I now find myself trapped by extreme poverty living in possibly the most shithole country there is as far as music is concerned. This miserable cold dire pile of shit on the edge of Europe is populated with the most horrible lowlife scumbags I have ever known and their idiot ways are the norm, the DONE THING. Great Britain is a festering corpse's asshole of a country and the people here are nothing more than the maggots.
Music here is shit. Every aspect of the foolish pastime is tainted by greed and robbery. There is no such thing here as real music, and no such thing as real thinking beings to enjoy it. Music is a joke, a waste of time, something to accompany the sounds of football hooligans in a pub acting like the childish pathetic shits they are. It's a mass produced virus pounded into every one's head. It is made like the crap pigface sausages so loved by these Brit morons and sold in all it's tainted dripping glory to the mindless hungry masses of this fucking place who slobber it up and shit it back out again. Music is rancid fast food, music is a newspaper of lies, music is that pile of barf outside the tube station that the diseased pigeons are fighting over. Music is dead. This fucking country is dead.
Music is forbidden here unless stamped with the approval of the sinister selfish fuckwits who know how to make a few bob out of it. Sure, go to a club and see some dire shithole band posing and ranting. Pay that much money to see some low quality noise you've never heard of and don't like but will gladly applaud just to be part of the scene. Pay those prices for the shit beer. Speak to all those pitiful wankers whose only form of life it to exist for these dark and expensive dens where music is background noise for you pockets to be emptied by. Go there and be one of the sad and pointless many, because that's the way it is. It is expected, no, demanded of you. Do it, be seen there, or you're nobody. Music is as vile and lifeless as the fucking human rubbish that make up THE SCENE. Fucking zombies the lot. Incapable of knowing what real music would be.
I don't do music now. Not even for myself, because I'm empty. All life has been driven out of me and I'm now just an empty rotting corpse, pointless and without any drive whatsoever. This place did it to me, just like it killed music. This fucking place and the shithole people that live here have a lot to answer for. No one can possibly imagine the deep hatred I have of this place and it's scumbag population. No one can possibly imagine my disgust.