Going through life in a robotic daze
Not allowing myself to feel human emotions
In fear of the heartache and pain
Just going through the motions
Moving from day to day
Going through life in a robotic daze
Makes life one I can handle
Not setting myself up for a let down
Nor the inevitable pain
Going through life in a robotic daze
Not feeling true happiness
That loving someone can bring
In fear of the day it will end
Him going his own way
Leaving me to wonder
Where it all went wrong
What I could have done different
To keep his love strong
Was it all worth it
For a few months of happiness
For the laughs and tenderness
To try to cope with the heartache
To try to overcome the pain
Kathy Edsinger 06/07/03