it's her, i haven't seen her in person for about 6, going on 7 months now" so i was in shock. at least i think it was her because it looked exactly like her, if it wasn't her she's got a twin who is just as beautiful. but from what i saw...she looks exactly like i remembered her...very petite, very pretty, long well not real long but long blonde hair, very pretty and everything. i'm kind of glad that i didn't stop to talk to her, it would be so damn weird for me. her too. as soon as i got to my car, i was talking on my phone so i drove to the back of the parking lot and talked to the person for quite some time. well i talked to like 3 different people who wanted to do stuff with me tonight, all my friends n stuff. i know she didn't see me when she walked into walmart but when she drove by, she had to do a few "double takes" because she was looking at me, driving, looking at me, driving, etc... but she was driving a different car, it wasn't her white monte carlo that she had when we were together. but she told me in an email that she's full time and a manager at a different dry cleaners now so maybe she bought a new car. i kind of wished she would have pulled next to my car and talked to me for a while but she didn't. that kind of upset me a little bit but i was like, "eh fuck it she don't wanna talk that's her choice i can't make her" all that i hope for her is that she's happy with her new b/f, since she also told me in the last email that she was in a relationship. i hope she's happy and living life to the fullest. july 12th, 2004.